Tag: Christ

Know that I am all alone these days
Walking bound and blind in a haze
But His Strength always shines through
At my weakest it even feels to be true

Her face cannot disappear from my mind
The beauty of her soul a very rare find
Seeking a certain kind and Sacred Heart
Means I am already found from the start

What this world needs is inexplicable
Feeling like I am not even able
Yet I somehow stand up despite the pain
And on a good day command the rain

Many have forgotten about Him
The Holy Spirit, that is
Misunderstood and underestimated
He has all the Power and IS the Power
But He uses it wisely
People want Him to do things that are evil

Why should the Holy Spirit strike down your neighbour?
When your command was to love your neighbour
Why should the Holy Spirit answer your prayer for blood?
When you should be humble and drink His instead
For the power of His Most Holy Spirit is Love

Love has many forms
Sex is not one of them
Sex can be an act of love
But is not love itself

Love is an offering of one’s self
To do that which is rather meant to be
An act of kindness, charity, and compassion
Towards those whom we all have a passion

Ultimately the Passion is His
Never dismissing anyone who is
Where forgiveness is an ocean
And mercy is sailing toward the New Heaven

Soon the voyage will end
To enter into a new beginning
My silence deafening to some
Listening to my lonely heart I am to blame

I found that love extinguishes and enhances pain
Requiring endurance and charity to thrive and sustain
I know because I taste love in its purest form
Like drinking sunshine filled with joy so warm

I drink it all by the Love of God
Inebriated on His Gift beyond all laud
Who then could I possibly be?
That the earth laid herself low for me

I stand invisible before the nations all alone
I am done warning now, I wish I had known
Going away is hard to do because I love you
Last time I had to leave, I died not you

This time I will move on for good from thee
Since you want nothing to do with me
I felt the rejection plain and simply
Hope you never notice or hear me leave

You must understand by now
That I am a nobody, a wretched sinner somehow
Whose mission is to witness until Christ’s Return
Now I am ready to rest in an urn

If He is already here why would I want to leave?
In truth it is because I suffer every day to bereave
That I suffer not really but rather He
By my wickedness He suffers which must end by me

I am easily forgotten no matter where I am
Not one so-called friend reached out, damn
I could never ask you to love me back
Instead I am ignored then kicked in the sack

I made you feel guilty for your sins against me
As you should feel for your lack of charity
Nobody wants to connect outside of the Internet
In my heart, my love for you is forever set

Soon it will be time for me to go
I only want you to know I love you so
Hope you reconcile as my heart is yours
Exposed and suffering as I deserve

I do mean to rush things because look around
My witnessing has come without a sound
Not for my sake, but for the lost, I say
Remember that Christ is the Way

So sing a new song unto the Lord
I wanna hear it and be really floored
In a good way bring me to my knees in prayer
Rebuild the stone foundation layer by layer

Wrapped around that cornerstone I never let go
I Know my place before the Lord, I told you so
But am I done prophesying as you may wonder
I have held back a lot already asunder

Just so you know I still feel like a prisoner
Blinded by the world I simply pray for
Pacing pain and enduring suffering
I am relieved with love as I sing

Giving love is better
It breaks the fetter
Looking at mine I am still shackled
Waiting for that love I saw crackled

I dreamt I was in Heaven
I received all the Love times seven
Flowing through God forever
Entering into a new endeavour

My faith is that the Lord’s will be done
As it is with the Father’s only Son
Stooped down low from Heaven to Earth
And spoke light into the darkness before the birth

Born into the light has a certain fate
Where one is always a target of awful hate
Just like Christ as it is said
Standing here alone among the dead

Hold fast and close to the Lord’s heart
Now I am off to a lonely start
Wish you were here with me now
My love is always yours if you allow

So harden not your heart
I loved you from the very start
Love incarnate once again
Now they judge me again and again

I want to be entangled in your love
With the love that comes from above
You matter most to me in every way
But I live in captivity and have no say

My prayers are for you to be
Happy with blessings to see
That loves comes in many forms
All of which, like you, are like storms

Unrelenting and unstoppable
In every case not optional
This is the unconditional
Never throwing away the traditional

I savour every moment you share
And silently write musings to bare
My soul and all I am
To you from within the Great I Am

Wish you would taste of the love I give
And understood it as a way to live
I love you as though we were entangled
No secrets and everything newfangled

I never wanted it this way
But it makes me wonder anyway
What would have happened
If I was not here in the end

I love you forever and always
Did my best to intervene in many ways
One way is through prayer and fasting
What did I say and did it sting?

I was bent on warning others
Lost all of my brothers
Nowhere to go to anymore
Just laying here on the floor

Dying here and wanton of death
In so much pain and out of breath
Do I want a mercy killing for the suffering
Or do I endure it with love bound to a ring?

Let me tell you I choose to endure instead
Never alone whilst I do so in my head
Fighting not for myself and I am floored
By witnessing an answered prayer, never bored

Looking closely now, Oh Lord
Sweet tender love not a sword
Got a place in my heart for you
Should you enter, love would ensue

I battled many a battle without a blade
My words of love will never fade
Never short on love that brings
A heart so full it sings

So hear the song my heart will sing
Notes in a chorus and a bell to ring
Love worth fighting for
Is never really a bore

I can tell you what things are not
When what should have been taught
Is love and unity, not what you bought
But Love that is soon to be caught

For you caught my love and it shows
Selfless and pondering love that flows
I revel your efforts to do so
Finally revering all that is due

I have tasted death more than once
Love is what kept me here
It is because of love I died
And I did not die for myself
I would gladly give my life
To save you all from peril
If you only knew what I went through
Oh the horrors and the pain
I kept that from my loved ones to spare them
But I have been keeping it in for far too long
There is only one thing I can do
Forgive and submit to the will of The Father
As it is in Heaven
So shall it be on Earth
For after I died and came back out of Love
It was not me who Returned
But Him

I am a light, not the Light
A mere image to His delight
But my image is cracked
I feel like I have been hacked

I am in so much agony on this cross
All the onlookers are at a loss
So let the suffering creep away
Feels like a thousand years in a day

I wept and I weep with sorrow
At what happens tomorrow
Seeing as I can see the future
Nobody offers me any suture

We must repent if we want life
Despite any repeated strife
I lay my head on no one
Never resting under the sun

Remember that these devices we are all connected with
Allow us to freely communicate, so keep it free
Remember that this data is being stored at the quantum level
Which means what you post is forever etched
In the Universe beyond your reach
It will only be a matter of time
Before privacy be a thing of the past
In the future you will see
That it be called the Book of Life
A complete and perfect record
From beginning to end
Of absolutely everything you have done and not done
But in the end there is a New Beginning
And time is but a record
So record for me your greatest love
And live in everlasting peace and joy
But only because of where I am at
I can empathize with the lost
So pray for me also, as I battle the demons away

You remembered me on my birthday
For I felt the love you said that day
You reminded me of my identity
Entering into love on a solemnity

Brandished love like a sword meant to pierce
The hardest of hearts so fierce
Found in every one a frightened child
Yet you murder them unreconciled

No nation left remains true to God
And all that is left is war and fraud
No device will save you from this
United you must be under Him for this

Consider me as His proxy before His Return
Already engaged in battle for souls that burn
Making sacrificial offerings to recompense
To you this makes no sense

So let the wise be dumbfounded
And the unwise be raised from the dead
Living on the earth like lightning
To only some so very frightening

Sent you one poem among thousands to read
My hope is that love will have planted a seed
And by now it has become the largest tree
Birds nesting in the branches, see?

I can see the struggle for power in the world
But the division is too widespread
This will be the cause of a great fall
The lack of initiative to unite under one Lord, one God

So what I do, do not follow me
For I am someone who must delve deep
Deep into the deepest recesses of Hell
To pull them out before they die

But this world has encumbered me with their quibbling
Over the stupidest things
Now I pity the poor and forsaken
And live among them out of love

Their songs also bring me great joy
Their deepest secrets seeking love
But now I need to be alone for a very long time
Alone to atone and I am One to speak

To this I must say I have already gained
The forgiveness of God and I live
And my heart holds the hope
For forgiveness to also come from you

I listened closely and heard the choir
Their voices quiet but they are on Fire
Whispering the Truth inside of me
Oh I heard His Voice and now I see

I saw you at the height of your life
Lived enough for yourself now it is time to fight
Instead of being the choke to Love
Be the throttle and let Love roar

She lit the fire beneath my heart
Let me know her love from the very start
Her song, it spoke to me and it rang true
I felt the surge of love become light and dew

So I let this surge reveal my identity
That surge of love that is serenity
Never spoke too soon to be
Something that repeats like the waves of the sea

I know in my heart and mind the gifts God gave
Shared these gifts with the world to save
The difference is that what I had caused hate
Out of jealousy, they were irate

Now I have fallen silent among the trees
Wavering, whispering, and ready to break in God’s breeze
Let me die and distribute all my love
As an offering just like the Dove

I hate what this world has become
Atrocities and blasphemy they have done
I know my purpose and I can see
Fighting for the love that will be

Be the answer to heal the pain
I do not mind standing in the rain
While I wait for you my dear
There is nothing I fear

I called on my Lord to have mercy and find me
I am in desperation and I am all alone
My cries for help ignored
Carrying within me a treasure I have found

For this, I am protected by the Holy Spirit
Even from myself, I have tried many times
Not on purpose to test but out of pure weakness
Yet I am stronger than death

So sing a different tune to that
Sing a new song that rings true
To bring you to where you need to be
To fulfill everything to fruition

I am merely the weakest instrument of Christ
Surrendering to Him every day under His Cross
But I am so weak that I mistake Him for me
Yet do not take for granted the love He gives

How is this possible?
I surrendered my will to the Father long ago
That was all I had left to give
For love

I do not sugar coat my admonition
Everything to my own volition
Suffering intently
Ever so gently

I sift through the notions of grandeur
Everything is against the poor
Imagine yourself in my position
Where every turn is a mission