I Believe in God

I believe in God
Amen

That is my motto. Like it makes what I do matter, I suppose, but what did I do? I am a wretch beside even thee, and if I should compare, I am put to shame and the Lord is Glorious in all He does.

I know what Amen means and it is not just a word to you if you are not blaspheming with it all the time. It has purpose, rather authority when one wields it at the end of a single word, via command.

So I say love one another
Amen

Peace be with you
Amen

My poems are rather rash
The nitty gritty ash
I am but ash
Before the Lord
In all His Glory
So peace be with you
My Heart is gleaming
My hope is in the Lord
I hope in you too

Let us leap that faith together
Over the stone fences and the liars lairs
And into the hearts of the crowds
Bringing peace to the world
By a simple way
Love
That is all it takes
Love in all that you do
Love you

Tribute for women

Most importantly
Concerning the truth that is Jesus
How much more arguing will there be?
It was when devout Greeks
Who believed Jesus is the Christ
And NOT a few of the women
Meaning that not a few is many
Thanks to Mary
A most beloved Apostle
For who do you think was preaching
To the women while the men argued?

So in the very least mirror Mary
If you do not believe Jesus is the Christ
Love them Mary
I love you
Love Loves You
Peace

Rose

His Spirit rose in me
His Spirit rose like the dawn
His Spirit like roses
Blooming an otherworldly fragrance
A fragrance sweet and sublime
Leaving me inundated with love
Now I give it back
And stomped on for doing so
I give it back still
It is more than a gift
Who shall receive?

Moments of You

There are more moments
In my life than not

While thinking of me I am not
But rather of you

Why you
Matters not
Selfish I am not
But in what way

Whatever love is
I would give my life away
Instead He gave me His
In His favour did I convey
A hater I am not

So be bold with your blessings
And I will be bold in my love
That is how you will find me
Says He

But you can find me anywhere
Says He
In the least did we embrace
Kept from love
Of a certain kind

I know and believe in all truth
Sincerity
That I am not
Jesus Christ

But rather one embodied
In the Spirit of Christ
Through the mystical union
Of a certain Sacrifice

The one sacrifice that takes all

For it takes a certain kind of prayer
A prayer of thanksgiving
A prayer of struggle and sacrifice
A prayer of blessings upon the littlest ones

But to those who know of these little ones
If you bless, they will bless
If you curse, they will curse

Woe to you should you curse
Bless instead, trust me
It gets easier
When it reflects in the actions you do

Time to get your hearts in the right place
Believe me
Believe in Love

Forgive

Thoughts

I was in the hospital a while back and I experienced and witnessed something horrific. Now that things have somewhat normalized and I can think straight again, I must warn that there are demons in those places. The priests, if there, do not cast them out. Cast them out.

Now I am faced with many trials and difficulties, I was affirmed that the trials will soon be over. Then I would be ready, but in fact I was ready the moment the trials began, why?
Well, because of the Holy Spirit, I called and loved;
Fell in love with the Dove, I did
And a dove in love
Loves for life
And this Holy Dove Loves
For Eternal Life

Gone

Last one
No more will I write
No more will I pour
My heart as I have done

I opened up in many forms
Let my soul wrapped in flame
Stake a claim
But I stood all alone
When love stood before me

I have seen too much to deny
Felt too little from others
To hate this world so much
Believing in a mystery

I could say you won the battle
But what will you lose
When I am gone?

… I never wanted to say I told you so

Come to Me

I have been told
By many and few
To not dwell on the past
It appears we have no past
And therefore no future
But there is one thing about me
You should know
I love absolutely everyone
And bear their pain or disease
If they passed me by
Turning me into
A hypochondriac
According to science
However, I do not complain
But offer it up to God
He then takes it away from them
If that is what he wants
For it is written
He shall bear their suffering

Your heart is so far away

Remember That

He said pray that it not be winter
On that day for you
O that day of wrath
So then He took Winter for Himself
Upon Himself be bore
For me and you
How did he do?
So far, alive
And heartbeats are like a Harley
Listening to that song that boomed
Made me remember
Remember, that Jesus is King
No matter what happens
No matter what

Power To Give

I had hoped
Hoped that by now
Those who truly love
Would step up
But they did not

I had hoped
Hoped that by now
Those who love to love
Would do so
Without question
But they also did not

This includes myself!
As it is your faith and love
Reflecting through me
As I am merely nothing
Yet
I Am Who I Am
But you
You are also nothing
Did nothing
And hid

So from one breath
I can blow you away
Like a hurricane
As it is in my power to give
Though I prefer the Love path
Either way I can lead you there
Your choice…

What Makes Me Ill

What makes me ill
Is not your diseases or viruses
But your lack of compassion
That the least are driven asunder
By your inflated sense of righteousness

I Am is among the least
Bearing the worst of it all
That is what makes me ill
Know that when I am ill
Angels come to my aid

I Love My Own Art

How could I not love
My own art?
If it be of my love
If it be of my hate
It is my art all the same
So let me be the worst of all
That is how I appear to them
But I can bear anything
Including death
Including hate
Including pain
Yet live
Because of Love

Love loves you
And
I learned
To let Love love me deep
So I do yearn for more

Only Love I give
Nothing in return is bestowed
That makes me the least
As I am still and can weep
But do not gnash my teeth
Peace
Amen

Loss 2

First some perspective
Feeling ostracized
Is no different
Than the death of a loved one
However to the one left alone
All their loved ones died
Such that without love
There truly is nothing left

But when poustiniks pray
They should remember the forgotten
Before they lose themselves

The joy is only found
When the pain is offered

We found it together
Through the cross
Through the death
Through the resurrection

Amen

O What A Day

What a day of love
Despite evil afflictions
O what a day of love
When sanctification came our way
O what a day of joy
When salvation came as a child
Had we known they would crucify him
Would we have kept him hidden?
Some things are kept hidden
In plain view for you
Yet a True Life in God we live
And undeserving of every reward
The reward that Jesus promised he did
Oh my heart beats like his own
Deification comes
It comes sooner than you expect
Do pray out of love
O what a day of love
My heart sings it true

Santa is a false god

**** Spoiler Alert ****

I remember
When Christmas Eve
Was full of wonder and belief
At the birth of Jesus – a baby
Not just a baby
But God made fragile divine

Yes, fragile
Which it is why Santa’s foot
Crushed the stable
Before the warm hearth
And the world celebrated it
Celebrated destruction
That is not love

Your sin is letting this false god
Prey on the greed of children
Turning them into heathens
Because they were all lied to
And continue to be

So the Mother of God
Took her child and flew
Away from this apostasy
To crush the head of Satan
Once and for all
AMEN