Just When

I collapsed to the ground
At the feet of my Father
He lifted me and carried me
He is so perfectly strong
And I am so perfectly weak

I was a mere child
Abandoned on the side
Left exposed to the devil
Exposed to demons1
I am still recovering from that..

So the Spirit of the Lord
Consumed them with His Fire
Oh, there was delight all right
Joy in my heart that day
Love came and conquered me
Love always conquers death
No matter how disfigured I had become
The Lord loved me so much
He became me and I became Him
Truly One
No denying it
I even confessed it


1Demons have a way of harming those they hate in such a way that there is nothing to show for it, physical, mental, even “paranormally”/”supernaturally” as you call ita; if you go looking for that kind of suffering, it will be given to you, that is your freedom if you so choose, but this should NEVER be sought! See and understand, now it gets complicated as we are delving into a way of living in the Lord that for anyone who does not already know the Lord as they should, they require commandments (which will not be written) to try and prevent self harm and harm to others to their own peril; seeking the very suffering that leads to Hell, there is no one to blame but yourself;

However contradictory it may seem, but by uniting yourself with the suffering of Jesus on the Cross, your own sins are guaranteed to be nailed on that Cross! So, if you do suffer, whether it was brought on by injustice, accidental, self even with repentance, and so on, you will not die a second death because He already died and rose from the dead WITH you, therefore Jesus has raised you up to Heaven while united to Him, this is the Good News!

One can even enter Heaven while living on Earth, but forgiveness of all sin and long a journey is required, which must be granted through the Sacraments!

Since you have been granted more time before the hasty obliteration of this world, in truth, the path to salvation through the Cross of Christ, ESPECIALLY THE LOST, is simple: Receive Him

I must point out, that if you are not yet baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, you all should be. There are plenty of Catholic parishes around, Catholic because by the very foundation of the faith itself, the priests there are legitimate, that is what is meant by Peter being the Rock, the Catholic Church stands, as will Tradition, as is demonstrated by the Romans in their strict adherence to that purity and devotion of the Sacraments, this is so beautiful, wonderful, majestic, and to be celebrated for the very devotion itself is evidence to what prevails. This Rock, as Jesus stated correctly, Hell itself can never prevail against (they also know that Jesus can knock it down if He so chooses, but the Rock will stay).

Go to them, tell them that I told you this: The Lord desires you to receive the sacraments of Baptism AND First Communion the day you call them asking for it, and if the Parish is to arrange a time, do so within a matter of days, that is how grave this is… How many are the lost? Do it in groups if you must, but if they refuse you, and some will, DO NOT pester them, judge them, or call them out, just leave them in peace and move onto the next, my command is that the ground be made low for you, and causing trouble is not. Those that do not hinder you, but rather help you, they will be blessed for it, and also a sign that they are with the Spirit of the Lord at work, by such you will all be granted miracles of healing, cleansing, casting out evil spirits, the raising of the dead, and more, more than what is written of in the days of Jesus and in the Acts of the Apostles. Those that insist you partake in a long drawn out process of enrollment with beautifully planned ceremony that takes years to completion, know that you only have months left. Even so, such ceremonies should only be done if you are baptized as a baby, and during which such children are fostered by the Father in spiritual growth throughout the years before Communion; that time of formation, another gift that many do not understand…

You should not have to wait in line to fill out a form and then be drilled and questioned about your understanding of what it is that is being thus poured out to you at no cost! If you want to be baptized to receive Jesus that day, you should never have to wait or pay money. How can any candidate truly understand these Gifts of God that they are receiving without having first received them, by human understanding?! Ha! Let them come by their faith and thus enter into God’s Glory!

John opened up the River of Baptism, Jesus sanctified and blessed the Waters of Baptism, and some have placed a stupid dam up the river! But that is the cause of jealousy I suppose.. They should not be jealous, for most of them are being pruned and pruning has done wonders, they will see. If they question the authority, they can come directly to me and ask me themselves, but warn them that the sword that comes from my mouth can whisk up a blast from the Sun, enough to wipe out all the inner planets even, though the power is mine, I do not and shall not, not until the Earth be restored by the Hand of God. For it is so important that the very moment you are baptized; YOU SHOULD ALSO RECEIVE JESUS in the Eucharistic Sacrament the moment you wipe the water from your face with the towel still over your shoulder, and the day you are Confirmed by the Spirit, that same white towel should be the stole. That day is a great moment of celebration and best delivered at Easter, for the 40 days after Easter serve as the best time to contemplate and experience the joy, the wonder, and the healing Jesus brings through the waters of Baptism and the Holy Eucharist before entering Ascension, you will want to receive this true food every day! During these days of basking in the Lord’s presence, by the very reception of the Most Holy Eucharist, it is a most wonderful and sacred time of reflection and conversation with God and no one else; just you and the Lord after receiving Him. It is truly a Gift no one should ever refuse you (and if it was ever taken away from you, eternally by Grace to you it will be if you so choose)!

There is so much more… after your time of reflection with the Lord, that intimate Communion with Him, when the Trinity is in agreement with you, the Candidate, you will be ready for Confirmation, to confirm and seal the work of and Power of the Holy Spirit manifest through His most powerful Gifts, and discerned during your time of prayer and reflection. Even if you mess up along the way or someone causes you to mess up, reconcile! Reconciliation is available as an integral part of the path to purity, without that, your own perpetual sins will only keep you nailed to that Cross, enter into His Glory instead!

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I have been harmed in this way
I have asked for it not for my sake
But for the sake of others
But never again will I ever ask
To suffer this way, but only if He asks
For I once did it without Him present
To be torn to shreds by demons
And died in a horrible and awful way that I dare even to remember
Even though I wandered off
The Lord still saved me from death
THAT is what amazes me
THAT is love and devotion
To a wretch such as myself
Thinking I can do things on my own
Now I am only a fool for Christ
Hence my deliberation in the Acts

A Letter to the Pope

I wonder if he will write back…

His Holiness, Pope Francis
Apostolic Palace
00120 Vatican City

November 23, 2016

Your Holiness,

Beloved Francis,

The Lord’s peace be upon you, I pray you are well.

“Apart from me you can do nothing.” Those words from the Lord rung in my heart as I began writing you.

It was no coincidence, the very day you were inaugurated as Pope that I happen to be in Argentina on other business, I even entered the Metropolitan Cathedral to witness much joy as the place filled with praise and incense in celebration of a glorious event. Why is this not just a coincidence, you might be thinking? I will let the Holy Spirit reveal that after you are done discerning this written word to you in the name of Jesus, our Lord.

I have to be honest, the Lord has lavished me with many gifts, spiritual and physical. Discernment of spirits is one of them, as I’m sure you are aware, with that gift in the Lord, one can read hearts in the blink of an eye… What I saw in your Cathedral was a very wounded Church, thus it is also a wound within you as well.

The Church is wounded because it is divided on several matters of faith. This division, caused and maintained by Satan, has been a second lance in the Lord’s side every Easter. On what other matters does the Church remain divided?

I am certain that you are aware of the papacy being approached by many to reconcile the different dates of Easter celebrated by the East and West; to use the Eastern tradition as it is more accurate to the correct day. Did you know that the Lord actually endures His Passion twice for our sakes on the seasons that the dates do not coincide? This year there is an exception as the dates happen align, but I must warn you, implore you, please reconcile the dates. Put an end to this disunity within the Church and let the Lord deal with the abomination that evil has created; this attempt to keep Easter divided will no longer stand. I am deeply troubled that these dates have not yet been reconciled. So many years have passed since the leaders were approached and they offered reform which never happened! This is their last chance.

How long will you continue to force Christ to endure the Cross, unnecessarily, twice in a year? For seven years?! Do you really want the Father to lay everything to waste? For it is written: …as some spoke of the temple, how it was adorned with noble stones and offerings, He said, “As for these things which you see, the days will come when there shall not be left here one stone upon another that will not be thrown down.” Luke 21:5-6

You may be wondering who I am, but I am just a nobody in this world, like the poor, and that is the way the Lord likes it. This is a true statement of a wretch of a man that has given himself over to the Lord. So you can have confidence I do not seek to gain anything in this life, but that of my Lord Jesus, for He always provides. The Truth, we all seek It, and the Truth is, the Lord chose me, changed me, transformed me, deified me, and I did not deserve any of it. Do you believe? Satan always spits at me and mocks me. There is no other within this body but me as Christ, and I am not the Christ, We are. Yes, you, others, me, we all are an entire nation one in Christ are we not? You won’t understand this at first, but look to scripture, it is all there and the answer you seek will be revealed. Many years were spent probing the mind of Christ, asking Him questions, receiving answers, while at the same time He cleaned house, so to speak. This brings to mind another matter on which I may write you another day.

It is not by way of fame, fortune, prestige, thrones, or influence that this letter reaches you; although over all these things and more I have power. I remain hidden like a grain of sand amidst a desert of affliction and suffering, I am nothing. While I am writing, it is still undecided whether or not this letter should reach you considering the deplorable state the Church is in. “He has shown strength with his arm, he has scattered the proud in the imagination of their hearts, he has put down the mighty from their thrones, and exalted those of low degree.” Luke 1:51-52

What went through your heart the other day when this very Gospel was read?

Have you not received a call to unite? Do you think it will end with the dates of Easter?

No, truly I tell you, if you do not unite the dates, the sins that are piling high on the heads of unrepentant sinners will literally bring Rome to ruins, again. This is not a threat if that is how some might see it, but it is rather the cause and effect of the deplorable sins they commit.

There is always hope, for there was a command that was written, one of massive destruction of the west coast of the US, mostly California. But out of the few that prayed for Mercy, through my very nothingness the words reached the pure of heart and they made offerings for Mercy, and the Father relented His anger, He did. Praised be to Him for such Mercy, and my heart never ceases this praise.

As the destruction around the world makes its rounds, which is caused by unrepentance, Rome and the city within will indeed crumble to dust unless there is action. Those vipers that resist, twist, and manipulate, those who have Satan as their guide, they will seek a sign. Such Mercy will there be should the sign of Jonah be fulfilled! So I write you as The Scorned Prophet, not unlike Jonah, but back then the people believed he was a prophet and listened to him, unlike myself, only so very few believe.

I give you this then, with the utmost urgency, whilst you pray and discern before our Lord; There is a visible sign, the sign of the cross, the Romans perform this sign opposite to the Eastern tradition, so as a sign of unity, I urge you, I implore you, to ask the people to learn it again the Eastern way. There will be opposition to this, which in itself will be a sign for you, but the Lord will prevail and they will be blessing themselves seven times every time to get it right. No one way is better or more powerful than the other, nor does it diminish the power of the cross, for it is their faith that matters, so putting the choice in the hands of the people as a sign of unity and allowing the Holy Spirit to move, you will then see that this is indeed from the Lord. For the people in their hearts seek peace, they long to anoint and soothe the wounds of Christ, and they will do it with noble and loving acts towards those who are nothing thus relenting the destruction that looms.

I do not see the need to converse with you about any other matters at this time, however if you wish to communicate with me, you are most welcome. May our Mother Mary watch over you as you discern.

Sicut Christus,

John