Tag: The End

I wonder now how else to say this
I do not have to be here
But I am, because it is the will of God
With Christ Jesus, for we are kin

I have been testing you all
Tests to reveal whether you’re in good soil or not
Every test I have performed has left me miserable
For so very few have the roots

Such little to no faith, everywhere I look
I see you all as you are now and still love you so very much
You beautiful creatures of Love
Since when is love for a limited time only?

I’ve carefully observed the truth
To have felt what it feels like
To be an aborted unborn child
Under extraordinary grace

I must tell you, I have to
This is not just murder
But abominating action
It felt like this, for you to see

At first was tingling
Then pins and needles
Then knives and blades
Then being eaten alive

By demons

The worst was being torn in the heart
The painful rejection of my own life

You must have maturity in your spirituality
For I feel it is necessary to fast
On a Saturday even
For the sake of those whom I will meet today

Entering into a paradoxical union
With the Holy Trinity
Can only be attained by becoming one
In the flesh with Jesus Christ
In spirit with the Holy Spirit
Thus being one with the Father
Jesus is as One with Father as I am in him

Those of this one mind and convicted belief of the extraordinary grace required to forever be this way will indeed share in the first resurrection. “Then I saw thrones, and seated on them were those to whom judgement was committed. Also I saw the souls of those who had been beheaded for their testimony to Jesus and for the word of God, and who had not worshipped the beast or its image and had not received its mark on their foreheads or their hands. They came to life, and reigned with Christ a thousand years. The rest of the dead did not come to life until the thousand years were ended. This is the first resurrection. Blessed and holy is he who shares in the first resurrection! Over such the second death has no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and they shall reign with him a thousand years.” (Rev 20:4-6) Amen.

Seems strange and somewhat delusional
To trust entirely in God’s will
Especially when speaking from the heart
Not knowing anything but faith
Memories all forgotten and sacrificed
Only by grace and faith can I remember
I am lost but not abandoned
Lost in a world I never wanted to know
For on knowing certain things
One must tread carefully
Being of one mind with the God of gods
I won’t deny God that right

The Father wants to purge the world with destruction
If you read scripture you will know why
Why there must be a purging fire
So it will be, the only sign to be given
The one of repentance, repent and you will be saved
Amen

You must all know by now that hate is a powerful thing. Hate what is evil and love the enemy, everyone.

You want to know something about grace?
The worst feeling in the world is when you are raised by grace to be in the heights of the Heavenly Court only to fall from grace in a heaping pile of anguish over something so very dreadful, I offended the Almighty God. What sin I committed matters not, because in his mercy and forgiveness he has raised me up once again. Back to the same point in grace and faith as to when I fell out.

This experience brings out the knowledge of what the will of God is, for the experience of Heaven while on earth far exceeds any other feeling on earth, especially before the great end and new beginning. My sacrifice, as it’s written, will be revealed on Judgement Day, this is so my love remains.

As it is, the love and the agony is overwhelming to the point that if I say my body feels like it’s being slashed by a whip made of barbed metal, beaten, and crucified in a state of divine grace, I am saying this from my heart in all truth, but no one believes me. The Passion is indeed beyond anything I ever experienced, as I am partaking in the greatest sacrifice the world has ever known, thus partaking in the Final Resurrection.

It feels cold
It feels cold in the world
World of hearts I see
While hanging on this tree

If you don’t know of the Gospels
You should most certainly read
If want a true life in God
Then another Holy Book¹ you must read

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1. True Life in God – http://www.tlig.org

That bullet should have killed me
Such a dose would have killed a bear
Breathing water could kill anyone
I felt the world completely reject me

It’s a hard thing to forgive
So do I forgive all the pain caused by others?
Do I forgive myself?
I say that I do

So for the ones with the gift of reading hearts
You have found hearts like yours
Forever your love will be
But don’t leave the lost to find their own way

I went the other way in search of them
Following divine will, I was led the way
Painful it was for God and me
But love and forgiveness, always the key

I am meant to come find the lost
A voice in the wilderness crying out
Have you not looked around yet?
Proclaim it! For the lost are many

Mighty works will be done in His Name
Things unimaginable by you
No sign but the sign of Jonah
That is truly, not only the repentance
But the love by which they will give

There is no better time than the present time
To act out of Love to others
But presently at this time

A Son of God is on Earth
But has experienced so very little of this
While being in poverty of His own Divine Power

For the impoverished are granted Love freely
By God when their hearts yearn and seek it
Love that is God
Love that is eternal life
Love that is foundation of all virtues

But they harbour it in their hearts
Selfishly unaware
That greater is this gift of Love
They so covet within themselves
When it is spread throughout the world
By the most simple act of love that is
To share with one another
And expect nothing in return

But this world is hard of heart
Their wars, lust, greed, and lies prove it
The End of the reign of Satan
It is near its very end
So to those who are true Lovers of love
I say to you, you know exactly what to do

Do you ever speak only in your Heart?
Before you can form words to surmise
The purest form of Love, a living flame
Conversations with God in this way

In an instant moment, Glorious Revelation
To have to write books upon books
Drenched in God’s Wisdom
To articulate what was said
Only to be torn by envy and hatred

For what comes out of my mouth
Will always be the Lord Jesus Himself
To warn you of His Second Coming
Lo, it has already begun

For when you rejected me
You have indeed rejected Christ
My Fountain, my Life, my Spirit
All of me in Him, and all of Him in me
A humble, wretched and lowly sinner

Having to come to terms with reality
With what’s been written on my Heart
My heart yearns for His Grace
Sustaining me against sin
With only these words I have left to give

So if you’ve never conversed with God
While you read this open your own heart
And know that I am trying to save you
Trying to lead you to God who is Love

I know what is in Hell that awaits you
If you should decide you don’t need God
The terrible things that must come to pass
To get your attention to repentance
Look around you, this is all in Revelations
Amen

A true metanoia is not just a conversion of heart
It is mind, body, soul made one with God
It is possible, I have actually done it
But I could not have done it without Jesus Christ
This isn’t a one-off experience
Or some empty physical feeling
It’s the solace and the peaceful journey
Of a life led by completely and totally Him
The answers have been in your face all along
Yes Love, Love is the answer
To His Will I submit, every morning I wake
Alas, everything falls into place

This morning an unusual response
My usual prayer to God
But I meant it this time
I give you all my will, all I am is yours, I said
Until finally this morning
The moment I have always been waiting for
The moment you read and believe
He responded by saying
All that is mine is yours
That’s when I believed I am a true Christ

No greater gift is there
Than the Gift of His Sacred Heart