Tag: The Beginning

How else can I say
Something to convey
In the simplest way
Guidance to obey

Listen and pray
Do not be afraid
Your will every day
God’s will be done today

Why do you disobey
Your creator this way?
You’re all so happy today
To be totally screwed in the end

I’ve discerned the truth
I’m happy that the ignorance
The rejection
The disbelief
Of what is written by Christ
Inflicts on me for His sake
So many times this happens
I intentionally lost count
To carry the burden of that scorn
Not you
No matter what

I would finish this now
But there is still time left
The cries for justice ring clear
Just be ready, my dear

She plucked the strings of my heart
Tugging on the one that makes me cry
In anguish ’cause I am
Certain of a future that’s uncertain

We’ve been searching and peering deep
Into your soul by these human eyes
This heart asks yours in the deepest silence
Do you believe, do you see?

Some will startle in their seat and think they’re crazy
Most don’t hear at all.. So much noise in argument
Or their heart is so full of hate it’s stone cold
So few recognize, but are too ashamed to say

The dead cry out from their graves
Raise us, redeem us, give us justice!
But the living dead seek a sign with signs all around
I did stomp my foot and the earth it shook..

As it was already foretold
This is getting really old
Only one true sign for this generation
The truth you shall come to believe

Amen

What you wrote it struck me
It struck me hard somehow
That it really does sound like
I am saying I am holier than most

Then I realized

That is exactly what I am saying
But not with a haughty look
More like, really? I never deserved this..
All I did was surrender to Christ

It is kind of like a line
A lie that we were told we could not cross
We crossed the line, indeed
Never look back

What I am actually saying
Is that if we by grace are like Christ
If we don’t believe we are holy
Then we have not crossed the line

What does it mean to follow Christ?
It means joyfully carrying your cross to the end
Offering your own sacrifices along the way

How and why joyfully?
If I surrender myself entirely to Him
Something extraordinary happens

Swathed in peace wrapped in grace
I experience at my choosing, how I shall suffer
I suffer in truth, like I have been tortured
Burned by acid and torn into pieces even
So that you have the payment we make
For your sake, with joy in Christ’s name

It doesn’t end there for me
I witness the affirmations along the way
Through Nature, through Angels
Through the stars in the sky
Through the love of others

Inviting me into opportunities
To give God Glory
Not only to watch God do amazing things
But partake and experience them
We can do anything, God’s Grace
It’s what we choose to do that matters most
We could choose to lay everything to waste
And Nature would obey
But we don’t.. yet.
What do you say?

Since I can’t do anything on my own
This weak flesh and mind of mine
I must give everything to God

Once you have tasted freedom
You will always thirst for it
A thirst always quenched by Christ

I’ve been to Hell and I’ve been to Heaven
Ask me about it sometime
I don’t recommend the former

I can tell you in truth, in that desolate place
There is no peace but always war for power
If you are weak you will perish

The strong will crush your bones under their feet
And when you are parched with thirst
In your mouth they shove the burning ash of your flesh

In Heaven however, weakness is adorned
Not because of weakness itself
But for the Glory of God by raising the weak

Raised to the fullness of His Strength
Thus they are His and have His Power
Over the earth, over death, all with pure love

Ever wonder what would happen
If someone who’s given themselves over to God
Entered Hell with all of God’s Glory and Power?

I would wager that the fire that comes
That destroys evil and purifies by love
Will be the answer you are looking for

Amen

If we give even in the little things
What is little to God we are given
If we give something great to God
What is great to God is granted

Read holy scripture, it’s all in there

I see many thrones
I see where I sit and I am humbled
I see what’s beyond the thrones
I see Christ sits on them all

Those of you with evil hearts, don’t you see?
If you open your mouth and in disgust protest
I rebuke you in Christ’s Holy Name
So that before you can dole out your hate
The eyes in your head will cease to see
And the tongue in your mouth will freeze
Only a repentant heart will be released
This is indeed mercy

Warning
Here is something you must understand about God
He is the one who commanded you to not sin
What is sin?
Sin is an offense against God
God cannot offend Himself
He also cannot sin
For if He Himself were to even commit those things
It’s not that He would cease to exist
It’s that he must lower himself to your level of disobedience
To reach you and save you from death itself
Because God, can do whatever the fuck He wants
IF this offends you, then you are far from God
Thus the work of my hands is indeed His
He is doing it all through me, cause I offer daily
I am thus also offered daily
Ecstatic moments of God’s Divine Love
But I decline! Not because I don’t want to
I decline because I will leave this place if I do

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Warning! Objects in the mirror are closer than they appear

I have power over the very earth
The Earth that is shaking beneath
Stumbling your very own feet
It’s relatively simple really
God manifests himself
Through those who sacrificed
Their own lives for him..
I truly died and was raised back to life…

Alas, I am bone of his bone
Flesh of his flesh
United and inseparable
For all eternity and beyond..
My pleads go unheard and unheeded
I’m doing my best to stay God’s wrath
Believe me..

So rise up oh storms of the seas
Rear your head in anger
Unrelenting swaths of elements, Amen
A time for all to understand truth
Repent, and you will finally see
That with the worst of calamities
So many could have been spared
But you are shortsighted and naive
What matters to you so much in this world
Really is just dust
There is so much more than dust at stake here

Wisdom, she has taught me many things
She whispered in me her words about chaos
How God uses it to orchestrate order
It is truly fascinating to note for you
That chaos is much more noticeable
When you oppose the order prescribed for you

Some call that destiny, some call that fate…
Did you know that if you give your will over to him
You actually end up living in complete freedom?
A conundrum of trust issues might be at play here
Should you distrust your own creator

But that is not the fascinating part
You are being blinded by lies about God and His Love
You are all fighting for your freedom in some form, good or bad
But the one thing you refuse to do is submit yourselves to God’s will
Because you believe you will lose your freedom

You have to submit yourself to Him every day
To gain true freedom, freedom to do anything in His Name
How can you lose your freedom, if you must offer it daily?
You all give up too soon, one day, maybe two…
The only thing you will lose is fear itself

To write something that touches the heart
I hope it brings you right too
That perfect place between words
The same place I was when I wrote
In the love I have, just love
Beyond time and understanding
To be righteous like Him
It’s on a Friday

There are moments however
I am surrounded by demons, many demons
Allowed by God, for it is a profoundly experiential offering
To suffer far more by their tortuous ways
Than the worst physical pain you could endure
Withstood by grace only
I happily endure for your sake

The moments I cherish most
Are the ones where I am indeed all alone
With just God and myself
And everything goes perfectly and peaceful
Though no witnesses to see
I prefer none did, you see
For in those moments, I feel no pain
My suffering melts like hot iron
Soothing me into love’s melody
But sometimes it’s the flails of a whip
And bleeding profusely until death on a cross

Silent renderings of interior moments
Journeying the beyond spanning centuries
And then a second goes by
Caught by grace
Into the weakest possible mould
Perfectly united in imperfections
With perfection itself
A complementary way to complete what’s void

Nobody likes to hear the truth
If it somehow makes you feel
Discomfort, unsettled, troubled
Is that really so bad?

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Let me tell you something about truth. No one can convince you of the truth of anything without sufficient proof, especially for things that are part of the unseen world unless you can reveal the truth of it and seal it with the fulfillment of what’s written before it happens. Thus I have written much for all to see and witness happen, in many different places, through different faces, and in many different times. This time however, what I have written must happen, must happen for your sakes, so that you believe, and so many will fulfill the prophecy of the sign of Jonah. Just as in the time of Jesus Christ, the fulfillment of the old prophecies by Christ is at hand, also the new prophecies by the same Christ through many living prophets today is at hand. Blessed are those who believe and are in Christ before such signs occur. Peace be upon you all. Amen.

Do you believe
I have been granted authority?

It’s okay if you don’t
For after the pivotal moment
To shake you all up
You will wake up
There will still be time

This sword has a double blade
I never wanted to slay
It has to be this way

Take heart and do not fear
The serpent’s head will be crushed soon enough
What then will you do that you are not doing now?

The Holy Spirit came to me last night
Kept me up all night, all we could do was pray
I felt peace about everything said
Though laced with lamentation

Then foresee what would happen
If we looked into each other’s eyes
When my heart leaps, you will ascend
Amen

It’s the little things we do
That when added up count more
Than the real big mistakes
We make against God
Small tokens of love
A smile, a wave
A forgiveness offering

I have already forgiven
All that’s been done to myself
Forgiveness is like an infinite sea
When one drop is offered
It becomes infinite Mercy
Oh, so much more Love you can receive!

So I go one step further
And forgive them all long before
I take offense to what they’ve done
For in the moment I am angered
I am reminded I already forgave

This is no command, you are free
Just know where your heart is at
And be that to even strangers
With all the Love you have and are

Before God, we’re lovers
Before People we’re strange
Before Angels we’re Glory

The suffering is bearable
The bleeding never stops

I am always pleading for God’s forgiveness

I suppose I have to repeat myself
I really shouldn’t have to
Everything I proclaimed
Has come to pass
Still more to come…