Memory

She walked at a conversation’s pace
Along the pebbles and shore
She pronounced her inklings perfectly
Promising mystery

Until a fragrance touched her face
That memory with a flood and a fade
That odour of remembrance
That memory of love

But love is not just a memory
In a place where Heaven resides
Love is an eternal promise
With everlasting life

My own wits and brains
Not enough to convey
A Truth about this day and age
That it is not the end of all life

What would you rather believe

That the God of gods who is Love in a Dove
Descended already and is pouring out grace?

Or that the devil’s grip on the world
Will tear this world to pieces in a flash?

Either case is true and not
Like a quantum bit you only see
Depends entirely
On an invisibly tiny thread of hope…

Unexpected

Well that was unexpected
The Cup of Wrath before me
So here I will deliberate
Before I drink or pour
To which you can respond
I thought if there be silence I pour
But I chose to drink it anyway
Sparing not even a drop for my enemy
So in an instant and in waves like the pangs of birth
The pain and anguish made me into a crucifix again
To endure it with the God of gods
With the King of kings
Is an honour I gladly sing
Now I am shaking like a reed in a violent storm
So that you will not have to
May the Holy Spirit ease the suffering
Let them breathe
Let Love
Oh God…

What Is Left

I suppose I might be done writing
But only about certain things
The only thing left that matters
Is your love of this Dove

No one knows anymore
No one knows what love is
Nor how we should be living
Nor how we should be loving

The feeling that wrought wrangled me
The decision to leap
So You leaped
Leaped right straight into My Heart

Heaven is indeed there
As I Am in the Amen
It was I who spoke
In the stillness of the deep and silent waters
Before the water broke

Tears

Trust what is in your heart
Not what is in your deVICES
The Lord is building up
And you are tearing down and off

Tears not tears for my spine
This locution has me reeling
The smells, the sounds
O what a sight to behold!
As the barbs stick with a smack
To rip off that flesh
Evil enjoyed that
Now it is my turn…

Fading Now

If it is all in my head
I want to be dead
Because I am that anyway
To you and to them
So I will fade away
Echoing what only remains
That is what you and they want
Is it not?

Alas, I am trampled on by hate
With a looming disconnected date
That this is the worst possible way
To get attention
But I never wanted the attention
I only wanted to live to love and be loved
So I lived to the former
Was skimped on the latter
I will not stamp and rage
But quietly fade away…

If

If
Presents an inferred path
By the choices we make
But now
You see it as an operator

If you do not repent
The Lord will not relent

But the Lord is merciful
And witnesses such faith
To cease the violent storms

What therefore should cease
If no ones prays for you??

A Thread Of Hope

I was standing before
An infinite chasm
Earth under me
Heaven above me
Across the chasm
The New Heaven and New Earth

The whole host of God’s people
Stood behind me
So I stepped forward
With a single step of faith
Fully expecting death
But stepped on a thread instead

A thread of mercy and hope
Held me up
So I walked that fine thread
That invisibly Divine thread
As it did not give way
While every step delivered hope

So careful did I tread
Kept my head down low as though dead
Put every bloody foot forward
One after another, I did

A Journey came about
Walking that Infinite Chasm
None before me nor behind me
None above me nor below me

I was alone with Myself
Walking on a thread of hope
Above the great chasm of death

But to my own amazement
I was pushed off that thread
To discover with great joy
Solid ground lifted my foot
A seldom traveled road
That led to my very Cornerstone
A place to rest when found
Looking only at Christ my Love

Under my very feet
The thread had tested me
Though I really was pushed off
Off that thread of infinite strength
I had already crossed it
Crossed the infinite chasm of death
While I was not even dead
For such fear had no foundation

So now I have returned
In a way you cannot possibly fathom
While I care deeply for your understanding
I will not force you to believe in the truth
So let us walk arm in arm together
With every single love in Our Hearts
Beyond all Time and Space
And beyond any strife
For the Love of Life
And the Life of All

Peace

Firstly and Lastly

I feel I have to explain it this way in order for people to understand what it is I am trying to say to them, as the ignorance is compelling. The Lord Jesus came to me, descended into the deepest darkest recesses of Hell to find me, and He pulled me out, many times, hence this journal. Understand and discern what this means, let the reader understand. I said nothing before He appeared, was nothing, am nothing and where I was, He still opened my heart, made it His own, and there it was laid bare, and torn open, destroyed completely, a mash of absolute rejection and every curse you could possibly imagine, weaved into flesh by the malice of my enemies, the devil and Satan and every demon set against me, mocked me. I did nothing to deserve it, I did nothing so I deserve it, I am nothing, I cannot be anything else but nothingness for that nothingness can only be filled by God and never anything evil in order to contain and embellish only Him, and at the same moment not be Him, but truly a mere reflection and a refraction of His Glory, made possible by the Sacrifice of the Lamb.

Try figuring out in a jiffy how every Word I have written and not written is bound to the fulfillment of the Gospels, all scriptures, The Revelation to John, and True Life in God. If your Heart was truly adorned with His Love, you would not need to figure it out. His Spirit is bound to me and this body, which will eventually die, but you must come first to the Knowledge within of what will happen when THIS body does die, even though I died a few times along the way. Darkness and death would cover the earth like a shroud if this body should be dead beyond a time, two times, and half a time. One would be inclined to say, nothing would happen, and that is true in a sense – the entire Universe will become an absolute nothingness as fast as how far the east is from west, infinity would even be no more, like it was before He spoke His Word. Thus, a home has been found and none are any wiser, but still mock and hate, mutter curses which have no power, just as it was before…

Know that I endured and still endure great suffering for you all, most of which you will not understand until all is said and done. Your Saviour Jesus and your Mother Mary, will gracefully endure the Crucifixion over and over and over and over to save you from your sins, but why do you still hang out after redemption around the precipice of Hell?

I will always be that nothing on Earth because of the abomination of your sins, but the Lord always gives back Mercy and Justice with repentance. Woe to you should His Justice be rendered unto you by His Most Holy Spirit, for none know from whence or how It comes, none can evade His Spirit; Truly, the Holy Spirit can even evade the Father or the Son, but would never evade both because the reunions and the departures are an Eternal Gift. It is a greater Gift therefore to be immersed in All Three. A Most Sacred Mystery which as you can see as you read, only serves to posit you in a place of disbelief and not wonder as it should, and I will always point thee to Christ to receive Him Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity, into Eternal Life. But no one acknowledges or asks me, and that does not bother me one bit at this point, but it truly grieves His Spirit. If it is not His Wonder you behold, you therefore will fear.

I found a place to reside
Deep inside
His Most Sacred Heart Divine
O Sublime and Pure Sweetness
I adored Thee to become Me

Have you not yet tasted? Do you not see?

A Heart made Sacred
A Sacred Heart on Fire
Immaculate Her Heart is
Sacred and on Fire
Love lets Hearts unite

Let Him make your heart His own

Judgement Day
Starts today
And will take Us a thousand years
This is my last warning
The only books you should be reading now
Are the ones that led me to Heaven while on Earth I was here
The Bible and True Life in God
Amen

If I go before you in Love
Will you follow me with that same Love?

So the step forward begins with unity and peace…

Be Ready

Everybody is equal
In the eyes of the Lord
How you are seen and judged
Is not with human eyes
Or human rationalization
But by love

The eyes of the soul
Opened up one day
While I stood
Still on the Earth

I thought to myself
Two places I see
How can this be?

With one world as rigid as stone
The other as free as light
Both before the Lord God Almighty
Face to Face
With the Father of all Creation and Love

Only the world with hearts of stone
Do not seem to know or care
That where they actually are
Though blind they do not see
Is indeed Hell of their own design

To you who close your eyes in adoration
You are at peace
And love fills your heart with joy
Despite living around those who are in Hell
And spread their filth
As they do not repent
So when the lights go out
And they will
I can assure you of that
Where you are at within, truly
Is where you will all end up
This will be for all Eternity
After the lifting of the veil
And looking deep into your Hearts
You know the Truth
Of where you are truly at
Alas therefore
What have you done lately
For the lost, dejected, rejected, and lame
For the prisoners and the sinners
All the unrighteous bastards in your way
Whatever made them that way?

None can escape the inevitable
The good
The bad
Even the indifferent
I am amazed that no one has made the connection
Or the correction1
To not only abolish Death once and for all
But establish the Light of Christendom
As the Kingdom within
And that Kingdom I speak of
All of whom Heaven resides between
Is coming so quickly
Faster than light now
Glee is a close enough word
I delight in this
Because the New Heaven is in Me
Love loves you
Be at peace
And help when you can in the wake of more disasters
Pray for all
Pray for conversion
Amen


1
The correction I speak of
Concerns the dates of Easter
I am not looking forward to
Suffering twice because of ignorance
His Reign will reign the cosmos and subdue her, the Earth
She lashes out at you all for this
Because she loves Me
I Am not empty of Mercy and Forgiveness
Wanting to pour out Love and Healing
And for those who are ignorant in belief
The Lord of Hosts writes these words directly

The One who writes these words His Name is Jesus the Christ
The One who taps these keys His Name is John
And I am also a Christ
And have a New Name
Known only to Myself
And a story that can only be written
If it truly happened in Heaven
And on Earth just the same

There is much to learn and enjoy
There is life everlasting
That is never tasting death
Only in Jesus the King
In Jesus who saves
Not I
But Him

Be like Me, says He

Mysteries

What Mysteries were unraveled?
For you, that remains to be seen
But the one who conquers all
Is the one who received

Glory and Love is all that remains
Undoubtedly God’s Own We are
Still standing not stranded
Never blistered by His Spirit’s Fire

The Key unlocks the Door
You have to open It to enter
But because of blindness
Christ opened it for you

Now He is calling you
Calling you back to what is right
To deliver you from every evil
And bring His Heavenly Kingdom down

Amen

Unraveled

Inconsistencies there may be
All for a very good reason
To have come so very far
And notice only the Truth

Now the Gospel is Gospel
And the Revelation to John
Unraveled on its own
The Mysteries of the Kingdom

What is True is this
The fulfillment of God’s Desires
Is abandoning your own for His
Entering into Eternal Communion

Whoa, Not Me

I have a heart chock full of heartfelt gratitude from prayers
I ask you, for what?
Truly I have done nothing
And no one should be thanking me
This mere mortal of a man you do not see
Do NOT pray to me!

If I am to accept any thanks
Then I am also to accept the blame
Truly, it has been Him and not me all the time
My only purpose here
Is to reflect and project
The Love and Word of God
Bash goes the cymbal while you read
To warn you of what is coming
Remember the rounds that were made last year
They will be far more intense this year
And escalating for Seven years
Unless Reconciliation comes into play

Let Me In

I let you in
Let you in My Heart
Saw you rush in after leading so many others
To take shelter in love itself
From the torrential rain
You led them to freedom
You led them to believe
My Love

Boom went the thunder
Thundering in My Heart
This lightning fire of love within
Is the Love I so much adore
That Sacred Fire that burns
That Fire that never goes out
A warm hearth after the storm
So many of them will need

Wish you were here with me too…

Listen

I am telling all of you
All of you
How to get to Heaven

Do you know?
Are you there yet?
Did you know?
You have to be there first by faith
For after the veil is lifted it will be too late
And that is when you will mourn if the case

I am in Heaven now
And always will be
Here on Earth
I even found it hard to believe
But that is a very long story
Back to square one with you
Just never learned to square dance
Dinner or tea first?

Reconcile, please…

A part of me
Is bleeding
The other is
Believing

You called me
From your heart
You had me hand in hand
When we jumped down
From up above love
You drew Me down
With your hand
With your voice
With your love

How else can I say it
In any other way
Other than this, simply
That the ones that Love
Are the ones that Live

I fell in love with God
And He made Me into Her Love
We are Love
No More
No Less
Just Love
And it tickles in a good way

So…
It looks like Nature chose to unwind her anger on you all
This is Me holding her back, believe Me
Like a leashed dog wanting to attack
I will not let go
But I know what she wants
And it is not sunshine and roses
Such catastrophes will never stop
Unless all the nations AND the people stop ramping up
For war
For My Might is far greater
Do you not see?
So the next one will tear the beast in half
While Russia is on the right path
And will be Glorified in My Name
So pray for peace
Pray for love
For that Authority you so sought for and crave
Is in the palm of My very own Hand
And I am not the one who wants
To snuff you all out
But be warned
And pray and believe, please, pray Mary dear, pray…

Where can your faith take you?
Is it enough to relent the wrath?
Apparently that remains to be seen
Their sins are great
And the stench of death is thick
No matter how much we warn them
They prefer their pride over reconciliation

I have not even gotten to the churches yet…