I never wanted it this way
But it makes me wonder anyway
What would have happened
If I was not here in the end

I love you forever and always
Did my best to intervene in many ways
One way is through prayer and fasting
What did I say and did it sting?

I was bent on warning others
Lost all of my brothers
Nowhere to go to anymore
Just laying here on the floor

Dying here and wanton of death
In so much pain and out of breath
Do I want a mercy killing for the suffering
Or do I endure it with love bound to a ring?

Let me tell you I choose to endure instead
Never alone whilst I do so in my head
Fighting not for myself and I am floored
By witnessing an answered prayer, never bored