Today is the day that I will say
That I will finally go my separate way
Onward and upward after death rings in my ear
Silently, reverently, enticingly to endear
I am all alone
No one stands beside me
No one stands with me
I try but I am in so much pain
So I reach for the blade to take the pain away
So that I can die and never draw breath today
But to you my deeds are selfish and no mercy be given
When the pain that drove me to madness
Was driven by the likes of you
Tag: God
Unfurled in the Wind
I feel love from God and hate from the world
My whole life like a movie reel unfurled
Flailing in the wind I am truly yours
Exposed and everything laid bare with sores
Needing care by those whom I love but never do
They cite transgressions instead of what is true
I cite warnings ignored and prophecies implored
Fulfilled as I write I am already floored
Trying to be me and not at the same time
Living a duality I have heard that breaks time
Shattered pieces fall to the ground
Never making a sound
Yet I remain standing, did I die?
Can I die? Am I to live like this forever so sly
Alas I can see what is beyond the world’s veil
Labeling me as hysterical and delusional
So when death was destroyed so was time
No ending in sight nor even in this rhyme
Power of love will raise the dead in time
Rest assured I am the last one to pine
One with Love
I can tell by the how and what you say
That you are not looking for me to my dismay
That you are instead after someone younger
When time goes by it seems even longer
I can only tell you what is within me
Drawing solely on His Word and love He gives me
No matter the circumstances I am in
He is always with me, even if I sin
Some days my piety is lacking
And I am humbled by the King
As He reveals His cross and His Sacrifice
I remember He is greater than any vice
So I learn by His Spirit’s whispers and inklings
And learn that the world hates me and kings
Want you to understand that I am in so much pain
It has me reeling in anger and disdain
But there is something more
I am standing on your shore
Believing in a God of love and I found more
More love than I can possibly imagine, I adore
Love that is never lost
Love that never gives up with a cost
Love that pierces even the strongest heart
Such as yours if you have lived from the start
I felt and lived your pain with every breath
I was conscious even after death
I know there is more
Love is power, so use it, I implore
In their poverty they find that love is the key
To being sustained above any memory
So I pour out my love in droves
And let it multiply like the loaves
So receive your fill I let it pour out
While I am here I will not even shout
Should expect love in return despite my stout
On that note I may take a different route
I have circumvented even death by love
Heard your pain by the power of the Dove
Shrouded from a hidden world between ours
Filled with the dead seeking more not in bars
I have been surrounded by a suffocating void
No breath that produces pain is one to avoid
But even now I do not fear nor lose my joy
Because I am one with love that is no ploy
Between Places
Take a closer look at me
What do you actually see?
Bless my pierced heart with your word
I know that this sounds absurd
But I love you like the Sun loves the Moon
And where I land is where you find the loon
I came to love and be loved so please stare
Have you ever peered into something so rare
A combination of deliverance and redemption
Needing all my love and attention
Knowing what it means to never die
I breathe suffering and live to fly
I could take you up on your offer
Hold you so close and bless your coffer
Knowing what happens with my word
If you give me your heart, I am third
Knowing your love is among the ones so great
Dispel the darkness that seems like fate
But as it is as beautiful as you are you are too late
My constant declination into Hell I go, my fate
Who I am is the one who destroyed Death
For that I ferry the dead to their demise with no breath
But I also lift and raise those destined for above
Who am I but the one who is Love
I say all this so you avoid me like the plague
I am not trying to be at all vague
My mission to destroy all of Hades in the end
Alone on this as it is my matter to attend
To free the ones who regret what they chose
Is to destroy the place that holds them close
Once again I am faced with a choice so bold
To die a second death and cannot die, I am sold
Truth is, if you knew, you would not believe
But I live as proof of it’s power, to thieve
No one will take care of me while I remain here
I do not want control nor be controlled dear
So I do nothing in the face of certain demise
Ready to destroy that place, it shall never rise
But before I go you need someone to tell
What you need before you must yell
What a difficult position to be in
When millions want nothing but sin
Drastic
I am drastic
I am gold
I am fantastic
I am bold
Heavy is the gold
Light is the fold
Trembling are my hands
Before the Lord of all the lands
But He steadies my weak arm
And resounds the alarm
My story here does not end
Onward and upward do I send
He vanquished one by one
When I was ready and done
All of my demons are gone
By His hand every one
So do not tell me your lies
You make up stories like pies
In His Name in the silence
Will fill you will suspense
For He does not shout lest He startle you
Maybe that is what you need that’s true
Woven
Did I mention that I love you?
You have been around since the beginning
Truly the time has flown by so fast
We are but a stroke of colour in the tapestry of life
Woven out of love by the Master
So my amen for you is bountiful love
In abundance for good
For I had mine stripped away
And will always remember
Travelling this journey together
Love’s Intent
She stood above me in her own way
Coaxed me into something to say
Of that I most certainly did convey
That the love of God is a right by the way
The manner was forgiven
Because the intent of love was given
For I read hearts like books as they tell a story
For none other than to give God all the Glory
I looked to her heart and it’s crowned with roses
There was a day where they did call me Moses
But days pass on like the wind and we sing
To remind us of our truth and what we bring
Stations to Ascension
Felt all alone with my thoughts and dreams
Belief is not enough it seems
Faith allows you to carry your cross to the last station
To be crucified, unified, and verified ascension
It is an honour to have suffered in Unity with Jesus my King
Every infliction made against me makes me sing
With forgiveness and love in every step and wing
Help me return this love that I bring
Oh how my heart rings with the trauma I gained
Every word brushed with death and life sustained
With a stroke of a brush to make it real
My heart did you already steal
So it was love that filled the void you left
I thank you for the clean slate as a gift
Now my journey begins anew once again
Beyond the stars you will find me reign
Wasted
The dread of darkness pervades
When not left in check it persuades
Those infected with lies, they lust
I have watched nations crumble like dust
Before the Lord they are nothing
But with Him they are beckoning
That the truth be revealed to the nations
The answer rests with the Stations
The way of the gods transcribed for us to follow
Has a certain ring of truth to convey and allow
One you cannot deny once tasted
To live a life of love never wasted
Consumes
I am merely words to you
No face to show you what is true
That my eyes burn bright
With God’s strongest light
That things will happen in due time
In due course it will be sublime
The Lord revealed in a miraculous way
In truth I have so much to say
I still remember being a spectacle of pain
Can never forget what forged the rain
I spoke with love like a fire that blooms
It burns yes but also consumes
Rise
What you gave to me was a scorpion
When all I asked was for bread
Your venom sunk deep and tore me apart
I died with no words to say goodbye
Oh the anger is not mine for I already forgave you
It is God Himself you must contend with
Something you will surely fail at circumventing
I take no pleasure in seeing your demise
Just remember that if I die I will again rise
Cheek
Let that which is love be true
I am down in the dirt after a fight
I lose every time because I want you to win
My submission is a great adversary
To that which is evil in this world
So expect that people have said
Lies about me despite the truth
I turn to you with hope for your love
All I need is love I have certainly tried
So here I am as you want me
Standing tall in the name of the Lord
Turning my other cheek
Planted
I always wondered can you hear a whisper?
Will you hear a whisper?
A whisper in my thoughts He is
Until I foster it like a child it is
How far away do I have to be?
For you to finally see
A glimmer in that sliver of the great moonlight
That shines in the darkness never taking flight
Greatness comes like melodies amidst despair
Melodies surround and touch the heart with flair
Loving thy neighbour is easy
Loving thy self is piety
Being so in a world mangled, twisted, and spiteful
Is like being a beacon of light so full
That anyone who merely looks at you
Knows you are such and will hate and revile you
But worry not, where there is love there is God
He gives glory through your heart, mind, and bod
I still trudge on through the mud as I am through
And also most certainly I do love you too
Those that would misunderstand my love
Only makes me love them even more by the Dove
But I must let them go and save them if I could
Hoping that the love I planted grew like it should
Streaming Sadness
Sadness streams heavily from my face
Nobody cares about me in any trace
My anger is such that I have been sent
To deliver the bad news but my clothes I rent
By rent I mean torn apart
Been like this from the start
So instead of wrath to be withstood
It is love to be understood
Do you not see everything hangs in the balance?
Coming from the Heart pierced by the lance
Fill your heart from an inexhaustible source
Things will get better and not worse
All my life, blessings He will give no matter what
I found love and He freed me from the rut
So I have been standing still with the world in my hand
All the while discovering the flowers in the sand
Such flowers would have the Father say, Stop!
And resound His Word in the thunder that I drop
From His Sons of Thunder a word if I might
That for Love you must fight
Been saying for years that I became Love
In His Name I was freed by the Dove
So would you fight for me, I ask in dismay?
To Him with love there is really only one way
Incensed
I experienced something extraordinary
Imbued with a beautiful vision of Glory
Revealed as part of a hidden story
With a message to love your enemy
Not because of what they do, see
But rather because they are loved by me
So many have fallen yet so many have arrived
At the conclusion to what was contrived
Here I am standing all alone and accused
While a deceitful tongue has truly composed
An all manner of accusations against
It was not myself but the Father that was incensed
So hold your tongue and stop the lies
And perhaps you will notice the prize
That is given to anyone who loves in return
And to those who hate this will forever burn
So many warnings have come to pass
Hard not to notice just how much crass
Has to exist to ignore the signs all around
That the Lord is here and nobody makes a sound
As I pursue the sinners in their decrepit state
It is my love for them that makes them irate
So I disrupt the status quo
And move to where the Holy Spirit may blow
Entangled Litmus
In the same way that an entangled photon can exist simultaneously as two different particles, yet the same, bound by some power at the quantum level, God exists as the trinity. The third person is the Holy Spirit, the Great Binder all things. For without the Holy Spirit, there can be no universe.
What we are, or rather should be, are copies of Jesus Christ when the imitation of Christ is in play. Meaning, if we imitate Christ, we become Christ, like unto Him so that when the Father is face to face with us He will recognize His Son.
It is, in a way, the Ultimate Test, the Final Test, a litmus test so to speak, of whether or not Christ is truly One with you. If He is not, then you are already where you belong.
May words are plain and simple
My puzzles are puzzling
Because you are puzzled
An inkling muffled
Treble
It is out of jealousy I have been shunned
My words of love apparently stunned
That beautiful heart of yours
Should open up people’s doors
My job is to toss a message in and move on
But occasionally I will encounter a new dawn
Brought on by the light of your love so dear
That in all things I have nothing to fear
But approaching such love makes me tremble
Instilling hopes and dreams to hear your treble
Sing a song of joy over the victory
Already won by the amazing heartfelt story
Balance
Let the power of love be your ultimate guide
With love you need not take a side
When both are in the wrong
I would rather sing a song
A song of woe and pain
Of suffering and disdain
But also of joy and grace
With love in its place
To deliver you from your afflictions
Lightning messages across all the nations
Following in the thunder of this unction
A blessing with so much love in motion
I feel like I will always be in the thick of it
Always treading deep water and sick of it
But as I do my love for you still grows
Into a life of its own and it ultimately shows
So show your love in the best way you know how
I am ready for anything as I take a bow
My life in the balance across the cosmos so fine
My life to save yours has always been mine
Cloudy Skies
I am drawn to you and all you are
Your gravity is strong and not very far
You got me in your orbit ready to land
But your cloudy skies and dirty sand
Keep me there until I decide to move on
Then you’ll miss your chance and then I am gone
I lost my own patience somewhere along the way
So He gave me His as it fosters love every day
Surrounded by love and by those who love
Is a message on it’s own under the Dove
A beacon of hope echoing future’s journey alright
With no effort on my part for the Spirit is the light
Taunt
You have got it right and what you got they want
The burning love in my heart is like a taunt
Your hidden words between your breaths
Does not explain any of the many deaths
If I had in my hands the entire world and I do
I would take care to heal and pray that is true
Listening to the Spirit’s whispers requires patience
I think it is time we climbed down from this fence
I scan the horizons only to find war, death, and sin
But in the distance I can see the light we are in
Now that it is clear the polarization and the lies
Keeping close those who are near demise
Learn from Love as it is the only answer
To bring healing to the masses and in any manner
While I suffer night and day for all of you
Your love inspires me to do good that is true
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