Feelings

I cannot bear the pain
It feels like it did before
I will end my life
Just a matter of when

My love
I hope you can forgive me
As I forgive you
But you do not know to

As I could never reach you
Despite reaching the stars
My words grew cold
In the still dark night

Be good to me
Though you are not good
I would send you a postcard
But you would just throw it away

I am not usually this negative
This toll was unusually high
A loss of words and life
Ended whilst in strife

Bleak

I am a nobody
Having nothing
Sacrificed it all
To be this that I am
For a reason

I can see the false hopes
I can see through the lies
But I am treated woth contempt
For doing nothing wrong

I thought wrong concerning your heart
I thought wrong concerning your desire
That long lost love forgotten soon
Placing me before this time

I can see the future and it is bleak
Though Love wins in the end
Of which death has no power
I live for you
Love you always

I am not rich
Only poor
I am not famous
Just trashed by you for being me

Will we ever get along
Knowing now the suffering caused?

No idea

I had no idea
You could be so cruel
Despite my suffering
You chose to pursue
A false dream
Instead of flourishing
A love that you lost
By ignoring me

This wounded me hard
After teasing me with hope
All year round
A dream made real by your love
Made stale by you
Disregarding

A wound so deep
It never stopped bleeding
A lance so sharp
Pierced me through

So as I fight to live
The wound gets deeper
The longer you stay away

To relieve the pain
I have to die
I have the least to lose

Goodbye

Her face and her eyes
Are so beautiful
But her heart
Is a facade

So is the face
Grinning despite
Giving me pain

I am done
I thought this was it
I set myself up
For disappointment
Thinking you thought of me
But I digress
A thousand love poems
Are not sufficient
To earn your respect and love

So goodbye to you then
Do not expect a thank you
The vipers out there
Will eat you whole
And I will be gone
Nowhere near to save you

Not here to say
I told you so
I love you
But you will never know this love
Tragically you hate me instead
And all I did was love

Now I am bleeding profusely
From my heart the pain seeps
For a man abandoned by everybody
I offer my suffering for this man
Then I find out that man is me

So yes I am selfish
But that is my flaw
So I give myself away
As I take my own life
And finally leave this place
Away from all the hate

Glance of the Eye

Your glance of the eyes
Tortures me with sighs
Of longing and seeking
Nothing but love divine

So I blazed a trail
And found a grail
Living according to His Word
Filled with all of the love you could find

So let me peer into your deep
Dark pools for eyes
To lift up that loving soul
A feast for the sighs

On the verge I am
One look was a slam
That you never looked
Any deeper than that

Settle

Branded in Glory
Handed the Story
A Kingdom Come
Here I Am

Standing
Waiting
Loving
You

So pour out your own
Inklings into rhymes
Your words are sublime
Penetrating time

I have got a flame for you
Sparked into romance
Settle for a dance
Love is my stance

Corporate Greed

I have noticed corporate greed
It tends to bleed
Out the truth you see

So listen carefully
Though not responsible according to legal
You hands are covered
In the blood of the many
And your words tied up
In eloquent speech

The poor are poor
Here on the earth
Because of your corporate greed

There is no washing it clean
By any mere act you here possess
I see your awful crimes
How could you possibly compensate?

I say repent and regret your deeds
Confess your evil deeds
Before you are confronted with it
No Mercy for those who show none

I hate the world you created
Love has no place to rest here
Restless I go searching
For long lost hearts of love

And I found you

Pacing in Pain

Despite pacing in pain
I cannot contain
My love for you
It grows

The longer you are near
Seal my heart with a sear
Oh how that blood pours out
When will you, dear?

I drowned in my own words
Failed to compensate love
Brought shame to my house
Yet I am forgiven by God

So I write of God’s Mercy
How He rooted my life in Christ
I will announce until I drop
Everything will happen in a flash

So whether or not
Your beliefs are wrought
From a solid foundation
That is a rock

Nothing can shake me
Nor tear me down in vain
My strength is the Lord’s
My life is always His

Nothing received
Is ever by merit
But rather by mercy
As we are ALL guilty

Remember that
Remember Christ
Remember Jesus
Nobody remembers me except Christ

Kingdom Come

Here is something that has been said
Here I will say it again
If you are rich in wealth
Give all your wealth
Directly to the poor
Else you can never enter
The Kingdom of God
The time is near

So for all the rich today
You may already be too late
For the Kingdom has already come