I’ve carefully observed the truth
To have felt what it feels like
To be an aborted unborn child
Under extraordinary grace

I must tell you, I have to
This is not just murder
But abominating action
It felt like this, for you to see

At first was tingling
Then pins and needles
Then knives and blades
Then being eaten alive

By demons

The worst was being torn in the heart
The painful rejection of my own life