God Was Abused

I toiled for forty years
In a desert I was planted
Storm after storm blew
Desert sand cut through me
Tearing off the flowers
But the tree grew fruit still
For the few who encountered me
They ate and were sated
For the fruit was and Is
The purest Love of the Lord

I bled and bled
That blood soaked bed
I wanted to hate
Hate the deed
Not the dead He said
Forgiveness was all that was left

Tears now stream down like a river
Filled with the blood of my enemy
The flow of blood and water
Burned the soil to death

But that tree grew
Despite the neglect
For Two in One
Is truly the Trinity
Of a God so loving
He protected me all these years

So to Him I give my thanks
Forever like incense
I burned those pruned branches
Amen

If

If
Presents an inferred path
By the choices we make
But now
You see it as an operator

If you do not repent
The Lord will not relent

But the Lord is merciful
And witnesses such faith
To cease the violent storms

What therefore should cease
If no ones prays for you??

Firstly and Lastly

I feel I have to explain it this way in order for people to understand what it is I am trying to say to them, as the ignorance is compelling. The Lord Jesus came to me, descended into the deepest darkest recesses of Hell to find me, and He pulled me out, many times, hence this journal. Understand and discern what this means, let the reader understand. I said nothing before He appeared, was nothing, am nothing and where I was, He still opened my heart, made it His own, and there it was laid bare, and torn open, destroyed completely, a mash of absolute rejection and every curse you could possibly imagine, weaved into flesh by the malice of my enemies, the devil and Satan and every demon set against me, mocked me. I did nothing to deserve it, I did nothing so I deserve it, I am nothing, I cannot be anything else but nothingness for that nothingness can only be filled by God and never anything evil in order to contain and embellish only Him, and at the same moment not be Him, but truly a mere reflection and a refraction of His Glory, made possible by the Sacrifice of the Lamb.

Try figuring out in a jiffy how every Word I have written and not written is bound to the fulfillment of the Gospels, all scriptures, The Revelation to John, and True Life in God. If your Heart was truly adorned with His Love, you would not need to figure it out. His Spirit is bound to me and this body, which will eventually die, but you must come first to the Knowledge within of what will happen when THIS body does die, even though I died a few times along the way. Darkness and death would cover the earth like a shroud if this body should be dead beyond a time, two times, and half a time. One would be inclined to say, nothing would happen, and that is true in a sense – the entire Universe will become an absolute nothingness as fast as how far the east is from west, infinity would even be no more, like it was before He spoke His Word. Thus, a home has been found and none are any wiser, but still mock and hate, mutter curses which have no power, just as it was before…

Know that I endured and still endure great suffering for you all, most of which you will not understand until all is said and done. Your Saviour Jesus and your Mother Mary, will gracefully endure the Crucifixion over and over and over and over to save you from your sins, but why do you still hang out after redemption around the precipice of Hell?

I will always be that nothing on Earth because of the abomination of your sins, but the Lord always gives back Mercy and Justice with repentance. Woe to you should His Justice be rendered unto you by His Most Holy Spirit, for none know from whence or how It comes, none can evade His Spirit; Truly, the Holy Spirit can even evade the Father or the Son, but would never evade both because the reunions and the departures are an Eternal Gift. It is a greater Gift therefore to be immersed in All Three. A Most Sacred Mystery which as you can see as you read, only serves to posit you in a place of disbelief and not wonder as it should, and I will always point thee to Christ to receive Him Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity, into Eternal Life. But no one acknowledges or asks me, and that does not bother me one bit at this point, but it truly grieves His Spirit. If it is not His Wonder you behold, you therefore will fear.

I found a place to reside
Deep inside
His Most Sacred Heart Divine
O Sublime and Pure Sweetness
I adored Thee to become Me

Have you not yet tasted? Do you not see?

A Heart made Sacred
A Sacred Heart on Fire
Immaculate Her Heart is
Sacred and on Fire
Love lets Hearts unite

Let Him make your heart His own

Judgement Day
Starts today
And will take Us a thousand years
This is my last warning
The only books you should be reading now
Are the ones that led me to Heaven while on Earth I was here
The Bible and True Life in God
Amen

If I go before you in Love
Will you follow me with that same Love?

So the step forward begins with unity and peace…

Mysteries

What Mysteries were unraveled?
For you, that remains to be seen
But the one who conquers all
Is the one who received

Glory and Love is all that remains
Undoubtedly God’s Own We are
Still standing not stranded
Never blistered by His Spirit’s Fire

The Key unlocks the Door
You have to open It to enter
But because of blindness
Christ opened it for you

Now He is calling you
Calling you back to what is right
To deliver you from every evil
And bring His Heavenly Kingdom down

Amen

Unraveled

Inconsistencies there may be
All for a very good reason
To have come so very far
And notice only the Truth

Now the Gospel is Gospel
And the Revelation to John
Unraveled on its own
The Mysteries of the Kingdom

What is True is this
The fulfillment of God’s Desires
Is abandoning your own for His
Entering into Eternal Communion

Whoa, Not Me

I have a heart chock full of heartfelt gratitude from prayers
I ask you, for what?
Truly I have done nothing
And no one should be thanking me
This mere mortal of a man you do not see
Do NOT pray to me!

If I am to accept any thanks
Then I am also to accept the blame
Truly, it has been Him and not me all the time
My only purpose here
Is to reflect and project
The Love and Word of God
Bash goes the cymbal while you read
To warn you of what is coming
Remember the rounds that were made last year
They will be far more intense this year
And escalating for Seven years
Unless Reconciliation comes into play

Let Me In

I let you in
Let you in My Heart
Saw you rush in after leading so many others
To take shelter in love itself
From the torrential rain
You led them to freedom
You led them to believe
My Love

Boom went the thunder
Thundering in My Heart
This lightning fire of love within
Is the Love I so much adore
That Sacred Fire that burns
That Fire that never goes out
A warm hearth after the storm
So many of them will need

Wish you were here with me too…

Listen

I am telling all of you
All of you
How to get to Heaven

Do you know?
Are you there yet?
Did you know?
You have to be there first by faith
For after the veil is lifted it will be too late
And that is when you will mourn if the case

I am in Heaven now
And always will be
Here on Earth
I even found it hard to believe
But that is a very long story
Back to square one with you
Just never learned to square dance
Dinner or tea first?

Reconcile, please…

A part of me
Is bleeding
The other is
Believing

You called me
From your heart
You had me hand in hand
When we jumped down
From up above love
You drew Me down
With your hand
With your voice
With your love

How else can I say it
In any other way
Other than this, simply
That the ones that Love
Are the ones that Live

I fell in love with God
And He made Me into Her Love
We are Love
No More
No Less
Just Love
And it tickles in a good way

So…
It looks like Nature chose to unwind her anger on you all
This is Me holding her back, believe Me
Like a leashed dog wanting to attack
I will not let go
But I know what she wants
And it is not sunshine and roses
Such catastrophes will never stop
Unless all the nations AND the people stop ramping up
For war
For My Might is far greater
Do you not see?
So the next one will tear the beast in half
While Russia is on the right path
And will be Glorified in My Name
So pray for peace
Pray for love
For that Authority you so sought for and crave
Is in the palm of My very own Hand
And I am not the one who wants
To snuff you all out
But be warned
And pray and believe, please, pray Mary dear, pray…

Where can your faith take you?
Is it enough to relent the wrath?
Apparently that remains to be seen
Their sins are great
And the stench of death is thick
No matter how much we warn them
They prefer their pride over reconciliation

I have not even gotten to the churches yet…

Seeing Is

Seeing the future
Is annoying actually
Knowing what was circumvented
There is no point in convincing anyone
For the mere notion is absurd to anyone listening
Even though I felt again today
The scourge to atone for them and you
Love you

Stepped on the Stole

When We said the scriptures would open
We were not kidding
Nope
Not at all on that one
Read em
Especially the book of Revelation
And then True Life in God

I made every mistake
That any book could ever make
Intentionally…
Ugh
So you do not have to
That is how much
The Lord God loves you

Basket of sunshine
The Light of Paradise
Flint in the moonlight
Broken glass everywhere
But nothing in the splinters…

In all seriousness now
I could tear the world apart
To itty bitty pieces in a moment
But in my visions I saw
The gift of love
Only a mere ounce of it
Enough to relent Wrath

I wish to remain hidden
If you do not mind
But will endure anything
If it should mean glorifying
The One Triune God
In His Will I Am
Forever Amen

No Words

No words

Yesterday

I saw Vassula in a vision
I saw an Angel of the Lord
Lift her up to Heaven
We were holding hands
Like a lover leaving for a trip
Not wanting to let go
Holding onto hope
As she was lifted away
She handed the Angel
Her gift from the Lord to the world
A book that was pure Light
With the Life of God
And the Angel placed it into my hands…

Eternal Flame

Something about pain
It makes its rounds every day
Many ways to relieve it
Whether by medicine or by grace
Pain is endured
Never relieved fully
Mine is constant
Like my nerves are on fire
I do not worry nor fret
I know what is coming
Rather you should be asking yourself
What am I doing that is causing this pain
To myself and to others?

I know why I suffer
I embrace what has been delivered to me
Always for the sake of others, indeed in heart is all I need
Light beyond the dark and the light
Is how We see

An Eternal Flame
Of a Heart Most Sacred
Never goes out
Always burning
Always beating
Even with a lance stuck inside

Mary Was Assumed

Mary was assumed into Heaven
By the very nature it and Her
She was Assumed into Power
She is your best hope yet
For She also is Love
Love loves you
Let Her Love soothe you

Love, I streamed Joy again at seeing their faces
Problem is
People mistake the tears for pain
And in some ways it is
Because of whom I saw
Who art in Heaven

Childlike Faith

There is an extraordinarily massive and phenomenal amount of true joy
That comes
Like a forest fire on approach
But not consuming anything as it permeates us
But lighting us up from within
The Light of Christ
The Light of Love
And this is my way of showing you how
Which is not for everyone
But We hope to save them all
So let us start with shining some light in the darkness

Because no matter how hard anyone tries
You cannot do it on your own
You need Him and His Divine Love
Even His Divine Protection

Which reminds me…

I call out to those that do believe
This one rather has
Quite the intensity
I have never known it to fail1
When the one who says it believes
Has the childlike faith that the prayer would be answered
So, if you do not have any faith within you
Ask Him for it
For someone would only do this out of love, really
Because if you miss any hour
You have to do it over again until you do them all
For when you do something in the Name of Jesus
You are in His Stead and so is He

1
Powerful Novena of Childlike Confidence
(This Novena is to be said at the same time every hour for Nine consecutive hours – just one day)

O, Jesus, Who has said, ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened to you, through the intercession of Mary, Thy Most Holy Mother, I knock, I seek, I ask that my prayer be granted.
(make your request)
O Jesus, Who has said, all that you ask of the Father in My Name, He will grant you through the intercession of Mary, Thy Most Holy Mother, I humbly and urgently ask Thy Father in Thy Name that my prayer be granted.
(Make your request)
O Jesus, Who has said, Heaven and Earth shall pass away, but My Word shall not pass, through the intercession of Mary, Thy Most Holy Mother, I feel confident that my prayer will be granted.
(make your request)
Amen