A Prophet Scorned

Love is never lost
It does not come at a cost
Such love is free and sincere
Beyond the eyes of every seer

I wonder and I fret over the smallest things
Such as a subtle cue to give you wings
Such love begins with the word that brings
Deliverance from every evil and their kings

So I whispered a word that can bring them down
In the silence and behind the frown
God, take them down, cut them down
I heard Him say, so be it, with a frown

They wanted to raise me up yesterday
Truth be told, I refused with so much to say
To stay and endure the worst with you
Instead of from above but down here with you

Because I love you and want you in my life
Cherishing every moment as sharp as a knife
I will cut through and have cut through
By God’s mighty sword, the word that is true

My love requires not love in return
It requires belief and hope it will burn
For it burns like the sun and will live a long time
The love I have for you is no mistake beyond rhyme

But I have a problem, you see, with my anger
Cannot hold it back any longer
I lash out at others and am never forgiven
I know who I am and all I have given

Do not mistake my anger and flame
As a sin against God, you cannot blame
It is rather like an arrow against the status quo
And with that, you might say whoah

My heart is yours just the way I want it to be
So with that you are totally free
But the bar to make my heart leap
Was raised higher when she decided to reap

I cannot imagine what you must feel
Pondering the mystery behind the wheel
This is my love transcription
Not any kind of conscription

To you I am not asking or demanding that you bow
To obtain the gifts that I too can endow
But I must breathe on you if you only knew
My Spirit lies in wait for the love you drew

I let my heart go boom
With love that is my boon
For this love will bloom
Before the swoon

The beat goes on as does my heart’s song
I can see you running into a throng
Like someone that would stand amidst them
So that they not be harmed not even their hem

Just as I have done where I am at forever
Peace all around and no one is the wiser
How else could the Father tolerate this further
I stand among you unharmed and alive for her

But I ask that your patience be held close
This world is going to get a dose
Of a necessary intervention to clean up and burn
The evil that has persisted before my turn

You dropped out of sight
For a time much longer than a flight
Around the world you have been chosen
Now you appear to me as frozen

In time we will see the truth unfold before our eyes
What they get out of it might be a surprise
Truth is, no one calls me anymore
To them I know not what is in store

If I call them they do not pick up
For I drank from every kind of golden cup
Ate His Body and drank His Blood
Spilled for all, spilled after the flood

He is already here and no one cares or noticed
For no notice was made and I sent locusts
Acknowledgement of His authority is denied
So for you and for all I fell down and cried

I vouched for the lost and forgotten
Became one of them through His begotten
Now I am crawling out from the depths of Hell
With no one to lend a hand or ring a bell

Tell me of your love in a whisper so near
Giving me a shiver as you tickle my ear
Telling me it is wonderful to be here
Next to me as I learn to endear

Everything in the world crumbling down
Will soon see who is wearing the Crown
Once again I must suffer for you, that’s true
All I ask for is love for me to come home to

We say it’s love when we feel each other’s pain
Instead of blaming each other for disdain
My love so deep for your heart I weep
With hopes of fruitful love you may reap

I felt your remarks cut me deep
Every night I cannot sleep
Every time I reach out you are stone cold
I intended to be bold not sold

Despite your resistance to divinity
I was able to infiltrate infinity
Found the cancer and consumed it with fire
You think this situation is rather dire

But the status quo can change again
What is next that machines can do better to gain?
You better believe it is your destruction they seek
Within the better part of the week

But hope comes to those who believe
In God who will not abandon them so never leave
Despite being thrown in a kind of prison
You still believe in Heaven’s Son to come

All I know is what God has given us
He takes us to Heaven on Earth with no fuss
I knew from the beginning to give my heart
So that it gives out the moment you start

But I have not given my heart away
Waiting on you to come here and say
You love me and want me to stay
Don’t care who wonders what I can play

All I know is at the very beginning I remember
The void before the darkness and the ember
So I blew my breath on the ember and lit the flame
And the world will never be the same

I have got tears rolling down my cheek
It is like this every week
It is your love that I seek
Your absence makes it so bleak

My guilt remains I believe I am he
Who loves every single part of thee
Your hold on my heart spans all time
That can only mean that you are mine

But that also means that I am yours
Dancing with you on the waxy floors
Piercing the veil as I wrap my heart around
The one true love that I cannot believe I found

The love I have for You my Lord
Has me greeting in Your Name, a horde
But I truly have failed You in spades
Much worse than the awful crusades

With a deep sigh my heart bleeds and bleeds
So much so I might as well be watering seeds
But I ache in place with much anguish
My heart they surely did squish

I have hid myself out of desperation
But I am seen without provocation
My words ample and elusive
All the while it is Us who live

So deliver me from my own afflictions
From having to deliver all those predictions
Which came to pass by faith alone
So many things I wish I had known

Now I plead for mercy on Your wretched servant
And for a desire in You that is fervent
That those around me can see Us in Our eyes
As We pierce their soul through all the lies

Well I am shaken and I am stirred
I am feeling like a complete turd
Never got the chance to see you
Now with this world I am through

I prophesied last year these solar flares
Did you like them more than the Bears?
I have warned and warned continuously
This comes not so easily

The world is about to witness God’s Hand
Strike down those who oppose Him into sand
Dust to dust and for you I am afraid
Christ’s foundation has already been laid

A stumbling block to others
And I have many brothers
I am in solitude for a good reason
I may just go quietly with the last season

Wish I could start over with you
Where I should have said, “Hi!”, that’s true
Got no friends at all because noone calls
I dream of just being near you behind these walls

Want your number to talk to you about life
You already broke through my armour with a knife
My heart will explode should you take my hand
So I can lead yours to mine within a new band

I close my eyes and you appear as light
Feels like we are together in the same awful fight
How do I reconcile with you for any wrong done
When you disappear without a trace by the Sun

What I go through every day would amaze
If I am in need, my hand I would raise
Other than family, nobody is praying for me
Nobody understands this dead tree

I raise my hand and nobody sees
For we push down dead trees
Gave it’s life for the forest
Let me have my rest

I felt that this was the way to do things right
Instead I am left with nothing but a fight
To deal with the pain I changed for you
But the pain interferes with what I do

I held on as long as I could but I really died young
By my very own hand, Death’s neck I wrung
Came back to bring word of what I heard and saw
So few listened despite the channels open raw

Now I know the ultimate truth and am one with it
No doubt of my time on Earth being mostly wit
So refresh your mind and bodies to hear the word
Sing a brand new song like a beautiful bird

I held this power of mine in my weary hands
Melted hearts and made glass from the sands
Renounced everything and became nothing
Only for God to enter my heart and sing

Nobody knows the song He sung
I can hear it clearly and on the tip of my tongue
With your love it would surely come to be
I don’t need truth to believe in you and me

I filled my heart with the joy I had
Shared my self gentle beautiful rad
What I am is changing over time
Seasoned by hate with a bitter rhyme

I know that cancer is a killer, am I to blame?
I never felt this was ever a cursed game
Now I am ready to ascend by His Hand
Wondering if before I will meet the band

But no worries this love is always with me
I had hoped by now you would already see
The truth that sings when you look on deep
In my eyes and then your love I will reap

So pick yourself up off the ground to stand
Up without your head stuck in the sand
From the rooftops they used to shout to be heard
Now you think anything I wrote is absurd

There is one who has the power to raise the dead
Let it be as it shall be for I have said
The truth which is Christ no doubt
Then maybe you’ll be inclined to shout

My life is like a stranger in disguise
I once had a pure emptiness inside
Covertly remained a slave to the system
When immediately inside was filled with His Spirit
Nothing can take away what remains
By His power and His Love He prays
Like refreshing waters flowing
He is all and forever knowing
What is and should be in existence
We dig into the earth and she cries out in pain
Maybe planets are creatures too
Mother Earth we call her
I endure the worst of it and cannot confide
Without making those that hear it die from fright
So be afraid as I am what I am now
One with Christ and armed with His power
Ready to embark against any evil tower
You can beat me into submission
But this Holy Spirit will never leave me
You can ignore my calls to repent
Or suffer the consequence