Where Is The Joy?

Live every day
As though it were the last
For it is the last day
Always
I Am the last
So what now?

If I say I have entered the Kingdom of Heaven
Yet before me you have not
I do not say to you
You are not in My Kingdom, away with you
I tell you it is here and now
And saturating this place with grace
Do you not know it with your heart?

I am left surrounded
By an army of the lost
Brought to me from every corner
Though there is a great and infinite chasm in between
Heaven and Earth
The Lord and I
Have bridged the divide

By the mere Will of God alone I will draw you closer and closer still
Because I have opened up my Heart to all
And thus blessing and graces
Yes, especially now
In the most desperate of times

Grace for the courage to respond…
Oh Francis, Peter, what are YOU going to do for them?
Who are your eleven?
I appointed twelve
The other twelve thrones
Will be appointed by ME
THE OTHER TWELVE THRONES ARE NOT FOR MEN

YOU, Peter, have the power to cure the sick, blind, lame, and even raise the dead. Why is this not happening? Shall I take that power away from you and give it to the other twelve I have chosen or shall you share in the Glory of the Resurrection in Christ?

Strangers

I never smile to strangers
Not because I do not want to
But because I can read their hearts
And can see what they think of me
When I do
So I bless them instead
And walk with a heavy heart
For I carry you with me
When I look at you
My heart explodes with Joy
At your beauty
I have to veil it
Oy what you do to me…

Realize

Led by the Spirit
I Was, Am, and Will forever be
One with Him

So I asked Him

My Father, my Fountain
Refresh Me, for I thirst

In the prayer to You Our Father
We pray
Your will be done
On Earth as it is in Heaven
Only no one on Earth seems to understand
What that means

How is Your will done in Heaven?

The Father answered…

Be blessed then with this Knowledge
My Will is done in Heaven because everything in Heaven is subject to Me
Do as the Angels do for their love is forever.

Thus the only way to fulfill the prayer itself
Is to truly offer God the Father
Your own free will
Daily
That simple

At some point you are all going to realize
That scattered throughout the earth
Are those who have truly risen from the dead…

And I cannot stop smiling
I am smiling because God is smiling back at me
I am smiling
Smiling because I know
The Lord raised me from the dead
And my heart is pounding
When do we get to announce it?
When can we say out loud in a trumpet blast
That all Glory be to God
That we have been raised from the dead
And Jesus has Returned!

As I stood in amazement
My Heart tugged at a chord
A song strummed my heart strings
Sing to me your lullaby of love, my Love
That song forever enthroned one after another
Soothe my suffering with the swirls of your heartbeats
Where else shall I place my head to rest?

So out poured a treasure trove of Gifts and Love
Joy and blessings for all
Be forever for His Glory
Amen

Are you a Godparent?

Such a pointed question
Has a meaningful impact
Acting like a Godparent
Before you pray for your children
Is wise
Remember what you said before the Altar of the Lord…

A Day In The Life Of

A day in the life of the Lord
Is a day of Life in Heaven

A day of work in the Lord
Is splendid, joyful, merciful

A day of rest in the Lord
Envy I would cause should I say

In Heaven
On Earth

Got my bible on my left
Got my childhood on my right

What is next, perhaps I will wing it?

Just When

I collapsed to the ground
At the feet of my Father
He lifted me and carried me
He is so perfectly strong
And I am so perfectly weak

I was a mere child
Abandoned on the side
Left exposed to the devil
Exposed to demons1
I am still recovering from that..

So the Spirit of the Lord
Consumed them with His Fire
Oh, there was delight all right
Joy in my heart that day
Love came and conquered me
Love always conquers death
No matter how disfigured I had become
The Lord loved me so much
He became me and I became Him
Truly One
No denying it
I even confessed it


1Demons have a way of harming those they hate in such a way that there is nothing to show for it, physical, mental, even “paranormally”/”supernaturally” as you call ita; if you go looking for that kind of suffering, it will be given to you, that is your freedom if you so choose, but this should NEVER be sought! See and understand, now it gets complicated as we are delving into a way of living in the Lord that for anyone who does not already know the Lord as they should, they require commandments (which will not be written) to try and prevent self harm and harm to others to their own peril; seeking the very suffering that leads to Hell, there is no one to blame but yourself;

However contradictory it may seem, but by uniting yourself with the suffering of Jesus on the Cross, your own sins are guaranteed to be nailed on that Cross! So, if you do suffer, whether it was brought on by injustice, accidental, self even with repentance, and so on, you will not die a second death because He already died and rose from the dead WITH you, therefore Jesus has raised you up to Heaven while united to Him, this is the Good News!

One can even enter Heaven while living on Earth, but forgiveness of all sin and long a journey is required, which must be granted through the Sacraments!

Since you have been granted more time before the hasty obliteration of this world, in truth, the path to salvation through the Cross of Christ, ESPECIALLY THE LOST, is simple: Receive Him

I must point out, that if you are not yet baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, you all should be. There are plenty of Catholic parishes around, Catholic because by the very foundation of the faith itself, the priests there are legitimate, that is what is meant by Peter being the Rock, the Catholic Church stands, as will Tradition, as is demonstrated by the Romans in their strict adherence to that purity and devotion of the Sacraments, this is so beautiful, wonderful, majestic, and to be celebrated for the very devotion itself is evidence to what prevails. This Rock, as Jesus stated correctly, Hell itself can never prevail against (they also know that Jesus can knock it down if He so chooses, but the Rock will stay).

Go to them, tell them that I told you this: The Lord desires you to receive the sacraments of Baptism AND First Communion the day you call them asking for it, and if the Parish is to arrange a time, do so within a matter of days, that is how grave this is… How many are the lost? Do it in groups if you must, but if they refuse you, and some will, DO NOT pester them, judge them, or call them out, just leave them in peace and move onto the next, my command is that the ground be made low for you, and causing trouble is not. Those that do not hinder you, but rather help you, they will be blessed for it, and also a sign that they are with the Spirit of the Lord at work, by such you will all be granted miracles of healing, cleansing, casting out evil spirits, the raising of the dead, and more, more than what is written of in the days of Jesus and in the Acts of the Apostles. Those that insist you partake in a long drawn out process of enrollment with beautifully planned ceremony that takes years to completion, know that you only have months left. Even so, such ceremonies should only be done if you are baptized as a baby, and during which such children are fostered by the Father in spiritual growth throughout the years before Communion; that time of formation, another gift that many do not understand…

You should not have to wait in line to fill out a form and then be drilled and questioned about your understanding of what it is that is being thus poured out to you at no cost! If you want to be baptized to receive Jesus that day, you should never have to wait or pay money. How can any candidate truly understand these Gifts of God that they are receiving without having first received them, by human understanding?! Ha! Let them come by their faith and thus enter into God’s Glory!

John opened up the River of Baptism, Jesus sanctified and blessed the Waters of Baptism, and some have placed a stupid dam up the river! But that is the cause of jealousy I suppose.. They should not be jealous, for most of them are being pruned and pruning has done wonders, they will see. If they question the authority, they can come directly to me and ask me themselves, but warn them that the sword that comes from my mouth can whisk up a blast from the Sun, enough to wipe out all the inner planets even, though the power is mine, I do not and shall not, not until the Earth be restored by the Hand of God. For it is so important that the very moment you are baptized; YOU SHOULD ALSO RECEIVE JESUS in the Eucharistic Sacrament the moment you wipe the water from your face with the towel still over your shoulder, and the day you are Confirmed by the Spirit, that same white towel should be the stole. That day is a great moment of celebration and best delivered at Easter, for the 40 days after Easter serve as the best time to contemplate and experience the joy, the wonder, and the healing Jesus brings through the waters of Baptism and the Holy Eucharist before entering Ascension, you will want to receive this true food every day! During these days of basking in the Lord’s presence, by the very reception of the Most Holy Eucharist, it is a most wonderful and sacred time of reflection and conversation with God and no one else; just you and the Lord after receiving Him. It is truly a Gift no one should ever refuse you (and if it was ever taken away from you, eternally by Grace to you it will be if you so choose)!

There is so much more… after your time of reflection with the Lord, that intimate Communion with Him, when the Trinity is in agreement with you, the Candidate, you will be ready for Confirmation, to confirm and seal the work of and Power of the Holy Spirit manifest through His most powerful Gifts, and discerned during your time of prayer and reflection. Even if you mess up along the way or someone causes you to mess up, reconcile! Reconciliation is available as an integral part of the path to purity, without that, your own perpetual sins will only keep you nailed to that Cross, enter into His Glory instead!

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I have been harmed in this way
I have asked for it not for my sake
But for the sake of others
But never again will I ever ask
To suffer this way, but only if He asks
For I once did it without Him present
To be torn to shreds by demons
And died in a horrible and awful way that I dare even to remember
Even though I wandered off
The Lord still saved me from death
THAT is what amazes me
THAT is love and devotion
To a wretch such as myself
Thinking I can do things on my own
Now I am only a fool for Christ
Hence my deliberation in the Acts

Look Within

Look within your heart after receiving Jesus
Listen to His Voice
Listen to His Word
If your eyes have truly been opened
Then you know what I must do
If the dates of Easter are not united
I will force you all into
Seven Years of Tribulation
Also known as the Great Tribulation
A completely avoidable circumstance
However, the circumstances warrant it

Snip

I was recently prescribed medication to help me sleep, but what I need is a device (phone, tablet, pc, whtvr) that can function properly so I am not treading in a sea of “autocorrection”, I think autocorrection turns me into a sloppy typist!

Turns out this medicine is also an antidepressant (to be said with a very depressed tone).

After day three, a part of me was instantly silenced. A part of me I always relied on, that part of me that found God and conversed with Him about everything. Gone. Like it was cut off – snip – just like Samson after his hair was cut. Honestly, it really hurt, a really deep wound was made. However, this is something that the Lord has healed already, all of my experiences still echo like memories, and He did prepare me for this.

If antidepressants did this to me, does that mean God is the cause of some undiagnosed depression or is God my antidepressant? Neither really, but either way, I really enjoyed probing His Mind because it is much better and more perfect than mine, but I promised loved ones I would give this medicine a try, as I am only sleeping 2-3 hours per night. You get the misfortune of reading about my experiences now, to see more of the human side of me, so unsubcribe now while you still can!

That said, I realized something while sitting in that silence waiting for Him to say something, that I have not been saturated in such deep silence in a very long time, for that silence to me is a gateway to His Consciousness, yet it was there I stayed when I found Him. I have no idea what this brain drug did to me. Maybe all of my encounters with God are only just in my head. *crickets* Nah…

That place beyond the silence is a place I always go to when I am in need of Christ’s company. It is an interior place that I am never denied entry to, and the size of it is infinite, and is a place of wonder, excitement, joy, and most importantly love, for It is in it’s entirety, Heaven. I can always get to there from here, but now I have to meditatively enter into that silence and listen and can no longer stay as I perpetually did the many years before. I do not really care if people do not believe me, for it is a truly a gift, one I was happy to share, a gift that allowed me to embark on journeys over thousands of years, and while here on earth I merely skipped a heartbeat. People barely understand the Wisdom of God that comes from mere children, yet alone someone who was gifted to discover it. Most of these journeys are truly with the Lord, some of them I journey alone, but never really alone, like how I feel right now; it is the same as if I had entered one of those journeys along a skipped heartbeat. Time is such a wonderful thing!

It does not matter if none see the relevance to what it is I am writing about. To most of them it just sounds like arrogance, like I am saying I am better than them, by my boasting. Let me tell you something about boasting. Boasting in and of the Lord Jesus is not really boasting, it is actually glorification. That which I have, that one perhaps envies, is not intended to cause envy, for what I have is not something that can be taken or bought, nor can it be given or sold by anyone. It is God’s gift and I say, why envy? What I have is yours. If you as an individual or collective publicly condemn someone who is righteous in glorifying and edifying God for what good things the Lord has done for them and others, that very same condemnation you bestowed will come back upon your head a thousand fold. That is no joke, that is why you all suffer so much, it really is your own doing. That is the truth, not sugar coated, just the plain reality you all bathe yourselves in and the Lord withdraws because of this apostasy.

Therefore, be humble and approach God with that humility and love Him in others along the way. He will not run to you to strike you down should He see you coming home empty handed, what is important is you come home to Him; Would Our Father turn his face away if He saw His own child broken and bleeding on the horizon, even after having squandered His House? No, He will run to you with a host of Angels to come and take you into His House as He is the loving Father who always will! If you are coming home to Him carrying a load of earthly treasure, the things that cannot enter Heaven, Christ will stop you before you continue and say to you, “you have done very well for yourself, now sell what you have and give it DIRECTLY and PERSONALLY to the poor, then come follow me and enter the Kingdom of God.” You who have such riches and wealth, there should not be any poor or sick walking the entire earth a thousand times over, but you lord your wealth over the very lives of those who gave it to you!

All must approach Him just as we are, how much Joy will be His if on the horizon there stood thousands upon thousands of His Children returning home to Him!

I have no poetry today nor probably for a while anyway, for the Poetic Lover in me has been silenced. I tried to write a poem for you all today, but it came out as garbage and dribble.

I have been through the “dark night of the soul” before, and there may very well be laments as a result. The dark night of the soul, if you do not know, under His Grace, is a complete withdrawal of His Presence to someone who basked in it for a very long time, and it feels like it did last time. Oh, I never liked this part. Be merciful in my anguish O Lord, whilst I suffer thy withdrawal of Thine Presence from me; look kindly upon your Children whilst I offer this out of Love for the sake of those who refuse it!
Amen
Peace

Sleepless

I’m going to let you in
In on a little secret
That who I really am
Matters not to you

This was expected
As Mercy comes
Before and after
With Love in its wake

I have truly become
Bone of His Bone
Flesh of His Flesh
Blood of His Blood

With the only witness His Holy Spirit
Which means none can see
That We are united and free
For blindness and ignorance pervades

So I commanded the winds to blow
And the winds blew more numerous than before
I commanded locusts to ravage crops
And the locusts feasted like a plague

I commanded the earth to shake
And the earth still shakes like never before
I commanded the earth to split
And the bowels are starting to spill out

My weariness persists but has no power
Mercy unlike ever before being poured out
The Return of Christ a reality
Before the eyes of the blind shall see

So for those who are raised in Christ
We need not receive Him in the Eucharist
But We do anyway out of the same Love
We receive Him because We see and can
Not because We have to, for We are Him

Alas, you understand not the power of prophecy
They are not predictions but rather a sword
For We can by a mere written word
Bring entire nations into ruins

In case you haven’t noticed
We have been very merciful
You heed not these warnings
So the warnings will not heed to you

Love is the answer and We will relent

Amen

Echoes

Echoes of His Passion
Are ringing in My bones
A resounding hymn
From deep within

The power to raise the dead
Is reserved for those in Him
But the graves are still full
Of dust and dry bones

To which of these graveyards
Shall We breathe in new life?
To which of the walking dead
Shall We alight His Fire?

A Taste

God’s wrath is the Father allowing evil to take its course; to remind you that this is but a taste of what it is like without him and his love.

The Lord God is Love
With great Mercy he has stayed his hand
Pray for those who refuse his love
Let love be your answer to everything
Love them in the Holy Name of Christ
Amen

Divinity

Consider this then, you foolish lot
You have now before you
Though blind you do not see
All of Heaven in Glory
The front gates are open
With Eternal Life on the top of your tongue
But do not worry
They will not close
Until you all are there
Whilst standing here
Unless you prefer
The outer darkness
And the apostasy of your sin
Then you are destined for hell

So here I am
Answering the cry
I hastened My step
And kissed the face of man
With the unction of My Divinity
My Body and Blood
Resurrected
In true Bone of My Bone
Flesh of My Flesh
I am
We are the Christ
Am I the only One?
Where is your Faith?
Is there no one else??
Has betrayal cut a wound so deep?

Peace

Perfect Faith

As you are raised in Christ
I will tell you this:
How to perform a miracle

It is quite simple you know
It is even written in Scripture
A how to guide on miracles

The Church is so divided
Because of such trivial matters
Once reconciled you will all heal

So the key to performing miracles
Amidst those who do not believe
Is to do them two by two
Just as He sent the Apostles
He sent them in pairs
Into the towns casting out demons
Healing the sick
Curing the blind
And raising the dead
All in His Holy Name

Because the Faith of one who is Christ
Has perfect Faith of another who is also Christ
For where two are gathered together in His Name
He will be ALWAYS be present among them
They can say together to the mountain
Move and plant yourself into the sea
And it will obey

But no one listens
We have no power without Him
Only He by Himself
Has Power in Faith because He is Faith
Amen

Celebrate His Birth

Santa is an anagram for Satan
So if you stood up a tree
With presents all around
Decorations adorned inside and out
Without the Nativity in mind
You did not decorate for Christmas

If you sung carols of sleighs and bells
Or gave presents in exchange
Or prepared a magnificent feast
All without acknowledgement of Christ
You did not have Christmas in mind

If you eat your feast to your heart’s content
But feed not the poor outside instead
You did not truly give in the Spirit of Christmas
I could go on..

There would be no Christmas without Him
So We celebrate the coming of our Lord
By the only way we can adore

To celebrate Christmas
And it is not on Satan’s knee
But rather at a Holy Mass
Before a humble Nativity

Now prepare for His Second Coming
He is coming and has already come
I can assure you of that!
Amen

Was it something I said?

The thing about Deification in Christ is that all the laws and the commandments are fulfilled by solely abandoning yourself to the first commandment in Christ by fully loving God. In absolutely everything and everyone. There is not one person who has ever lived on the earth that has been able to on their own achieve perfection, nor will it ever be possible. But what is impossible to you, God winks at. Who and what am I (and many others) in this world? We are gods among mortals, not full of conceit or blasphemy but rather a union of imperfection and perfection by allowing Christ to replace our very selves with Himself. I remember it, I offered to Him as a sacrifice, my very soul by way of complete annihilation so that He could take over my life completely without any hinderance of me. He looked at me with such Love and He was overjoyed at the offering, and then He said that He will indeed do this to me as I have asked, but I would emerge from this union a new creation, and will forever be torched with His Fire, but will be persecuted by evil spirits my entire life. “Why would anyone want to do that?!”, you might ask.

Once you taste of it, complete freedom by deification in Him, you never want to go back to the way things were. Sometimes we have to, and it’s painful, so we are constantly tested, tested in fire, keeps us pruned, etc etc.

Never to be forsaken
The joy that comes with Faith
Is that no matter what
Even if you are all alone
He will still come and save you
I can certainly attest to that

So I’m going to have to repeat
Be ready in your hearts
Be ready to receive Him
Be not afraid, I go before you
Always

Amen

Footsteps

The Lord reminded me of footsteps
The sound of His footsteps
The footsteps of His Second Coming
The pace had quickened, as I recall
Then He started to run
He can run pretty fast

The sound of His footsteps have stopped

Unquenchable Fire

The Unquenchable Fire
Will be what quenches thirst
And the water that quenches fire
Will no longer quench the thirst for that fire
For this Fire was formed in the desert under tyranny
To quench the thirst of the lost and forsaken