Invited

I can feel your every emotion
In the instant you give the motion
To destroy the evil powers that be
It is amazing how much God loves me

I stand alive amidst the walking dead
They are expecting me to break their bread
I did not come to celebrate the victory
I am pacing with patience outside the rectory

I never wanted or expected immortality
Nothing to do with any morality
Just chosen by God to live and explain
Faith by works without any complain

So I chose you to love and you received
But you never gave back so I felt deceived
But whatever it is about without me can still go on
For I am near the edge to step off, I’ll be gone

What I have received comes at an extreme cost
A branch, an outstretched hand, to the lost
Saying I love you because you are you
Did not know that we were through

Still do not know what it was I did or said
Could be anything, I was once dead
But His Fire consumed what remained of me
Letting Him immerse me in Himself completely

Like wine turned to blood
My heart burst like a flood
Revealing in intricate detail
My very weakness without fail

This flaw you decided made me unworthy
To be in your presence, end of story
Wrapped in His light I walk free
Matters not what you say or do against me

I know where I am going and where I am at
The hope that draws up divinity and not just that
But a renewal of spirit and flesh united
To the highest Heaven we have been invited

Close Love

You drew me close by your love alone
I see that you just threw me a bone
Know that I have been through hell just to get here
Hoping you would really see me, my dear

I stand alone in my thoughts and dreams
Nothing in reality is as it seems
For your hand in mine revealed pure kindness
It is true love in our hearts no less

Unpredictable love like a butterfly
I never asked the Lord why
But this exile I am in I will truly die
Knowing that in this life I really did try

But love is forever and I cannot wait
Tuned to the gifts of joy it will create
Beware of jealousy from those who rule
Over what they see as a mere tool

I want to give you every possible gift
Raising you up to Heaven on an elevator lift
But journey with me with your love as a light
For me and with me, will you fight

On the foundation that is Christ, that cornerstone
I became Him by way of love but I am all alone
Been privy to so many secrets of Heaven I glow
But I do not want to put on a show

This love you have is hard work by itself you know
Love is kindness and not boastful for any show
Meekness is how I approach I am not shy
Many have misunderstood my reasons why

I cannot force you or them to do anything
But the freedom of love is the same as in Heaven
I am God’s Son no matter what my name is
From the Father’s mouth He uttered this

One with Love

I can tell by the how and what you say
That you are not looking for me to my dismay
That you are instead after someone younger
When time goes by it seems even longer

I can only tell you what is within me
Drawing solely on His Word and love He gives me
No matter the circumstances I am in
He is always with me, even if I sin

Some days my piety is lacking
And I am humbled by the King
As He reveals His cross and His Sacrifice
I remember He is greater than any vice

So I learn by His Spirit’s whispers and inklings
And learn that the world hates me and kings
Want you to understand that I am in so much pain
It has me reeling in anger and disdain

But there is something more
I am standing on your shore
Believing in a God of love and I found more
More love than I can possibly imagine, I adore

Love that is never lost
Love that never gives up with a cost
Love that pierces even the strongest heart
Such as yours if you have lived from the start

I felt and lived your pain with every breath
I was conscious even after death
I know there is more
Love is power, so use it, I implore

In their poverty they find that love is the key
To being sustained above any memory
So I pour out my love in droves
And let it multiply like the loaves

So receive your fill I let it pour out
While I am here I will not even shout
Should expect love in return despite my stout
On that note I may take a different route

I have circumvented even death by love
Heard your pain by the power of the Dove
Shrouded from a hidden world between ours
Filled with the dead seeking more not in bars

I have been surrounded by a suffocating void
No breath that produces pain is one to avoid
But even now I do not fear nor lose my joy
Because I am one with love that is no ploy

In Heaven

In Heaven there is always sufficient grace
To get you out of any kind of brace
To be set free from the shackles
And living the life of legends and tabernacles

Jesus and I formed into one consciousness
As a result we are indistinguishable no less
To the Father and He has shown His love for us
A gift nonetheless without any fuss

He pours out His graces like water quenching fire
And indeed let this Love I have for you transpire
For I am Love, now a vulnerable gift of hope
Living a life at the end of a rope

Held True

She held me tight
And It felt right
Little does she know
She has grace in her healing power
But she needs to be healed herself
So much pain caused over and over
Lost in old traditions that bled hate and pain
Surely there is a way
And I have found it
Took the door and went on my way
Entered a barren desert
And the Lord let down the rain
My heart was flooded and like the ocean waves
Breathed life into the soil by planting seeds of love
Barren no more and Home to a King
Heaven within if but only to sing
Sing praises we must
Wishing I would hear your voice say
I love you too in a song that says you are true

Convergence

My hair curls into downward spirals
My eyes gleam blue like the oceans
My mouth utters prayers and prophecy
My heart witnesses everything to thee
Perfuming the cosmos with God’s incense
With a reflection of God in the starry skies
What gifts I have been given!
To unravel the mysteries of Heaven
A place of which is here and now
On the way to a convergence of being
In Heaven while on Earth
Ushering in the New
So what is New?
A Heaven and Earth that is true
Jesus is what is New
For His Love is renewed every day
Mercy and Justice go hand in hand
On His hands are the marks of blame and hate
Yet he flourishes His Love in every place
So God grant me the grace to receive
Every prophecy uttered by Your Holy Spirit
To renew the message to deliver
Those from the clutches of evil and death
Amen

Master

I am a master of forgiveness
Love always shines through
It grows and it shows
While fighting for Glory

No recognition came when needed
Lost in the valley of death
I try to move accordingly
Hoping someone catches on

But their hearts flutter elsewhere
Grasping onto material things
Groping their way through darkness
And blaming their problems on Him

I can assure you, my friends
My Love is greater than any amends
And you should be forever enshrined
In love as it is in Glory

Mistakes Made

She ran circles around the truth
Hoping for some kind of youth
With no wisdom or knowledge to impart
It was wrong from the very start

But mistakes are to be made they say
And some mistakes can change the day
To a moment of discovery or one of dismay
I wade through the glory of today

Effortlessly I walk unhindered
Not by my own accord but tendered
Through faith and love I am in Heaven
Acceptance is the first step of Seven

So I have done things accordingly
To the things that are heavenly
My hope for you is my prayer
To light up love like a flare

For I took this path not for me
I am still here amidst you walking free
My path has no journey’s end
It is you I wish to befriend

For I never wished to live forever
No more did I wish to be born ever
For no wish comes before His will
My wish was left on the window sill

In every instance of danger I was saved
To His Spirit is the glory I have raved
So wonders never cease, do they?
Keep wondering, I must relay

Zion

Matters not where I sit on Earth
I am here for a rebirth
To change the world for the better
What must transpire without the letter
In the place where we sit
Where Zion is it

So I make my home here with Love
As a gift to pay homage to the Dove
Here I am, come get me if you can
If what I ignite
Is not a fair fight

I defy the rules because they are not Law
Imagine what it was that I saw
When I walked straight through Hell
Without a scratch or a yell

So that my strength doesn’t wane
I give it to Him all the same
Did you know I honour Him with my very life?
Transcribing His inklings with so much strife
Could not do it without Him
As my cup is filled to the brim

Beyond Earth

This heart has a certain inextinguishable fire
It yearns for and it burns that which I love
Not to destroy but to purify what remains
I have seen God face to face and no one believes
I say this not to boast
But to make you realize
That it is me that you seek to abuse and destroy
As I stand here a survivor
I have endured all kinds of abuse and hate
Withstanding even the deepest pain
Truth is I still love you because I see
Beyond what this Earth here provides

Disastrous Wind

All I see is hatred imbued
In everything that opposes good
In your comments and your leadership
Convey that it is right to do bad

They rejoiced with me when I died
So I came back to life in spite of death
Silence fills all of Heaven
And I carry my heart in my hand

I distract myself to oblivion
To focus the love I wish to give
To the one that needs it most
And I love her to folly, see?

But I do not wish to prop me up
And to this end I do not
Yet here my word spreads
Slowly like melting butter

What else can I say that I wish to convey?
Other than good tidings to you and love
May your blessings be thrice holy
And that love prevails in this disastrous wind

Gist

Friendships and ventures
More than just adventures
Memories of meaning
Love deeply teeming

Others like to twist
Truth no longer the gist
Resorting to crashing and bashing
Like a frightened cornered thing

But mercy absolves the sinner
Granted by God and me together
Come to us as you are
To Heaven you are not far

Been Here Before

Peace be with you
I truly do love you
I will scribe my best
Words I confess

To be immortal
Means one has been here
Before and after
Have seen things and unthings
Live perilously and virtuously

Beyond any dreams
But your reality it seems
Preserved at will
Not mine but His

For God’s Glory and Love
Let God reach into you
And subdue you
By My Dove, says He

Then you will be free
Confessing good things
Instead of only deadly sin
Where Mercy always comes along to save

Wondering about God

I stood wondering
With the knowledge of future events
Tasted what is good
Tasted what was a Gift from God
That the Most Holy Spirit
And the flames of Holy Fire
Burned but did not consume
Left me longing for more
It tasted good because of It
The One who gave it all
Gave me a spoiler alert
As to His whereabouts
And our destiny of Eternal Life
And I just blabbed both
So then I Bless you all
Even though I am slowly dying
Now that I know
I can do anything
Including just writing words
So that a sound or a phrase…

Does it ring a bell?
Because it was a warning
Repent from evildoing
Plain and simple
Cut off time is soon

Presence

The presence of God does not end
Especially at the Eucharist
For the Host Most Holy
Is the beginning and the end

May the Lord of Hosts
Lead you to
His Presence
In one another
In the Universe
In you

Whole Host

I had a vision today
I was before the Throne of God
That was surrounded by all the Saints
Surrounded by all the Angels
I appeared before all of Heaven
And the whole host cheered with praise
I felt unworthy
I was nothing before the Lord
The Throne was empty before I appeared
So I asked the Lord for His Presence
The Almighty Father appeared and He was also Jesus
I prostrated myself before Him
Saw His Feet and asked
Am I worthy to untie your sandals
He said, “You are”
As I removed first His left sandal
I saw His wounds
The scabs were large so I wept tears of Joy
At the worthiness He gave
I kissed his feet and my tears flowed
Onto His feet
As untied His right sandal
My tears flowed onto the wound from the nail
And the wound started to shrink and heal

A Thread Of Hope

I was standing before
An infinite chasm
Earth under me
Heaven above me
Across the chasm
The New Heaven and New Earth

The whole host of God’s people
Stood behind me
So I stepped forward
With a single step of faith
Fully expecting death
But stepped on a thread instead

A thread of mercy and hope
Held me up
So I walked that fine thread
That invisibly Divine thread
As it did not give way
While every step delivered hope

So careful did I tread
Kept my head down low as though dead
Put every bloody foot forward
One after another, I did

A Journey came about
Walking that Infinite Chasm
None before me nor behind me
None above me nor below me

I was alone with Myself
Walking on a thread of hope
Above the great chasm of death

But to my own amazement
I was pushed off that thread
To discover with great joy
Solid ground lifted my foot
A seldom traveled road
That led to my very Cornerstone
A place to rest when found
Looking only at Christ my Love

Under my very feet
The thread had tested me
Though I really was pushed off
Off that thread of infinite strength
I had already crossed it
Crossed the infinite chasm of death
While I was not even dead
For such fear had no foundation

So now I have returned
In a way you cannot possibly fathom
While I care deeply for your understanding
I will not force you to believe in the truth
So let us walk arm in arm together
With every single love in Our Hearts
Beyond all Time and Space
And beyond any strife
For the Love of Life
And the Life of All

Peace

Mysteries

What Mysteries were unraveled?
For you, that remains to be seen
But the one who conquers all
Is the one who received

Glory and Love is all that remains
Undoubtedly God’s Own We are
Still standing not stranded
Never blistered by His Spirit’s Fire

The Key unlocks the Door
You have to open It to enter
But because of blindness
Christ opened it for you

Now He is calling you
Calling you back to what is right
To deliver you from every evil
And bring His Heavenly Kingdom down

Amen

Unraveled

Inconsistencies there may be
All for a very good reason
To have come so very far
And notice only the Truth

Now the Gospel is Gospel
And the Revelation to John
Unraveled on its own
The Mysteries of the Kingdom

What is True is this
The fulfillment of God’s Desires
Is abandoning your own for His
Entering into Eternal Communion

Let Me In

I let you in
Let you in My Heart
Saw you rush in after leading so many others
To take shelter in love itself
From the torrential rain
You led them to freedom
You led them to believe
My Love

Boom went the thunder
Thundering in My Heart
This lightning fire of love within
Is the Love I so much adore
That Sacred Fire that burns
That Fire that never goes out
A warm hearth after the storm
So many of them will need

Wish you were here with me too…