I cannot bear the pain
It feels like it did before
I will end my life
Just a matter of when

My love
I hope you can forgive me
As I forgive you
But you do not know to

As I could never reach you
Despite reaching the stars
My words grew cold
In the still dark night

Be good to me
Though you are not good
I would send you a postcard
But you would just throw it away

I am not usually this negative
This toll was unusually high
A loss of words and life
Ended whilst in strife