Month: July 2022

I thank the Lord for everything
His bountiful goodness prevails
I speak by experience
Faith in exchange for all
By love we are formed
By death we are born
Into new life and love

Her beauty set out before her
Setting the stage for someone greater
Her voice carried like the wind
Going every which way unseen

Your songs soothe the pain
They sometimes take me away
An escape so to speak
Entering into peace
Despite the deepest pain
Being always there to sustain
It is amazing what God can do
With what was already said and done
His love overcomes and then some
Then what I see is that which spans all time
Is what God allows in this state we are in
Between You and I
I love you like no other
This Love I could not smother
So much I have written
Thousands I have kept hidden
Cause most of it sounds ridiculous
And it probably is
As is the rest of my works
But I am but a little one
Witnessing everything until the very end

In my heart is an underlying unending prayer
Of love for those who have nothing at all
I have a plan and hope it goes through
In the hands of the Spirit my message goes
So from you
All I ask is for your prayers
His will be done. Amen.

I should know better
When it comes to this
A troubled heart to start
Wish you could be
My love forever, see?
But as it is, I cannot
Not even distraught
But a loss is a loss
Which is my pain to gain

I never wanted to let you go
But as it is, you never loved me back
That’s okay I still am in love with you
There is not anything you can do
Here, my love is everything and true
You can tear me to pieces, I do not mind
I would rather it be you, honestly

Show business is all a lie
Fantasy riddled moving pictures
Depicting false dreams of reality
The desire to believe is real

It helps to convey a message
To reach billions in an instant
But they are with the wrong message
Leading them to perdition in every way

Their ability to roll out lies like crazy
Leaves me feeling kind of hazy
Their riches and their wealth as a result
Will crumble to dust as we speak

Escape from this reality using things
Will leave you empty and strung up by strings
Enter into holiness by the Way of Him
To die with Him in awe of His Love

Easier said than done I have said
But what graces are given to the dead?
To walk past the lies with no contempt
To love someone that is not to tempt

Felt the pain and saw the stains
Tired of the ultimatums against faith
Did you not know?
Testing God voids faith

Not once did she show me she cared
Set on her pedestal, time she never spared
I gave her all the gifts I could give
She raked them all into a sieve

Do not know what she loves or not
Leaves me feeling somewhat distraught
But my love forgives anything
So grudges are not even a thing

Where does your love go when you are gone?
What words of glory shine love from above?

I felt a shift in everyone’s thoughts
Like something fundamental changed
And no one was wise enough to notice
Wisdom confounded them in their place

Drew them all out into a court
And set them all ablaze to cohort
Oh, like sheep being led
To green pastures and well fed

I am no longer like a sheep as I once led
Was never given the full reigns instead
I was sacrificed, forgotten, and dead
But just like Him I rose from the dead

New life within me
A Fire burning brightly
Time continues to tell
The dead leave behind a smell

It was not me who did these things
My unworthiness did not clip any wings
Soaring above the cosmos on God I rely
Where every message is one of love to defy

Truth is, not everyone who dies is taken
On matters of love have left me shaken
The depth and breadth of God’s love for you
What He does and did for you and always will do

The beat of your song was certainly true
To what beats are supposed to do
Match my heartbeat when I think of you
Oh the things I will do for you
Sing for me, what else can you do?

Hearts align to orbit each other
Heading in one direction guided by our Mother
I started this Fire but this one you cannot smother
To start one must forgive their sister and brother
Let forgiveness flow one after another

Now I tear up and cry out in pain
I cannot believe this is happening again
Too many are full of disdain
I have the power to command the rain
And by grace can abstain

My hand is not raised up against you
I love you too much through and through
So I love you in silence feeling blue
Leave you alone as wanted by you
You could could say I always knew

She wandered past forgiveness
Saying she will never forget
She put everything in doubt
When it came time to collect

I felt her trail go cold
I was not strong enough to be bold
Loving her is all I can do
Expecting nothing in return

So I withdraw for loneliness to set in
Alone with my thoughts gone wild
Surely there is more to this no doubt
Patience has come so I wait

Hey, I say to you, are you awake?
Listen to all of what I have had to say
Goodness comes to those who pray
I filed it all away

Now I live according to the Resurrection
He has my genuflection
My heart always set on Him and His Love
Ready to distribute it to His will

Are you ready to receive Our Heart’s delight?

Naturally I look in your eyes
Instantly butterflies
Such an effect of love that’s true
Just wanting to be with you

Should I overstep my bounds
Know it was because of the hounds
After me and shockingly trying to kill me
That part I do not want you to see

Understand that I am under His Power
That I can kill or bloom the flower
His intentions have become my own
From the seeds of love that were sown

I see thousands of trees and their fruit
Acknowledge the gifts given and their flute
No matter how hard or wrong things get
In my heart my Love to God is set

My heart and my soul are saved by Him
To be that which you need me to be
To live to love accordingly

My fingers try to scribe troubling rhymes
Brandishing my sword of words
All the while listening to the birds

My feet humbly walk with my God
Taking me places I have never been
Delighting my eyes in everything seen

But when I write of the things of Heaven
Left feeling alone and dejected for it
The disbelief measurable as contempt

Felt a surge of Love meant to be for you
A gift for the masses and His delight alright
Oh, He is gonna set things right

My senses become more lively
When you are around me closely
Where my eyes can capture the light
That reflects off your beautiful face so bright

Then comes your perfume, your scent
A cause to heavenly ascent
But then you touch my skin
Every bit as pure as purity comes within

Should you speak and your voice carry over
Tickle my ears with your sound over and over
Where I delight is the swirl of love you create
When even surrounded by the godless and irate

My mind on the brink of madness
My heart wrenched in sadness
Full of love not contempt
For what is good and exempt

I delight in the gifts from the Lord
Never having ever drawn the sword
But you have drawn me out like one
For love at all costs I will defend

A small remnant I never expected
Gave ground to another way accepted
Thank you for staying with me
I bless you in Christ’s name
And ask that you share with the poor
For among the least of them He will be

Drowned my senses in the noise
Dulled the pain that destroys
Verily, I say to you
I will never run you through

Living under a certain kind of power
Which is greater than any Tower
I decide to do good every day
Which includes sacrificing to my own dismay

So let me bleed on the ground
And be nailed to the cross so profound
You do not understand the gain
If your inclination is to sustain the pain

What I see is beyond anything you will ever know
Beyond the cosmos wrapped in a mysterious glow
So I see you set in your human ways
And give you my life again for saves

See, I see you in your pain you hide so well
I am saying there is no such thing to tell
So I let most happen without notice
And give you a gift of a lotus

I thank you for your attention
Letting me lead your Ascension
For what I see is not what you think is real
That in my hands is a broken seal
This power is unmistakeable
And not some fairy tale fable

This seal that I write of
Is one from up on above
For once it broke
It unleashed what I awoke
So hold fast to what is true
Which is Christ in you

Surely the Sun is not as bright
As the King of kings, my flight
I took off like a bat
No matter where I sat

I dream of you while awake
Right next to a clear lake
I feel your pain and your loss
Do not forget the Cross

For I fight and I fight for Love to be
The foundation of the world, see?
So something has to give soon
It will be your impending doom

If what you do
Divides instead of unites

I did my best, considering
That what it was I did
Is how I died
Though He never left me
Living the Truth of Love