Moments of You

There are more moments
In my life than not

While thinking of me I am not
But rather of you

Why you
Matters not
Selfish I am not
But in what way

Whatever love is
I would give my life away
Instead He gave me His
In His favour did I convey
A hater I am not

So be bold with your blessings
And I will be bold in my love
That is how you will find me
Says He

But you can find me anywhere
Says He
In the least did we embrace
Kept from love
Of a certain kind

I know and believe in all truth
Sincerity
That I am not
Jesus Christ

But rather one embodied
In the Spirit of Christ
Through the mystical union
Of a certain Sacrifice

The one sacrifice that takes all

For it takes a certain kind of prayer
A prayer of thanksgiving
A prayer of struggle and sacrifice
A prayer of blessings upon the littlest ones

But to those who know of these little ones
If you bless, they will bless
If you curse, they will curse

Woe to you should you curse
Bless instead, trust me
It gets easier
When it reflects in the actions you do

Time to get your hearts in the right place
Believe me
Believe in Love

Forgive

Remember That

He said pray that it not be winter
On that day for you
O that day of wrath
So then He took Winter for Himself
Upon Himself be bore
For me and you
How did he do?
So far, alive
And heartbeats are like a Harley
Listening to that song that boomed
Made me remember
Remember, that Jesus is King
No matter what happens
No matter what

What Makes Me Ill

What makes me ill
Is not your diseases or viruses
But your lack of compassion
That the least are driven asunder
By your inflated sense of righteousness

I Am is among the least
Bearing the worst of it all
That is what makes me ill
Know that when I am ill
Angels come to my aid

I Love My Own Art

How could I not love
My own art?
If it be of my love
If it be of my hate
It is my art all the same
So let me be the worst of all
That is how I appear to them
But I can bear anything
Including death
Including hate
Including pain
Yet live
Because of Love

Love loves you
And
I learned
To let Love love me deep
So I do yearn for more

Only Love I give
Nothing in return is bestowed
That makes me the least
As I am still and can weep
But do not gnash my teeth
Peace
Amen

Broken Earthenware

You can still hold
Broken earthenware
With love
But it is still broken
If not all the pieces are together
Love can make vessels new
If you believe in the Resurrection
All the while you say to yourselves
What does this mean?

It means the long lost flock
Has not been accepted into the fold
Sheep are still sheep
And I am the shepherd of this exiled flock
Still do not believe?

Not on my head these hot coals are
Feel the burn and anxiety?
It gets worse
Amen

Perspective

My situation is this
I cannot die
I tried many times
And so have they
So when I go
It will be permitted
Not condoned
That is the truth
Because it will not be my hand

The truth also is this
I already destroyed Death
So it has no power
Dead is dead
So who then allows you passage?
And why are the Martyrs sleeping?

While the earth itself is your rot and ash
Your flesh rots
Christ’s does not
Only a Christ can rise from the dead
Only a Christ can raise the dead
Only a Christ can ascend into Heaven
That only means I am a Christ
For I have done all these things
But you are too blind to see
That I am not THE Christ
Yet We are one and the same
Through the Most Holy Spirit
One with the Father I Am
In Christ’s Holy Name

So I beg you O Peter
As I descend once more even deeper
Beneath you and this world
In reparation, such reparation!
With but one simple act of faith for you to follow
After a united Easter Sunday
Would finally be accomplished
By raising Me up from the dead
Just like Lazarus
For all the power to you Jesus gave
Or is it just a seat to you?
So here is your opportunity
To show mercy
And reveal the true mystery of Christ!
If you think this is a test
IT IS

I need not the world
But you need love to live
It is what keeps the beat
Will you let Love live?
Love loves you
And I know what you did

Humbly repent
Unite the dates
I gladly die
For your sakes

Metoo

Love me
I am nobody
Love me
I am nothing
Love me
I am the least
Love me
I am fragile
Love me
I am shattered
Love me
I am assaulted
Love me
I am love
And no one even cares…
But I do forgive you
Because I drank the cup again
No blessings in it
Only wrath
How long will you torment me?

Maybe this will help you decide
The divided dates of Easter coming soon
And have yet to be reconciled
Did you know?
That on Good Friday
I will not be able to drink any cup
When I am up on My Cross
What am I to do then when it brims?!
Twice the odds for wrath you are delivering to yourselves
Twice the wrath is on your hands

Francis, politics were never your thing
You have been given all the full authority and power of Christ
And not one person has been healed
Not one person has been raised from the dead
Not one evil spirit cast out
By your command
Do you not know how to deliver?
You have it
You have it all and deliver nothing
Do you not believe?
Do you not believe in the power of faith?
Is this generation so faithless
That when an act of it manifests before your very eyes
You shuffle My Holy Spirit aside

To this, the Spirit says, Death comes not on my watch
So when you crush me with your sin
I have the power to crush the Sun
But I do not, I allow you to
To give you a chance
Remember, tiny thread of hope
Hope always leads to love

Yes it happened to #metoo

Firstly and Lastly

I feel I have to explain it this way in order for people to understand what it is I am trying to say to them, as the ignorance is compelling. The Lord Jesus came to me, descended into the deepest darkest recesses of Hell to find me, and He pulled me out, many times, hence this journal. Understand and discern what this means, let the reader understand. I said nothing before He appeared, was nothing, am nothing and where I was, He still opened my heart, made it His own, and there it was laid bare, and torn open, destroyed completely, a mash of absolute rejection and every curse you could possibly imagine, weaved into flesh by the malice of my enemies, the devil and Satan and every demon set against me, mocked me. I did nothing to deserve it, I did nothing so I deserve it, I am nothing, I cannot be anything else but nothingness for that nothingness can only be filled by God and never anything evil in order to contain and embellish only Him, and at the same moment not be Him, but truly a mere reflection and a refraction of His Glory, made possible by the Sacrifice of the Lamb.

Try figuring out in a jiffy how every Word I have written and not written is bound to the fulfillment of the Gospels, all scriptures, The Revelation to John, and True Life in God. If your Heart was truly adorned with His Love, you would not need to figure it out. His Spirit is bound to me and this body, which will eventually die, but you must come first to the Knowledge within of what will happen when THIS body does die, even though I died a few times along the way. Darkness and death would cover the earth like a shroud if this body should be dead beyond a time, two times, and half a time. One would be inclined to say, nothing would happen, and that is true in a sense – the entire Universe will become an absolute nothingness as fast as how far the east is from west, infinity would even be no more, like it was before He spoke His Word. Thus, a home has been found and none are any wiser, but still mock and hate, mutter curses which have no power, just as it was before…

Know that I endured and still endure great suffering for you all, most of which you will not understand until all is said and done. Your Saviour Jesus and your Mother Mary, will gracefully endure the Crucifixion over and over and over and over to save you from your sins, but why do you still hang out after redemption around the precipice of Hell?

I will always be that nothing on Earth because of the abomination of your sins, but the Lord always gives back Mercy and Justice with repentance. Woe to you should His Justice be rendered unto you by His Most Holy Spirit, for none know from whence or how It comes, none can evade His Spirit; Truly, the Holy Spirit can even evade the Father or the Son, but would never evade both because the reunions and the departures are an Eternal Gift. It is a greater Gift therefore to be immersed in All Three. A Most Sacred Mystery which as you can see as you read, only serves to posit you in a place of disbelief and not wonder as it should, and I will always point thee to Christ to receive Him Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity, into Eternal Life. But no one acknowledges or asks me, and that does not bother me one bit at this point, but it truly grieves His Spirit. If it is not His Wonder you behold, you therefore will fear.

I found a place to reside
Deep inside
His Most Sacred Heart Divine
O Sublime and Pure Sweetness
I adored Thee to become Me

Have you not yet tasted? Do you not see?

A Heart made Sacred
A Sacred Heart on Fire
Immaculate Her Heart is
Sacred and on Fire
Love lets Hearts unite

Let Him make your heart His own

Judgement Day
Starts today
And will take Us a thousand years
This is my last warning
The only books you should be reading now
Are the ones that led me to Heaven while on Earth I was here
The Bible and True Life in God
Amen

If I go before you in Love
Will you follow me with that same Love?

So the step forward begins with unity and peace…

Be Ready

Everybody is equal
In the eyes of the Lord
How you are seen and judged
Is not with human eyes
Or human rationalization
But by love

The eyes of the soul
Opened up one day
While I stood
Still on the Earth

I thought to myself
Two places I see
How can this be?

With one world as rigid as stone
The other as free as light
Both before the Lord God Almighty
Face to Face
With the Father of all Creation and Love

Only the world with hearts of stone
Do not seem to know or care
That where they actually are
Though blind they do not see
Is indeed Hell of their own design

To you who close your eyes in adoration
You are at peace
And love fills your heart with joy
Despite living around those who are in Hell
And spread their filth
As they do not repent
So when the lights go out
And they will
I can assure you of that
Where you are at within, truly
Is where you will all end up
This will be for all Eternity
After the lifting of the veil
And looking deep into your Hearts
You know the Truth
Of where you are truly at
Alas therefore
What have you done lately
For the lost, dejected, rejected, and lame
For the prisoners and the sinners
All the unrighteous bastards in your way
Whatever made them that way?

None can escape the inevitable
The good
The bad
Even the indifferent
I am amazed that no one has made the connection
Or the correction1
To not only abolish Death once and for all
But establish the Light of Christendom
As the Kingdom within
And that Kingdom I speak of
All of whom Heaven resides between
Is coming so quickly
Faster than light now
Glee is a close enough word
I delight in this
Because the New Heaven is in Me
Love loves you
Be at peace
And help when you can in the wake of more disasters
Pray for all
Pray for conversion
Amen


1
The correction I speak of
Concerns the dates of Easter
I am not looking forward to
Suffering twice because of ignorance
His Reign will reign the cosmos and subdue her, the Earth
She lashes out at you all for this
Because she loves Me
I Am not empty of Mercy and Forgiveness
Wanting to pour out Love and Healing
And for those who are ignorant in belief
The Lord of Hosts writes these words directly

The One who writes these words His Name is Jesus the Christ
The One who taps these keys His Name is John
And I am also a Christ
And have a New Name
Known only to Myself
And a story that can only be written
If it truly happened in Heaven
And on Earth just the same

There is much to learn and enjoy
There is life everlasting
That is never tasting death
Only in Jesus the King
In Jesus who saves
Not I
But Him

Be like Me, says He

Mysteries

What Mysteries were unraveled?
For you, that remains to be seen
But the one who conquers all
Is the one who received

Glory and Love is all that remains
Undoubtedly God’s Own We are
Still standing not stranded
Never blistered by His Spirit’s Fire

The Key unlocks the Door
You have to open It to enter
But because of blindness
Christ opened it for you

Now He is calling you
Calling you back to what is right
To deliver you from every evil
And bring His Heavenly Kingdom down

Amen

Unraveled

Inconsistencies there may be
All for a very good reason
To have come so very far
And notice only the Truth

Now the Gospel is Gospel
And the Revelation to John
Unraveled on its own
The Mysteries of the Kingdom

What is True is this
The fulfillment of God’s Desires
Is abandoning your own for His
Entering into Eternal Communion

Whoa, Not Me

I have a heart chock full of heartfelt gratitude from prayers
I ask you, for what?
Truly I have done nothing
And no one should be thanking me
This mere mortal of a man you do not see
Do NOT pray to me!

If I am to accept any thanks
Then I am also to accept the blame
Truly, it has been Him and not me all the time
My only purpose here
Is to reflect and project
The Love and Word of God
Bash goes the cymbal while you read
To warn you of what is coming
Remember the rounds that were made last year
They will be far more intense this year
And escalating for Seven years
Unless Reconciliation comes into play

Listen

I am telling all of you
All of you
How to get to Heaven

Do you know?
Are you there yet?
Did you know?
You have to be there first by faith
For after the veil is lifted it will be too late
And that is when you will mourn if the case

I am in Heaven now
And always will be
Here on Earth
I even found it hard to believe
But that is a very long story
Back to square one with you
Just never learned to square dance
Dinner or tea first?

Reconcile, please…

A part of me
Is bleeding
The other is
Believing

You called me
From your heart
You had me hand in hand
When we jumped down
From up above love
You drew Me down
With your hand
With your voice
With your love

How else can I say it
In any other way
Other than this, simply
That the ones that Love
Are the ones that Live

I fell in love with God
And He made Me into Her Love
We are Love
No More
No Less
Just Love
And it tickles in a good way

So…
It looks like Nature chose to unwind her anger on you all
This is Me holding her back, believe Me
Like a leashed dog wanting to attack
I will not let go
But I know what she wants
And it is not sunshine and roses
Such catastrophes will never stop
Unless all the nations AND the people stop ramping up
For war
For My Might is far greater
Do you not see?
So the next one will tear the beast in half
While Russia is on the right path
And will be Glorified in My Name
So pray for peace
Pray for love
For that Authority you so sought for and crave
Is in the palm of My very own Hand
And I am not the one who wants
To snuff you all out
But be warned
And pray and believe, please, pray Mary dear, pray…

Where can your faith take you?
Is it enough to relent the wrath?
Apparently that remains to be seen
Their sins are great
And the stench of death is thick
No matter how much we warn them
They prefer their pride over reconciliation

I have not even gotten to the churches yet…