I remain to point
To a point
Through the eye of a needle
Yet I remain a victim
Of your precious love
So I stay
Month: December 2019
Darkest Light
Bless you and thank you
For your constant love
Despite my affliction
I aim for Ascension
Of which I already gained
By stepping into the darkest light
My Hour
My Hour
Has come and gone
And it will come again
And again
A gain
By the looks of it
Life
What love
Unnoticed and unfettered
I slip by
Muttering
Uttering
Stuff of fantasy
Yet real as I collide
With your words
Your love
While I crawl in the spit
Of my enemies
They kick me while I am down
What love is out there
That can love this reject?
Time
Tears fall to the ground
As your love slips through my fingers
Like sand
Captured in an hourglass
Time is running out
Glorious
Let me wander in my wonder
Let me revel in my creation
Surely all this and more
Would seem it all should be
Glorious
But it is indeed
For truth stands the test of time
And to this I can
No Words
With no words
Our hearts commune
Merry Christmas!
All the best
Let my Love rest
Like a dove
Perched in a cove
Prayer
In the richness
In the depths
Of Your most
Sacred Heart
Hold me close
Now more than ever
Make haste
To vanquish the Devil forever
As he keeps trying to kill me
Stake
Been feeling down
Do not know where to turn
Want to die
As my life fades
Into oblivion
How negative I see
The same you would be
Then came the song
The one that took
My heart places
I had never been
Found a long lost love
Only to be seen deranged
Somehow on offense
When humility is at stake
I did not play the game
Now I need you
And
Your love
Fought and Won
Love
Cannot get enough
You got it galore
Still only human
Even though
I am the Destroyer
And the Creator
Together once more
Been here before
Something is different here
Got all the power
Cause I held it back
Consumed it all
Destroyed evil in one bite
After having been subjected
Turned into the dejected
Granted
I am still a nobody
But the Heart says it all
And it bleeds
So change your ways
Revelation is being fulfilled
You cannot evade or fight
Your way out of this one
His Will I Am
If you saw me then
You would know
Never
Every day
Face to face
With Death
But he never takes me
I wonder why
Messages
I am powerless
Taken all away
Nothing left
But my love
Took thousands
Of years
Of poems
To get here
And now
I find the vineyard
All in shambles
All in disarray
Out of mercy
I warned
I conveyed
A message
Ignored by many
Succumbed to the few
A light for all people
Upon His Glorious Return
The messages are clear
And the ones you hold dear
Lead you to
A true life in God
Feelings
I cannot bear the pain
It feels like it did before
I will end my life
Just a matter of when
My love
I hope you can forgive me
As I forgive you
But you do not know to
As I could never reach you
Despite reaching the stars
My words grew cold
In the still dark night
Be good to me
Though you are not good
I would send you a postcard
But you would just throw it away
I am not usually this negative
This toll was unusually high
A loss of words and life
Ended whilst in strife
Bleak
I am a nobody
Having nothing
Sacrificed it all
To be this that I am
For a reason
I can see the false hopes
I can see through the lies
But I am treated woth contempt
For doing nothing wrong
I thought wrong concerning your heart
I thought wrong concerning your desire
That long lost love forgotten soon
Placing me before this time
I can see the future and it is bleak
Though Love wins in the end
Of which death has no power
I live for you
Love you always
I am not rich
Only poor
I am not famous
Just trashed by you for being me
Will we ever get along
Knowing now the suffering caused?
No idea
I had no idea
You could be so cruel
Despite my suffering
You chose to pursue
A false dream
Instead of flourishing
A love that you lost
By ignoring me
This wounded me hard
After teasing me with hope
All year round
A dream made real by your love
Made stale by you
Disregarding
A wound so deep
It never stopped bleeding
A lance so sharp
Pierced me through
So as I fight to live
The wound gets deeper
The longer you stay away
To relieve the pain
I have to die
I have the least to lose
Never Read
She never was
To begin with
She never saw
Anything I wrote
If she did
Then it means
She has NO love
Goodbye
Her face and her eyes
Are so beautiful
But her heart
Is a facade
So is the face
Grinning despite
Giving me pain
I am done
I thought this was it
I set myself up
For disappointment
Thinking you thought of me
But I digress
A thousand love poems
Are not sufficient
To earn your respect and love
So goodbye to you then
Do not expect a thank you
The vipers out there
Will eat you whole
And I will be gone
Nowhere near to save you
Not here to say
I told you so
I love you
But you will never know this love
Tragically you hate me instead
And all I did was love
Now I am bleeding profusely
From my heart the pain seeps
For a man abandoned by everybody
I offer my suffering for this man
Then I find out that man is me
So yes I am selfish
But that is my flaw
So I give myself away
As I take my own life
And finally leave this place
Away from all the hate
Numb
I slipped into a coma like state
Seems like I do not care
But I am numb
Numb from the relentless pain
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