Stake

Been feeling down
Do not know where to turn
Want to die
As my life fades
Into oblivion
How negative I see
The same you would be

Then came the song
The one that took
My heart places
I had never been
Found a long lost love
Only to be seen deranged
Somehow on offense
When humility is at stake
I did not play the game
Now I need you
And
Your love

Fought and Won

Love
Cannot get enough
You got it galore
Still only human
Even though
I am the Destroyer
And the Creator
Together once more
Been here before
Something is different here
Got all the power
Cause I held it back
Consumed it all
Destroyed evil in one bite
After having been subjected
Turned into the dejected
Granted
I am still a nobody
But the Heart says it all
And it bleeds
So change your ways
Revelation is being fulfilled
You cannot evade or fight
Your way out of this one

Feelings

I cannot bear the pain
It feels like it did before
I will end my life
Just a matter of when

My love
I hope you can forgive me
As I forgive you
But you do not know to

As I could never reach you
Despite reaching the stars
My words grew cold
In the still dark night

Be good to me
Though you are not good
I would send you a postcard
But you would just throw it away

I am not usually this negative
This toll was unusually high
A loss of words and life
Ended whilst in strife

Bleak

I am a nobody
Having nothing
Sacrificed it all
To be this that I am
For a reason

I can see the false hopes
I can see through the lies
But I am treated woth contempt
For doing nothing wrong

I thought wrong concerning your heart
I thought wrong concerning your desire
That long lost love forgotten soon
Placing me before this time

I can see the future and it is bleak
Though Love wins in the end
Of which death has no power
I live for you
Love you always

I am not rich
Only poor
I am not famous
Just trashed by you for being me

Will we ever get along
Knowing now the suffering caused?

No idea

I had no idea
You could be so cruel
Despite my suffering
You chose to pursue
A false dream
Instead of flourishing
A love that you lost
By ignoring me

This wounded me hard
After teasing me with hope
All year round
A dream made real by your love
Made stale by you
Disregarding

A wound so deep
It never stopped bleeding
A lance so sharp
Pierced me through

So as I fight to live
The wound gets deeper
The longer you stay away

To relieve the pain
I have to die
I have the least to lose

Goodbye

Her face and her eyes
Are so beautiful
But her heart
Is a facade

So is the face
Grinning despite
Giving me pain

I am done
I thought this was it
I set myself up
For disappointment
Thinking you thought of me
But I digress
A thousand love poems
Are not sufficient
To earn your respect and love

So goodbye to you then
Do not expect a thank you
The vipers out there
Will eat you whole
And I will be gone
Nowhere near to save you

Not here to say
I told you so
I love you
But you will never know this love
Tragically you hate me instead
And all I did was love

Now I am bleeding profusely
From my heart the pain seeps
For a man abandoned by everybody
I offer my suffering for this man
Then I find out that man is me

So yes I am selfish
But that is my flaw
So I give myself away
As I take my own life
And finally leave this place
Away from all the hate

Glance of the Eye

Your glance of the eyes
Tortures me with sighs
Of longing and seeking
Nothing but love divine

So I blazed a trail
And found a grail
Living according to His Word
Filled with all of the love you could find

So let me peer into your deep
Dark pools for eyes
To lift up that loving soul
A feast for the sighs

On the verge I am
One look was a slam
That you never looked
Any deeper than that

Settle

Branded in Glory
Handed the Story
A Kingdom Come
Here I Am

Standing
Waiting
Loving
You

So pour out your own
Inklings into rhymes
Your words are sublime
Penetrating time

I have got a flame for you
Sparked into romance
Settle for a dance
Love is my stance