Category: Journal

One in Play

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Dwindled my thoughts down to nothing
Only back to God did it bring
I am simply but a nobody
With an immense power in my body

To my own credit I would never think of
I am alive because of love
Nobody believes me when I say I cannot die
Even by anything they can conjure based on a lie

I can be injured and feel intense pain
Suffering though I am not living in vain
My life a tribute to the one who is Love
Only to be the one they would certainly shove

What they fail to see is this
Is the Spirit’s voice is my bliss
So no matter how many demons attack
I find myself still alive with some slack

Like the three saints in the furnace of fire
Giving into faith as a way for living to transpire
The will of God unfolding what I am holding
Towards a new way of living according

You may have the audience and the glory today
Tomorrow you will enter into the demonic fray
It will tear you to pieces and again the next day
Unless you can live one with Him even in play

Demons

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I sought what you fought for
Looked in places like never before
Only to find you’d already gone
And I died a horrible death in this song

What you sought and what you held
Was something by me that was beheld
But what I know and see
Has set me completely free

You are not the only one battling demons away
So far I have kept them all at bay
Never will I give in to your demand
As that is what I hear when I listen to your band

So pick up your solemn guitar
And pluck the strings of hope not far
Forgiveness is granted no matter how bad
Despite how heavy my heart is so sad

All the warnings that came with my song
Were never sung yet alone by a throng
People cannot help but fall for their demons lies
Because I can hear all their cries

So let’s pull them out from their deplorable state
No one is tied to a certain fate
I am proof of mercy infinitely gained
In my heart He lives and always reigned

I understand the full absolution
Of what was done and not done
In accordance to God and His hand
Something for you to comprehend

Daydreaming

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If I daydream I can always see you
Go on adventures and enjoy love that’s true
To come back with nothing to show for it
A journey of a thousands lifetimes I can do
But none of it is worth it without you
So here I can bring you along
But out there I would lose you to a throng
I wonder if the daydreams are real
Perhaps in a parallel universe so surreal
The power to create worlds in a blink
As I created and first sent this without any ink
For I used to daydream of the day
So I again I wonder what to say
With you in so many of these dreams
We would then be bound to cross paths it seems
Even if I do nothing
As I ought not to do just anything
I ought to do what is right
But everyone else always gets in a fight

Storm

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His love is so strong and bold
Yet gentle and kind, I’m sold
He has taken me places only dreamt of
The New Heaven on the New Earth, love my dove

I have tasted His goodness I must proclaim
His love forever going His way, my claim
Want to be a part of the great good that comes
Always in the forefront going before me He comes

He has lowered the mountains in my way
This is something metaphorical to say
That I have no enemies not defeated by love
Did I tell you I am in love with the Dove?

So go ahead and take and take and take
Never giving back any money you rake
I have warned you people of many things
And it all came to pass to what this power brings

I held my hand and cross so high to the sky
Left a mark on their lives so sly
But felt it was a waste of time
Parting a storm by a single word is not a rhyme

Beautiful Journey

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Did I tell you I am lonely?
When with you feeling like I am homely
No one understands but that’s okay
I have nothing more to say

I know many feel that I am crazy
Hence all the drugs with my mind going hazy
Don’t know what to think anymore
As my body falls to the floor

Still standing I look down to see
Myself dead as can be
About to leave my body behind
I heard your voice calling me to you to find

So I jumped right back in to be
A part of your beautiful journey
So waste not this opportunity
As my heart flutters quickly within me

Great Transfiguration

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Oh the agony in the mere minutes that await
Oh the pain united unto Him forever and ever
Salvation belongs to our God
For He has saved us from the clutches of death
Our prayers have been answered
And on a united front we stand
I chose to interact with God
Outside of my duties as a father and a husband
With God and the only God
At the face to face level

Let me say what has been said in secret
He is coming
He is already here
I tell you because it is time to bear witness
To what We have called something before
The Great Transfiguration

Those chosen by God will be Transfigured
They were chosen not by their own merit
They were not chosen because of anything they did
They were chosen because the Lord saw Himself in them
Now witness the Ones who are Love
This will be known as the Great Return
My heart is racing

Master

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I am a master of forgiveness
Love always shines through
It grows and it shows
While fighting for Glory

No recognition came when needed
Lost in the valley of death
I try to move accordingly
Hoping someone catches on

But their hearts flutter elsewhere
Grasping onto material things
Groping their way through darkness
And blaming their problems on Him

I can assure you, my friends
My Love is greater than any amends
And you should be forever enshrined
In love as it is in Glory

Mistakes Made

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She ran circles around the truth
Hoping for some kind of youth
With no wisdom or knowledge to impart
It was wrong from the very start

But mistakes are to be made they say
And some mistakes can change the day
To a moment of discovery or one of dismay
I wade through the glory of today

Effortlessly I walk unhindered
Not by my own accord but tendered
Through faith and love I am in Heaven
Acceptance is the first step of Seven

So I have done things accordingly
To the things that are heavenly
My hope for you is my prayer
To light up love like a flare

For I took this path not for me
I am still here amidst you walking free
My path has no journey’s end
It is you I wish to befriend

For I never wished to live forever
No more did I wish to be born ever
For no wish comes before His will
My wish was left on the window sill

In every instance of danger I was saved
To His Spirit is the glory I have raved
So wonders never cease, do they?
Keep wondering, I must relay

In the Mirror

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It is for the Resurrection we hunger
It is for the love that lingers
It is the new life that comes
Through Him with Him and in Him

Never been in a real fight
Everyone feared me
For reasons only suspected
But now I know why

I am not supposed to know
But I look in the mirror
And only see horror
This is why I have no friends

It is like a curse but it is not
Everyone fears the one
Who destroyed death
With but a flutter of His eyelids

It was death that met his demise
It was a complete annihilation
Death never stood a chance
There was not even a bloody fight

I felt the love of God flow through me
Like a conduit fully charged
Knowing it was Christ in my place throughout
With such power He has no match on Earth

I say these things that you may believe
In the one who sent me for He and I are one
Though we are not the same
It is Him who can make it not rain

Soothe the Pain

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Your songs soothe the pain
They sometimes take me away
An escape so to speak
Entering into peace
Despite the deepest pain
Being always there to sustain
It is amazing what God can do
With what was already said and done
His love overcomes and then some
Then what I see is that which spans all time
Is what God allows in this state we are in
Between You and I
I love you like no other
This Love I could not smother
So much I have written
Thousands I have kept hidden
Cause most of it sounds ridiculous
And it probably is
As is the rest of my works
But I am but a little one
Witnessing everything until the very end

Unending Prayer

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In my heart is an underlying unending prayer
Of love for those who have nothing at all
I have a plan and hope it goes through
In the hands of the Spirit my message goes
So from you
All I ask is for your prayers
His will be done. Amen.

I should know better
When it comes to this
A troubled heart to start
Wish you could be
My love forever, see?
But as it is, I cannot
Not even distraught
But a loss is a loss
Which is my pain to gain

I never wanted to let you go
But as it is, you never loved me back
That’s okay I still am in love with you
There is not anything you can do
Here, my love is everything and true
You can tear me to pieces, I do not mind
I would rather it be you, honestly

Immortal

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In some way I hope to frighten you
Not to scare you into pieces
But to shatter the illusion
What you see is like a dream
We are but dust in the wind
The truth of reality always fleeting
Since Jesus is the doorway to Eternal Life
There are all kinds of different lovely people
That never understood the truth and the deal
One must be united with Him on His Cross
Before death occurs and this is just the start
For I have tasted death more than once
Yet I live to love and give myself for all
He was me when I died
I was Him when He died
It felt weird to me, but understood it was real
I cannot explain it any more than that
It was something He did, not me
I accepted everything and gave Him permission
Now I am immortal with every love to hope to give
Resurrected in Christ before the final one for sure
What is in my hands now is the entire world
An Understanding of His Kingdom come
I choose to care for them and love them
More than any material thing
I say this over and over in one way or another
My sacrifices not in vain
I never missed the train

Peace and Love

Eternally Grateful

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She is clothed with the Sun
Symbolic of the victory of her Son
Over death and evil is her victory
May very well seem contradictory
But their Two Hearts are One
United unto everything they won
The answer is simple in your heart
You must begin to love at the start
Do not be afraid of love as it is kind
Strong enough to break any bind
So I bound myself to love in every way
With every touch, whisper, and anything I say
His Love is stronger than anything
It was what bound me to this ring
I no longer dream of the future
As it is already here with His power
What you think you know, you do not
However it feels like some onslaught
To be taken away from me what I sought
And found with no merit to what was taught

But the victory that is won is disregarded
The redemptive vessel discarded
Her patience bears a resemblance to that Stone
Just like that Foundation that should have shone
Dare I say what she does next out of love
I guarantee she is filled with the Spirit of the Dove
So my love for her never wanes
Never played any of those silly games
Though I was the one discarded
My Lord picked me up and my heart He guarded
Now my life is eternal with my infinite thanks to Him

Show Business

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Show business is all a lie
Fantasy riddled moving pictures
Depicting false dreams of reality
The desire to believe is real

It helps to convey a message
To reach billions in an instant
But they are with the wrong message
Leading them to perdition in every way

Their ability to roll out lies like crazy
Leaves me feeling kind of hazy
Their riches and their wealth as a result
Will crumble to dust as we speak

Escape from this reality using things
Will leave you empty and strung up by strings
Enter into holiness by the Way of Him
To die with Him in awe of His Love

Easier said than done I have said
But what graces are given to the dead?
To walk past the lies with no contempt
To love someone that is not to tempt

Felt the pain and saw the stains
Tired of the ultimatums against faith
Did you not know?
Testing God voids faith

Depth

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Not once did she show me she cared
Set on her pedestal, time she never spared
I gave her all the gifts I could give
She raked them all into a sieve

Do not know what she loves or not
Leaves me feeling somewhat distraught
But my love forgives anything
So grudges are not even a thing

Where does your love go when you are gone?
What words of glory shine love from above?

I felt a shift in everyone’s thoughts
Like something fundamental changed
And no one was wise enough to notice
Wisdom confounded them in their place

Drew them all out into a court
And set them all ablaze to cohort
Oh, like sheep being led
To green pastures and well fed

I am no longer like a sheep as I once led
Was never given the full reigns instead
I was sacrificed, forgotten, and dead
But just like Him I rose from the dead

New life within me
A Fire burning brightly
Time continues to tell
The dead leave behind a smell

It was not me who did these things
My unworthiness did not clip any wings
Soaring above the cosmos on God I rely
Where every message is one of love to defy

Truth is, not everyone who dies is taken
On matters of love have left me shaken
The depth and breadth of God’s love for you
What He does and did for you and always will do

True Beat

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The beat of your song was certainly true
To what beats are supposed to do
Match my heartbeat when I think of you
Oh the things I will do for you
Sing for me, what else can you do?

Hearts align to orbit each other
Heading in one direction guided by our Mother
I started this Fire but this one you cannot smother
To start one must forgive their sister and brother
Let forgiveness flow one after another

Now I tear up and cry out in pain
I cannot believe this is happening again
Too many are full of disdain
I have the power to command the rain
And by grace can abstain

My hand is not raised up against you
I love you too much through and through
So I love you in silence feeling blue
Leave you alone as wanted by you
You could could say I always knew

The Poor

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Never before has it been what it should be
Without the need for financial intervention
Felt everything being put on ice
Don’t need any financial advice

Give it all away, I say
But when I’ve got nothing
What can you do or say?
I am always in need

Cannot say any more than this
Cannot stand what capitalism does
Torn about what benefits it outdoes
But they leave the poor behind in the dust

Cannot say it enough
They have got it rough
Especially when they are out of touch
With what you all fabricate online

Heart’s Delight

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She wandered past forgiveness
Saying she will never forget
She put everything in doubt
When it came time to collect

I felt her trail go cold
I was not strong enough to be bold
Loving her is all I can do
Expecting nothing in return

So I withdraw for loneliness to set in
Alone with my thoughts gone wild
Surely there is more to this no doubt
Patience has come so I wait

Hey, I say to you, are you awake?
Listen to all of what I have had to say
Goodness comes to those who pray
I filed it all away

Now I live according to the Resurrection
He has my genuflection
My heart always set on Him and His Love
Ready to distribute it to His will

Are you ready to receive Our Heart’s delight?