Month: March 2021

My last hope is this
That you come to me knocking
For I am inept at being human
Desiring only one thing
Love

But when it comes not
Is withheld like treasure
Let us not be greedy
When you give
You get more in return

Deny not delighting the Father
With the opportunity to love
Extraordinary Love
Beyond every stitch, bond, and vow
Comes like a thief in the night

It is relentless
The suffering
The pain
Wincing to breathe
Nobody to blame but me
Forgiveness is key
To healing the pain
No disdain
Let your love be free
Set to show even me
The delights of being free

I was anointed so I can justly say
I lived no matter what, Christ the Way
Oppressed and suppressed
God was not impressed

So at my direction God allowed
A command that was hallowed
To bring forth this plague
Unfortunately it is vague

I was built to walk in His direction
But granted the freedom from dereliction
Walking and listening freely
In my hand a steely

My love is true and tangibly real
Oh if you only knew you’d heal
A bold claim to state
By faith I am not irate
Just to show you love divine
If only to say you are mine
Indeed I am yours
Letting you be one who soars

What gives me comfort
Amidst such disarray
Is that the promise of the Kingdom
Is already here
Introducing itself as light and love
Living in the truth
That His Kingdom is Forever

I listened to you breathe love into your song
It sounded like it would if there was a gong
Calling to attention and to wonder
That this ship is going asunder
Unless we do good for others
Out of love never smothers

Within my halo I can feel my cross
To bear as Christ bore our sins
Atrocities and evil thoughts
To crucify what evil remains
Daily so they do not get away

Such purification can only come
By way of grace and of love
Of self sacrifice for your sakes
For the sinner
Oh the repentant sinner!
What would they have become?!

Alas this union in suffering
Comes by way of offering
That this suffering comes twice a year
When it should only be once a year
But sins and arrogance have blinded them
Blinded the ones who say they are holy

So I will suffer doubly for you gladly

What is the will of the one who sent me…
That you all perish in flames?
No, that you receive love that is due
Pure, unfiltered, immolated love
Love that builds bridges
Love that heals and enlightens
Never frightens
Be not afraid
I have gone before you
That Truth and Life and the Way
Are yours every day

My love
My sweet
My joy complete
You raised my heart
Appraised from the start
To be of value to you
So to you I am true
Would you exclaim with joy
Your new found ploy?

Indeed faith has spoken
A word of advice and love
To those who need it most
By Him the most wonderful Host

There was a moment
Hastened back in time
Where love was given in such a way
As to redeem the lost and forsaken
Though their hearts were in the right place
Their future was in jeopardy
So how to save this bunch
Who they cannot save themselves?
Other than to pour out love’s kisses
In the form of healings and graces

You have got a preconceived notion
Of what it is I am about in motion
Your judgement of me
Is something I see
Feeling like a leper in a tree

Know that compassion and love
Comes from up on above
That closed hearts deny
The truth of love to apply
To the lives that are so sly

So flounder not your newfound song
And you will know that I am not wrong
You will soon seek me and find
That I am intentionally blind
Testing those who are kind and unkind

My heart is being stabbed on repeat
By rejection and hatred to defeat
My weakness and my bleakness
But I already gave mine away

With nothing left of my own to give
I need permission to give what is His
I am left here all by myself
All my books just sitting on the shelf

Loved by so few
Hated by many
I can read their hearts
Like a book it starts

So they turn their faces
Denying sanctioned graces
Making me feel restless
Having to deal helpless

But my patience does not wary
Nor does it vary
I will wait until the very end
When your love to me do you send

Little by little
Every bit subtle
She removes our Lord’s Presence
So soon to be empty
Like a barren tabernacle

I have no say
Though I do not say
Anything until now
Though I warned before
Circumvention has a role to play

Our Lord can never be extinguished
No matter how much more you have
Never how much money you have
What your fear fuels inside
Comes to take you for a ride

His face shone like the sun
Glittered with delight at the sight
Of your love so profound
That carried His wounded heart
To a safe haven in your own

My life my band
No longer a strand
Held close to my chest
My heart dropping my best

Felt in the light of forgiveness
A transition to lightness
A kind of fire with delight
In offering with powerful might

That glory and our God
To Him we owe our laud
With broken fingers trying to convey
Something massive to say

Nobody can see me
But the Lord sees all
So what I do in secret
Will be known only to Him
So still living brightly
From among the dead we rise

From within your ranks I was betrayed
Confidence destroyed by jealousy
Sitting back now wondering
If you will ever reach out
What was said and done is final
Revelation of the truth is what happened
Never secret only lonely
Because of dejection
Denial of truth and light
Oh sorrow be gentle to me
This fire is alight
And her song sings to me
So turn this sorrow into joy
From the window like you should

Wish you could hear what is on my heart
More about you than what you might think
My gift of prayers like flowers before the throne
Are all for you don’t you hear?
I love you to death
And my love is eternal