Gesturing

I saw her smile
With that glint in her eye
Intent of love
Let out like a chorus

Gesturing toward the Truth
Revelations come this way
Watchtowers no longer watching
Wait until the lifting of the veil

Do not ask when or why
Accept the truth that you lie
But you can repent and relent
Cop to the lie for fogiveness

Reminder

I have figured it out
Who I am
As what I have done and not done
What I have become
Nothing
Absolute nothingness
To almost everyone
If you can believe
The worst of the lot
Compared to Jesus the King
But to Him
Christ my Lord
I am not nothing
In every equality
Humanity
And it is truly as it is
Whatever happens to me
Matters
Hence why I have been spared
So many times I lost count

Reminded in the first
Born in the second
Resurrected in the third
I am third
Amen

Rose

His Spirit rose in me
His Spirit rose like the dawn
His Spirit like roses
Blooming an otherworldly fragrance
A fragrance sweet and sublime
Leaving me inundated with love
Now I give it back
And stomped on for doing so
I give it back still
It is more than a gift
Who shall receive?

Wondering about God

I stood wondering
With the knowledge of future events
Tasted what is good
Tasted what was a Gift from God
That the Most Holy Spirit
And the flames of Holy Fire
Burned but did not consume
Left me longing for more
It tasted good because of It
The One who gave it all
Gave me a spoiler alert
As to His whereabouts
And our destiny of Eternal Life
And I just blabbed both
So then I Bless you all
Even though I am slowly dying
Now that I know
I can do anything
Including just writing words
So that a sound or a phrase…

Does it ring a bell?
Because it was a warning
Repent from evildoing
Plain and simple
Cut off time is soon

Sons of Thunder

Did you hear the thunder?
Did you hear it that day?
Did you know?
That it was to call James and John
Together

So the earth shattered echoes with a boom
None felt the wiser
Now love thunders
For the Sons of Thunder
Are Sons of Love

Persecuted on all fronts

I have taken an account
Of actions against me
Persecution on all fronts

Accountant says
That no love exists
Except from a minor few

But those lacking it
Those slacking it
I always forgive

Despite the call
For destruction
That looms from above

Gone

Last one
No more will I write
No more will I pour
My heart as I have done

I opened up in many forms
Let my soul wrapped in flame
Stake a claim
But I stood all alone
When love stood before me

I have seen too much to deny
Felt too little from others
To hate this world so much
Believing in a mystery

I could say you won the battle
But what will you lose
When I am gone?

… I never wanted to say I told you so

Remember That

He said pray that it not be winter
On that day for you
O that day of wrath
So then He took Winter for Himself
Upon Himself be bore
For me and you
How did he do?
So far, alive
And heartbeats are like a Harley
Listening to that song that boomed
Made me remember
Remember, that Jesus is King
No matter what happens
No matter what

What Makes Me Ill

What makes me ill
Is not your diseases or viruses
But your lack of compassion
That the least are driven asunder
By your inflated sense of righteousness

I Am is among the least
Bearing the worst of it all
That is what makes me ill
Know that when I am ill
Angels come to my aid

I Love My Own Art

How could I not love
My own art?
If it be of my love
If it be of my hate
It is my art all the same
So let me be the worst of all
That is how I appear to them
But I can bear anything
Including death
Including hate
Including pain
Yet live
Because of Love

Love loves you
And
I learned
To let Love love me deep
So I do yearn for more

Only Love I give
Nothing in return is bestowed
That makes me the least
As I am still and can weep
But do not gnash my teeth
Peace
Amen

Presence

The presence of God does not end
Especially at the Eucharist
For the Host Most Holy
Is the beginning and the end

May the Lord of Hosts
Lead you to
His Presence
In one another
In the Universe
In you

Loss 2

First some perspective
Feeling ostracized
Is no different
Than the death of a loved one
However to the one left alone
All their loved ones died
Such that without love
There truly is nothing left

But when poustiniks pray
They should remember the forgotten
Before they lose themselves

The joy is only found
When the pain is offered

We found it together
Through the cross
Through the death
Through the resurrection

Amen

O What A Day

What a day of love
Despite evil afflictions
O what a day of love
When sanctification came our way
O what a day of joy
When salvation came as a child
Had we known they would crucify him
Would we have kept him hidden?
Some things are kept hidden
In plain view for you
Yet a True Life in God we live
And undeserving of every reward
The reward that Jesus promised he did
Oh my heart beats like his own
Deification comes
It comes sooner than you expect
Do pray out of love
O what a day of love
My heart sings it true

Whole Host

I had a vision today
I was before the Throne of God
That was surrounded by all the Saints
Surrounded by all the Angels
I appeared before all of Heaven
And the whole host cheered with praise
I felt unworthy
I was nothing before the Lord
The Throne was empty before I appeared
So I asked the Lord for His Presence
The Almighty Father appeared and He was also Jesus
I prostrated myself before Him
Saw His Feet and asked
Am I worthy to untie your sandals
He said, “You are”
As I removed first His left sandal
I saw His wounds
The scabs were large so I wept tears of Joy
At the worthiness He gave
I kissed his feet and my tears flowed
Onto His feet
As untied His right sandal
My tears flowed onto the wound from the nail
And the wound started to shrink and heal

Letter to Executives of Bell Canada

Important message to the so called executive leadership team, of whom I cannot contact directly. What are you afraid of?

In the light of the latest news of various certain high profile executives, leaders, and idols, the darkness of your sins have been brought into the light as was foretold long ago. The light is not light of some spotlight of power, but rather the power of love.

Over the years, the corruption from within your organization has bound yourself to the chains of death and sin, unless you repent before they come to light, and repentance means bringing it to the light yourself before someone else does, which takes tremendous courage and strength, gifts only God can give.

You know what your sins are, and greed is at the top of the list. What do know what magnitude you will be punished? Take your total net worth and divide that by the lowest paid employee in the entire company and that number is how much you will be eating ash. If you do not repent, you will hate, and if you hate you will be cast away because God does not tolerate haters.

That simple.

I look forward to hearing your confession.

Moses (yes, the real Moses)

I read their hearts
Stones of hearts they all were
I could not reach them
I could not tell them I loved them
Their love was cold inside
Ready to be cracked open
Amen

Night

She felt all alone
She screamed from the pain
They came to restrain her
It was not necessary

I listened to her story
Her nightmares revealed it all
So I told her that I loved her
To believe that God is with her
And face that demon with no fear

Such a child so bright
Her smile made the Devil flee in fright
Her nightmare
Is no longer

Love is the answer
Not pain