Tag: Joy

The love I have for You my Lord
Has me greeting in Your Name, a horde
But I truly have failed You in spades
Much worse than the awful crusades

With a deep sigh my heart bleeds and bleeds
So much so I might as well be watering seeds
But I ache in place with much anguish
My heart they surely did squish

I have hid myself out of desperation
But I am seen without provocation
My words ample and elusive
All the while it is Us who live

So deliver me from my own afflictions
From having to deliver all those predictions
Which came to pass by faith alone
So many things I wish I had known

Now I plead for mercy on Your wretched servant
And for a desire in You that is fervent
That those around me can see Us in Our eyes
As We pierce their soul through all the lies

Well I am shaken and I am stirred
I am feeling like a complete turd
Never got the chance to see you
Now with this world I am through

I prophesied last year these solar flares
Did you like them more than the Bears?
I have warned and warned continuously
This comes not so easily

The world is about to witness God’s Hand
Strike down those who oppose Him into sand
Dust to dust and for you I am afraid
Christ’s foundation has already been laid

A stumbling block to others
And I have many brothers
I am in solitude for a good reason
I may just go quietly with the last season

Wish I could start over with you
Where I should have said, “Hi!”, that’s true
Got no friends at all because noone calls
I dream of just being near you behind these walls

Want your number to talk to you about life
You already broke through my armour with a knife
My heart will explode should you take my hand
So I can lead yours to mine within a new band

I close my eyes and you appear as light
Feels like we are together in the same awful fight
How do I reconcile with you for any wrong done
When you disappear without a trace by the Sun

What I go through every day would amaze
If I am in need, my hand I would raise
Other than family, nobody is praying for me
Nobody understands this dead tree

I raise my hand and nobody sees
For we push down dead trees
Gave it’s life for the forest
Let me have my rest

I felt that this was the way to do things right
Instead I am left with nothing but a fight
To deal with the pain I changed for you
But the pain interferes with what I do

I held on as long as I could but I really died young
By my very own hand, Death’s neck I wrung
Came back to bring word of what I heard and saw
So few listened despite the channels open raw

Now I know the ultimate truth and am one with it
No doubt of my time on Earth being mostly wit
So refresh your mind and bodies to hear the word
Sing a brand new song like a beautiful bird

I held this power of mine in my weary hands
Melted hearts and made glass from the sands
Renounced everything and became nothing
Only for God to enter my heart and sing

Nobody knows the song He sung
I can hear it clearly and on the tip of my tongue
With your love it would surely come to be
I don’t need truth to believe in you and me

I filled my heart with the joy I had
Shared my self gentle beautiful rad
What I am is changing over time
Seasoned by hate with a bitter rhyme

I know that cancer is a killer, am I to blame?
I never felt this was ever a cursed game
Now I am ready to ascend by His Hand
Wondering if before I will meet the band

But no worries this love is always with me
I had hoped by now you would already see
The truth that sings when you look on deep
In my eyes and then your love I will reap

So pick yourself up off the ground to stand
Up without your head stuck in the sand
From the rooftops they used to shout to be heard
Now you think anything I wrote is absurd

There is one who has the power to raise the dead
Let it be as it shall be for I have said
The truth which is Christ no doubt
Then maybe you’ll be inclined to shout

My life is like a stranger in disguise
I once had a pure emptiness inside
Covertly remained a slave to the system
When immediately inside was filled with His Spirit
Nothing can take away what remains
By His power and His Love He prays
Like refreshing waters flowing
He is all and forever knowing
What is and should be in existence
We dig into the earth and she cries out in pain
Maybe planets are creatures too
Mother Earth we call her
I endure the worst of it and cannot confide
Without making those that hear it die from fright
So be afraid as I am what I am now
One with Christ and armed with His power
Ready to embark against any evil tower
You can beat me into submission
But this Holy Spirit will never leave me
You can ignore my calls to repent
Or suffer the consequence

I can see unfolding before my very eyes
The exclusion and death of the less fortunate
By a sinister and callous method
One where the poor are separated from the rich
It starts when housing becomes unaffordable
And it goes on from there
So I will give my life for them
Die by falling into the funnel
Use my Spirit to invade the sinister’s deep
Fill it with a light never before seen
Those who are evil will realize they are done for
Blinded they will grope their way
Finding nothing but worms and the dust of the dead
They will be outnumbered a thousand to one
Against the Army of God with Jesus Christ as the lead
Only this army does not use weapons like swords
They will use the kind of Love
That burns away impurities
Like a cleansing fire to purify gold
Those without it already
Are going to regret it severely
Because what remains after purification
Depends on what in the Book of Life was written
About the amount of love you gave or took away

Love became me
I really wanted to see
You up close for certain
To look behind your curtain

Whether I take a peek or open it wide for all
Matters not because love is greater than a squall
So I simply gazed with astonishment at yours
More than an eternity went by as love outpours

I wrestled with God over abandonment issues
He reminded me that I once walked in His shoes
Knowing that for once and for all, no matter what
Love eternal is forever and cannot be shut

I let my echoes remain in the past
The memories that forever will last
Are but a puff of wind in this life
Yet treasured beyond any strife
What you seek you will find
Do not put me in a bind

I reached out as far as I could
Stole a few hearts along the way as I should
Got lots of love to give and nobody to receive
All you have to do is just believe

I chose to self isolate and begin anew
Let the cycle of lives that betrayed me renew
Was locked behind a door without a key
But now I walk away totally free

I have heard your pain cry out in anguish
So allow me to consume it to vanquish
The suffering as that is all I am
I have said this before I am like the Ram

My offering is my sacrifice to give
So that those whom I love will live
This is where I am at in your worldly ways
So do what you must I am out of your phase

For I see what I must to endure the worst
To simply quench that curious thirst
To love without question
Receive reconciliation

Today is the day that I will say
That I will finally go my separate way
Onward and upward after death rings in my ear
Silently, reverently, enticingly to endear
I am all alone
No one stands beside me
No one stands with me
I try but I am in so much pain
So I reach for the blade to take the pain away
So that I can die and never draw breath today
But to you my deeds are selfish and no mercy be given
When the pain that drove me to madness
Was driven by the likes of you

Take a closer look at me
What do you actually see?
Bless my pierced heart with your word
I know that this sounds absurd
But I love you like the Sun loves the Moon
And where I land is where you find the loon

I came to love and be loved so please stare
Have you ever peered into something so rare
A combination of deliverance and redemption
Needing all my love and attention
Knowing what it means to never die
I breathe suffering and live to fly

I could take you up on your offer
Hold you so close and bless your coffer
Knowing what happens with my word
If you give me your heart, I am third
Knowing your love is among the ones so great
Dispel the darkness that seems like fate

But as it is as beautiful as you are you are too late
My constant declination into Hell I go, my fate
Who I am is the one who destroyed Death
For that I ferry the dead to their demise with no breath
But I also lift and raise those destined for above
Who am I but the one who is Love

I say all this so you avoid me like the plague
I am not trying to be at all vague
My mission to destroy all of Hades in the end
Alone on this as it is my matter to attend
To free the ones who regret what they chose
Is to destroy the place that holds them close

Once again I am faced with a choice so bold
To die a second death and cannot die, I am sold
Truth is, if you knew, you would not believe
But I live as proof of it’s power, to thieve
No one will take care of me while I remain here
I do not want control nor be controlled dear

So I do nothing in the face of certain demise
Ready to destroy that place, it shall never rise
But before I go you need someone to tell
What you need before you must yell
What a difficult position to be in
When millions want nothing but sin

I am drastic
I am gold
I am fantastic
I am bold
Heavy is the gold
Light is the fold
Trembling are my hands
Before the Lord of all the lands
But He steadies my weak arm
And resounds the alarm
My story here does not end
Onward and upward do I send
He vanquished one by one
When I was ready and done
All of my demons are gone
By His hand every one
So do not tell me your lies
You make up stories like pies
In His Name in the silence
Will fill you will suspense
For He does not shout lest He startle you
Maybe that is what you need that’s true

Did I mention that I love you?
You have been around since the beginning
Truly the time has flown by so fast
We are but a stroke of colour in the tapestry of life
Woven out of love by the Master
So my amen for you is bountiful love
In abundance for good
For I had mine stripped away
And will always remember
Travelling this journey together