There are moments however
I am surrounded by demons, many demons
Allowed by God, for it is a profoundly experiential offering
To suffer far more by their tortuous ways
Than the worst physical pain you could endure
Withstood by grace only
I happily endure for your sake
Void
The moments I cherish most
Are the ones where I am indeed all alone
With just God and myself
And everything goes perfectly and peaceful
Though no witnesses to see
I prefer none did, you see
For in those moments, I feel no pain
My suffering melts like hot iron
Soothing me into love’s melody
But sometimes it’s the flails of a whip
And bleeding profusely until death on a cross
Silent renderings of interior moments
Journeying the beyond spanning centuries
And then a second goes by
Caught by grace
Into the weakest possible mould
Perfectly united in imperfections
With perfection itself
A complementary way to complete what’s void
Truth Of It
Nobody likes to hear the truth
If it somehow makes you feel
Discomfort, unsettled, troubled
Is that really so bad?
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Let me tell you something about truth. No one can convince you of the truth of anything without sufficient proof, especially for things that are part of the unseen world unless you can reveal the truth of it and seal it with the fulfillment of what’s written before it happens. Thus I have written much for all to see and witness happen, in many different places, through different faces, and in many different times. This time however, what I have written must happen, must happen for your sakes, so that you believe, and so many will fulfill the prophecy of the sign of Jonah. Just as in the time of Jesus Christ, the fulfillment of the old prophecies by Christ is at hand, also the new prophecies by the same Christ through many living prophets today is at hand. Blessed are those who believe and are in Christ before such signs occur. Peace be upon you all. Amen.
Soon Enough
Do you believe
I have been granted authority?
It’s okay if you don’t
For after the pivotal moment
To shake you all up
You will wake up
There will still be time
This sword has a double blade
I never wanted to slay
It has to be this way
Take heart and do not fear
The serpent’s head will be crushed soon enough
What then will you do that you are not doing now?
Leap
The Holy Spirit came to me last night
Kept me up all night, all we could do was pray
I felt peace about everything said
Though laced with lamentation
Then foresee what would happen
If we looked into each other’s eyes
When my heart leaps, you will ascend
Amen
Little Things
It’s the little things we do
That when added up count more
Than the real big mistakes
We make against God
Small tokens of love
A smile, a wave
A forgiveness offering
I have already forgiven
All that’s been done to myself
Forgiveness is like an infinite sea
When one drop is offered
It becomes infinite Mercy
Oh, so much more Love you can receive!
So I go one step further
And forgive them all long before
I take offense to what they’ve done
For in the moment I am angered
I am reminded I already forgave
This is no command, you are free
Just know where your heart is at
And be that to even strangers
With all the Love you have and are
Before God, we’re lovers
Before People we’re strange
Before Angels we’re Glory
The suffering is bearable
The bleeding never stops
I am always pleading for God’s forgiveness
More To Come
I suppose I have to repeat myself
I really shouldn’t have to
Everything I proclaimed
Has come to pass
Still more to come…
New Love
Love songs are in a way
A selfish act to say
I want you only to myself
I want new love too
But they will always refuse
By what they do
Maybe different this time
We’ll see this round
All it takes is once, for all
Maybe you’ll see the truth
Maybe you’ll see the lies too
Which do you believe is the way through?
Persona Christi
Here is something you probably did not know
One time, Peter and the Apostles were captured
An honourable man at once stood up
Set the condition of the test
Which testified to the Truth
That Jesus is the Son of God
And as for the test
The Apostles passed with flying colours
For the fact you are reading about it now
After thousands of years have passed
Also testifies to the Truth
And it’s forever written as Truth
But they still beat them up and killed most of them anyway
Persona Christi
Freedom
The will itself to imitate Christ is a gift
It supersedes a daily offering
Yet requires an offering of freedom every day
For freedom can never be taken away
It faithfully returns every morning before the sunrise
The moment you wake up to decide
Who’s heart you want inside
Before you look into their eyes
What I Want
Knowing what is coming soon
All I want for everyone until then
Is to be at peace with one another
Be with the ones you love
Stay close to them
Have someone to lean on
As I have sacrificed so much you don’t know
So that when the moment comes
You best be alive and aware
Aware that you’ve been asleep
Alive such that within you is life
New Beginning
For a very long time
My heart has been desiring
To be with the ones I truly love
If inside you know the reason why
You would be at peace
You would be loved and love
The people we love no matter what
Even though they no longer do
This hurts because if you knew what I do
You’ll want the same thing too
Despite the crushing end that’s coming
It’s much bigger than you think
With every end there is a beginning
It’s the natural order of things
But this end is penultimate to the beginning
This is the New Beginning
Spirit Within
Trying to do the will of God
Without having His Holy Spirit within
Is like trying to start a fire
Without heat or spark or flame
Bewilderment
When you read scripture
If the Spirit of God is in you
He will reveal the hidden mysteries
For there are mysteries unwritten
Thus secret from the world
That are revealed only by Him
Mysteries on freedom and love
The truth of how things are
Things that will always remain hidden
Thus never written
By the power of the Spirit of Love within
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I’ve done my best to elaborate an amazing experience I always have when reading scripture, a gift nonetheless granted to me, so my only way to share is by posting in this tiny, unpopular blog. Bewildering me at the same time, because even as I write, scripture is being fulfilled. Amen. So be it.
Fortunate
If it’s taken you this long
To realize
That we ALL are
About to enter
Into a new beginning
You are most fortunate
For the time is short
It’s never too late
To do what you need to
To enter into
The New Heaven and Earth
Doing what you need to
To obtain eternal life
Depends on the love
You have truly lived for
And shown others and God
What sacrifices you made
For the greater good
And glory of God
Nobody ever needed
To tell me anything
About all the events
We are about to encounter
For I have mastered Love
By and I am God’s Grace
From that Love comes New Faith
And many things unforeseen
Harvest
If I give you my love
I expect nothing in return
Because that is the way it is
It happens always that way
Open the eyes of your heart
And see the truth in the now
It’s way more profound
Not after I am long gone
I see the journey ahead
I know what is about to happen
It truly is near the harvest
Nothing matters to me but love
Where do you want to be
And who do you want to be with
On that wonderful day
The Day we ever so long for?
Lovers of Love
I wonder now how else to say this
I do not have to be here
But I am, because it is the will of God
With Christ Jesus, for we are kin
I have been testing you all
Tests to reveal whether you’re in good soil or not
Every test I have performed has left me miserable
For so very few have the roots
Such little to no faith, everywhere I look
I see you all as you are now and still love you so very much
You beautiful creatures of Love
Since when is love for a limited time only?
Rejection
I’ve carefully observed the truth
To have felt what it feels like
To be an aborted unborn child
Under extraordinary grace
I must tell you, I have to
This is not just murder
But abominating action
It felt like this, for you to see
At first was tingling
Then pins and needles
Then knives and blades
Then being eaten alive
By demons
The worst was being torn in the heart
The painful rejection of my own life
Fast
You must have maturity in your spirituality
For I feel it is necessary to fast
On a Saturday even
For the sake of those whom I will meet today
Extraordinary
Entering into a paradoxical union
With the Holy Trinity
Can only be attained by becoming one
In the flesh with Jesus Christ
In spirit with the Holy Spirit
Thus being one with the Father
Jesus is as One with Father as I am in him
Those of this one mind and convicted belief of the extraordinary grace required to forever be this way will indeed share in the first resurrection. “Then I saw thrones, and seated on them were those to whom judgement was committed. Also I saw the souls of those who had been beheaded for their testimony to Jesus and for the word of God, and who had not worshipped the beast or its image and had not received its mark on their foreheads or their hands. They came to life, and reigned with Christ a thousand years. The rest of the dead did not come to life until the thousand years were ended. This is the first resurrection. Blessed and holy is he who shares in the first resurrection! Over such the second death has no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and they shall reign with him a thousand years.” (Rev 20:4-6) Amen.
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