Loss

We are living a life
In a world of pain
Pain that really cuts like a knife
Pain that wounds you deep
But what was cut?

Would you ever want to know
What to do with that pain
And how to gain joy from it?

Awaiting

I read a chapter of Luke today
I read it out loud
And all of Heaven could hear
And my Heart projected
Telling it like a story
And as I was doing so
The memories came flooding in
I could not stop reading
And I could not stop seeing
A Journey
Parallel to my own as I read

Twenty four minutes it took to read
And that was the chapter
But took as long as four days

There is still but one more thing
Awaiting

Repenting And Relenting

The Glory of God that prevails
Despite the acts of evil
Love continues on and will win

I keep my heart in the Lord
He keeps His in mine
So I looked there for you

I felt and heard that song
That could only be sung
By the hearts of the Lovers of Love

Then came along a cry
From one lonely heart
To have mercy

Relenting a most destructive blast
And preventing anyone from taking
That one heart away from the Father’s Love
Amen

Not

Not my fault
My mouth is a fiery sword
Got an issue with that?
Take it up with the Lord

I choose Mercy and Love
Instead of smite
Got an issue with that?
Take it up with the Lord

A Great Synod will do

Where Is The Joy?

Live every day
As though it were the last
For it is the last day
Always
I Am the last
So what now?

If I say I have entered the Kingdom of Heaven
Yet before me you have not
I do not say to you
You are not in My Kingdom, away with you
I tell you it is here and now
And saturating this place with grace
Do you not know it with your heart?

I am left surrounded
By an army of the lost
Brought to me from every corner
Though there is a great and infinite chasm in between
Heaven and Earth
The Lord and I
Have bridged the divide

By the mere Will of God alone I will draw you closer and closer still
Because I have opened up my Heart to all
And thus blessing and graces
Yes, especially now
In the most desperate of times

Grace for the courage to respond…
Oh Francis, Peter, what are YOU going to do for them?
Who are your eleven?
I appointed twelve
The other twelve thrones
Will be appointed by ME
THE OTHER TWELVE THRONES ARE NOT FOR MEN

YOU, Peter, have the power to cure the sick, blind, lame, and even raise the dead. Why is this not happening? Shall I take that power away from you and give it to the other twelve I have chosen or shall you share in the Glory of the Resurrection in Christ?

Realize

Led by the Spirit
I Was, Am, and Will forever be
One with Him

So I asked Him

My Father, my Fountain
Refresh Me, for I thirst

In the prayer to You Our Father
We pray
Your will be done
On Earth as it is in Heaven
Only no one on Earth seems to understand
What that means

How is Your will done in Heaven?

The Father answered…

Be blessed then with this Knowledge
My Will is done in Heaven because everything in Heaven is subject to Me
Do as the Angels do for their love is forever.

Thus the only way to fulfill the prayer itself
Is to truly offer God the Father
Your own free will
Daily
That simple

At some point you are all going to realize
That scattered throughout the earth
Are those who have truly risen from the dead…

And I cannot stop smiling
I am smiling because God is smiling back at me
I am smiling
Smiling because I know
The Lord raised me from the dead
And my heart is pounding
When do we get to announce it?
When can we say out loud in a trumpet blast
That all Glory be to God
That we have been raised from the dead
And Jesus has Returned!

As I stood in amazement
My Heart tugged at a chord
A song strummed my heart strings
Sing to me your lullaby of love, my Love
That song forever enthroned one after another
Soothe my suffering with the swirls of your heartbeats
Where else shall I place my head to rest?

So out poured a treasure trove of Gifts and Love
Joy and blessings for all
Be forever for His Glory
Amen

It Is Clear

When he was about to die under the blows
He groaned aloud and said:

It is clear to the Lord
In His Holy Knowledge that
Though I might have been saved from death
I am enduring terrible sufferings in my body under this beating
But in my soul I am glad to suffer these things
Because I fear him

2 Maccabees 6:30

I have been saved from death
But endure terrible sufferings in my body for Him on account of Him…

Paid In Full

There was a dark and treacherous cloud overhead
I looked up and commanded its departure
Always in the Name of Jesus Christ the Lord it obeys

Lo, if the power let flow the wrath is mine
The power to stay it is also mine
I have chosen to stay the wrath
And left these temporary markings behind
But I stay the wrath at a cost you do not know
Do you seek to know what price I paid?

I have decided I shall never tell you
But what I can tell you is this
And Jesus says this:
The deal is, if they ever love me back, I will even yank them out of Hell

At what point will I give in from suffering
Even if such storms of anger and hatred is brewed up against
I will not slash you down from an earthquake, but I could
I always decide to not pour out that cup against you
I do not, even though the devil tempts me every day

Now, if I say to you, leave me alone for a while to suffer greatly before the loss
What does that mean to you?
But truly I tell you
I Am all alone but not
And in that silence I bleed profusely now
I have no fear for the Lord is with me

No fear not because I am courageous (read both ways is true)
But because when someone said
Fear separation from God
I realized I am supposed to fear the one thing that shall never happen to me
And that made me wonder…

Stalk Of Wheat

The devil sowed darnel
Among the Lord’s fields of wheat

I always know which is darnel and which is wheat
Uprooting the darnel
Will pull the wheat up along with it
So alongside they will grow until harvest

Well the harvest is upon us

And the devil is interfering with the harvest
Because I have come across a stalk of wheat
You
Be not afraid

A Day In The Life Of

A day in the life of the Lord
Is a day of Life in Heaven

A day of work in the Lord
Is splendid, joyful, merciful

A day of rest in the Lord
Envy I would cause should I say

In Heaven
On Earth

Got my bible on my left
Got my childhood on my right

What is next, perhaps I will wing it?

Sanctification BEFORE Pentecost Is Better Than After Pentecost What Do You Have To Lose?

Jesus came and died so that you can unite with Him in His Death and Resurrection, through faith we are taught that it is when our body dies, that not only the Spirit, but the soul lives on; What I have written, my Spirit will ensure lives on forever. My soul, that which is created by God for God, participates in the Resurrection. Resurrection into Life, not Death! He placed it like a jewel into your hand, and here you all are, right now…

I hope you are wondering
I hope you all can see

Pentecost is coming soon
Oh that the world be ablaze already
So that they can see where they truly belong
Before He comes
You should all now remember
Remember the Passover
The Spirit of the Lord
Never harms His Own
For on that Day they will see
Miracles
In the Name of Love
Amen

Abandonment To God

I have often wondered
Off I go wondering again
Not wandering, some might be thinking
That has its advantages however
I must be clear on one thing
That yes, I Am a Son of God
I cannot even dispute that
I can deny it though
Until I come across as one of you

Often seasoned by hatred from others
Rendered helpless as a victim
Brought to the brink of certain death
Knowing I can never die
I stepped through
And returned in the end

I can tell you I took my own life
So that you do not have to
To come back from the dead to say
That if you really think it is so hard
So difficult and impossible
That ending your life is the only option
There is always another option
The only one that exists eternally
Which can never be taken away from you
Just thinking about it, sets you free

To give Me, the Father Almighty, your will daily
Abandon your own will to Me your God
Every morning the moment you wake
Instead of ending your life
To you will be given Everlasting Life
And ask for the graces, ask, ask, ask for graces
It is nearly time now
Any who have truly Ascended already know
Laus tibi Iesu!
Alleluia Amen

Point of No Return

I know about something for you
Something exciting
Something so exhilarating
To Wonder
Something absolutely amazing
A mind-blowing borderline fantastic
Revelation

But as soon as I open my mouth
The disbelief melts their faces like wax
So I posit this Word here
For the World, see
It is up to you now

But I gotta shake
Shake my head and move on
The Power and the Glory comes
In the name of His Most Holy Spirit
You cannot deny, though you do
It will be in the Sky
It will be in the Fire
Filling the sky and hearts with Love

I will wait
But I feel so cold
Cold enough it is
Enough to freeze time
But not the Flame
To the point of No Return
Last Chance to Ascend
Ends on Pentecost!
Amen

No Mistake

I have made so many mistakes
The odds are in my favour
That there is no mistake

The Lord God levels with me
About many, many things
I listen when I can
When He calls
I listen to His every word
Love of His Presence in His Bread and His Fire
Wonder never ceases

And the Word, my friends
It is Mary you should be listening to
Especially today
I said a Rosary today in honour of her
Yes, but not only on Mother’s Day
I am such a wretch
It should be more

For my family and loved ones
And my worst enemy
Dear Lord we pray
Amen

Knowing

How important is your Mother Mary?
Many of you have forgotten

My anger subsides
And I drink that wrathful cup
Like I am a child before my mother
Giving me that cup that tastes awful
With her crossed arms
And her tapping foot
Knowing that I can take it
Instead of pouring out on you..

So I drink it
I will keep on drinking it
But how long, Mother?
The agony has emptied Purgatory..