I feel I have to explain it this way in order for people to understand what it is I am trying to say to them, as the ignorance is compelling. The Lord Jesus came to me, descended into the deepest darkest recesses of Hell to find me, and He pulled me out, many times, hence this journal. Understand and discern what this means, let the reader understand. I said nothing before He appeared, was nothing, am nothing and where I was, He still opened my heart, made it His own, and there it was laid bare, and torn open, destroyed completely, a mash of absolute rejection and every curse you could possibly imagine, weaved into flesh by the malice of my enemies, the devil and Satan and every demon set against me, mocked me. I did nothing to deserve it, I did nothing so I deserve it, I am nothing, I cannot be anything else but nothingness for that nothingness can only be filled by God and never anything evil in order to contain and embellish only Him, and at the same moment not be Him, but truly a mere reflection and a refraction of His Glory, made possible by the Sacrifice of the Lamb.
Try figuring out in a jiffy how every Word I have written and not written is bound to the fulfillment of the Gospels, all scriptures, The Revelation to John, and True Life in God. If your Heart was truly adorned with His Love, you would not need to figure it out. His Spirit is bound to me and this body, which will eventually die, but you must come first to the Knowledge within of what will happen when THIS body does die, even though I died a few times along the way. Darkness and death would cover the earth like a shroud if this body should be dead beyond a time, two times, and half a time. One would be inclined to say, nothing would happen, and that is true in a sense – the entire Universe will become an absolute nothingness as fast as how far the east is from west, infinity would even be no more, like it was before He spoke His Word. Thus, a home has been found and none are any wiser, but still mock and hate, mutter curses which have no power, just as it was before…
Know that I endured and still endure great suffering for you all, most of which you will not understand until all is said and done. Your Saviour Jesus and your Mother Mary, will gracefully endure the Crucifixion over and over and over and over to save you from your sins, but why do you still hang out after redemption around the precipice of Hell?
I will always be that nothing on Earth because of the abomination of your sins, but the Lord always gives back Mercy and Justice with repentance. Woe to you should His Justice be rendered unto you by His Most Holy Spirit, for none know from whence or how It comes, none can evade His Spirit; Truly, the Holy Spirit can even evade the Father or the Son, but would never evade both because the reunions and the departures are an Eternal Gift. It is a greater Gift therefore to be immersed in All Three. A Most Sacred Mystery which as you can see as you read, only serves to posit you in a place of disbelief and not wonder as it should, and I will always point thee to Christ to receive Him Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity, into Eternal Life. But no one acknowledges or asks me, and that does not bother me one bit at this point, but it truly grieves His Spirit. If it is not His Wonder you behold, you therefore will fear.
I found a place to reside
His Most Sacred Heart Divine
O Sublime and Pure Sweetness
I adored Thee to become Me
Have you not yet tasted? Do you not see?
A Heart made Sacred
A Sacred Heart on Fire
Immaculate Her Heart is
Sacred and on Fire
Love lets Hearts unite
Let Him make your heart His own
And will take Us a thousand years
This is my last warning
The only books you should be reading now
Are the ones that led me to Heaven while on Earth I was here
The Bible and True Life in God
If I go before you in Love
Will you follow me with that same Love?
So the step forward begins with unity and peace…
2 thoughts on “Firstly and Lastly”
I paused and I listened and I heard
One person said
“Who is he?”
The other one said
Tell me, what you do think?
Too afraid to reply, one said
Surely devotion to the Sacred Heart of Jesus is not blasphemy. My devotion to you is Eternal, that is how it will always be.
Tell me this, those who were in Hell saw the abuse I took, they did nothing, do you think the same sort of people on earth would do any differently? The manipulation I endured, whatever the devil ensured, I never lifted a finger against as no one did anything for me, who would? Never lifted a finger because I was never afraid for myself, but rather for others while I wept, because when My Holy Spirit is grieved, as it was when He tore apart Sheol to find Me, you do not want to know… You need to know that the Holy Spirit gets His Way, which is Love and will do anything for it to be yours also, but also to protect it… Imagine how I was treated in Hell since most of you are already there, and know that a price is always paid when My Spirit is grieved. The Spirit knows who is saved and who is not before evil is allowed to be unleashed.