Tag: suffering

Approach

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In so much pain now
Do not ask me how
Or assume I am okay
I am lonely to my dismay

I just want your love you have for me
If it is nothing then nail me to a tree
I probably deserve it for my sins and evil done
Even though I am forgiven by the Son

I feel judged and hated for my approach
Though I am above and beyond reproach
I can only wonder and dream about you
Blessing you anyway and loving you

My will is for you to be healed from your affliction
I hope you do not mind my affection
I love more than I hate and send love your way
With the hope that you have something to say

Hexed

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Jesus is the greatest
His Mercy is the fastest
His Love is beyond measure
Steadfast and fully sure

I am absolutely the least
Unable to celebrate the feast
My love broken and defeated
By how badly I have been treated

But I continue on in the Lord
Have to swing this double edged sword
Beware of what comes next
You might just find yourself hexed

Pain in the Neck

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I wish I liked pain
It happens every day
Today is worse
Like nails in my spine
While swallowing hammers them in
Makes me want to vomit
Maybe I should slit my wrists
Cause my “loved ones”
Deprive me of pain relief
Because they feel nothing

Fading Now

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If it is all in my head
I want to be dead
Because I am that anyway
To you and to them
So I will fade away
Echoing what only remains
That is what you and they want
Is it not?

Alas, I am trampled on by hate
With a looming disconnected date
That this is the worst possible way
To get attention
But I never wanted the attention
I only wanted to live to love and be loved
So I lived to the former
Was skimped on the latter
I will not stamp and rage
But quietly fade away…

Self Sacrifice

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It is the sacrifice of self
Which leads to abandonment of self
To Almighty God through Jesus Christ
Breaking the cycle of death and suffering

Buddha almost had it right…