Tag: Peace

I am drenched in pain and suffering
Every movement I am numb in feeling
Walking through walls in dreams while awake
In a daze, not confused for your sake

Like being struck by lightning from above
I realized my error and that you are my love
So many sacrifices made keeping me sane
And my heart renders this passionate flame

I yearn for your love in response
A feeling that gets stronger over all my wants
Like we were meant for each other in every way
Wrestling with the visions that made me sway

My dreams, the ones that I ponder
Take me to places of divine wonder
Spinning around in sync with the earth
Spending time with friends around the hearth

Look at the forge before you without haste
And know that with the Lord He does not waste
A precious moment that tugs on a heart so dear
Telling them gently to have nothing to fear

I myself can offer nothing across the whole span
But the one who resides within me wholly can
Washing away the dead that reign
And breaking their colossal chain

It is enslavement of the worst kind
Bowing to an ideology they think can find
Never reaching that forever far reaching summit
Not just throwing it out there for the wit

I have this urge to love you
Some do not wish it to be true
But this urge does not stop
Nor do I want it to, lest it flop

I wish you understood the meaning
About your feelings or you would not be concealing
The things I have sacrificed but did not have to
And to those whom I have lost, I will remember you

These living words blessed from within
I had hoped by now lifted your chin
To see you standing up in honour and glory
This is not just some mythical story

My Heart slowed down
So that I would not drown
In your tears of sadness
When there should be gladness

I have never meant harm
Only meant to disarm
Those from their evil deeds
By planting love like seeds

When many years have passed
Love is still a great heavenly blast
There is still such great joy in your beauty
To inform you of this is my duty

I connect myself to the all
Knowing the truth since the fall
A certain power given to me
I wrote and became totally free

So you can read the truth as it forms
Into a world totally void of storms
A place to belong to and never be destroyed
No matter where you were once employed

I see the truth in what inspires and motivates you
But it only lasts so long before it us of no use
Then it is but an echo of a memory long forgotten
So see the conscious light of God’s begotten

You wanted me to follow you
But that I really cannot do
As the eons between these pages
Carve out a journey through the ages

I figure you would turn around and give me a smile
For the love I gave you with such guile
Never before has one ever been so loved by one
That in the truest form is as great as the Son

There is no distinguishing Us from one another
The love borne from God’s light does not smother
Though I am nothing and always will be
It is by reconciliation I can actually see

I have got that intense burning desire
To bring our love out from within the fire
And into the world to let them really see
That God’s Love is greater than you and me

What I have got you have no interest in
Skating on the ice that is so damn thin
I remember the love of those that have it
So many see it and try to reach out and grab it

Boasting favours before God I enjoy what it serves
Takes a lot more than someone with strong nerves
To behold the Light and Face of God, I have seen
For the glint in my eye has shown images foreseen

My bold claims before the Lord can only be true
Gently nudging one to adhere to His Will like glue
No turning back when it matters most
Oh I believe in the Sacred and Holy Host

He delivers me from every evil confronted
Sends His angels to capture the hunted
Heals my soul from what was torn away
And raises me up into love today

You are the light of my life my dear
The joy you bring is nothing to fear
I think of you always on my mind
Despite your rejection of me I find

I want us to know and share in each other
Suffering and living joy together
Kissing the pain away into the past
So much so almost every day I fast

To that end nobody else cares or knows
A facet of my life I have always wanted that flows
Never known to anyone unless I reveal
I am the secret under the Seal

Love is not a feeling one just has
Love is a decision to make every day
I choose to love you
And others think that is a mistake

Since when is it a mistake to love someone?
Love is a decision you make in your heart
Over what or whom is concerned
But do not hold back either way

Truth is what comes with transparency
The gnosis we tap into with care is cherished
Wisdom speaks her words to us
And unravels the mysteries before us

So to some we do folly in their eyes
But in truth we live God’s way only
And by His Word we survive any onslaught
Dealt by the jealous when they need not be

My pain and suffering exists despite my condition
The loss of life every day I cannot abide
A roaring fire in my heart I cannot contain
With the power of God to light up the blades

Dead I am to thee yet I live on
Truth will come like the dawn
Dreamt it was you who came through
And found out your love was really true

I do not see it all with my sight
So I rely completely on His might
Taking me places I never thought was real
And I found in my hand a broken seal

Nobody calls me up just to say Hi
Nobody is interested because they are all high
And the ones that are not, resent me
I know what I had to do to break free

Their grasp on me they thought was a hold
To stop me from bringing the lost into the fold
For my path is not forged by the dead
But by the Lord God before me like I said

You are being like something in the way
Living like a fish with a tail to sway
Frightened at every ebb and flow
You would too, if you knew what I know

Not too many make the cut
Just the way it is, don’t mean to strut
Got goosebumps thinking ‘bout ya
Got certain love you never ever saw

Most certainly my works never get an encore
Nobody wants what a prophet has in store
So I just carry on with a heavy heart
Loving you more than since the very start

I left you alone but you invited me back
Do not ask me how I knew but intuition I do not lack
At the wave of my hand the clouds departed
Ending the dispute that somebody started

My dreams died with me when I passed
Lived a life with love that will outlast
Any evil done against me
Time is my companion and I am free

Though I was dead by her hand
I forgave her then she put her head in the sand
I want her love to permeate my entire being
Nobody understands this love that I am seeing

Her choice to reject all that is me hurts like a blade
Got nothing to show for it or anyone to blame
They all thought I was not worth their time
Little did they expect me to turn on a dime

My prayer is this, I plead before our Lord
That I do not fall into the power of the sword
To fight using prayer as a weapon
All hearts calling the Lord to beckon

For He truly calls us to Him
Remember He Loves beyond the brim
As I slowly fade away due to age
Looking with light in my eyes, I am no sage

I look for you and your love that is beyond
Waiting patiently for you to respond
Filling the chasm between us with solid ground
Enticing you to pour out love that is sound

Lord, let my tears be shown to entice Your mercy
Over a many people lost to the world no one can see
My heart always bleeding over this and I will die
And let myself go with a breath and a sigh

Looking back I am the one who squandered it all
Paid my penance and forgiven after the fall
Now I live in darkness to bring the light
But has nothing to do with any fight

You showed your true self, I saw
You live in your heart by your own law
Never mind me in the ditch bleeding and raw
Covering me up like I am some flaw

In the guise of being helpful and kind
An added suffering and to Hell they like to bind
Lies and fear are how they rule
Turning you into somebody’s fool

Your hatred against me is obvious
Thinking that I might be oblivious
When all I did was be God’s mouthpiece
Speaking the truth to bring about peace

But disbelief drowns your true senses
And then they build up these stupendous fences
Isolating themselves from the rest
Feeling like it is for the best

My anger justifies the hand of God to strike
Indeed through nature by something you do not like
The wind and storm by the fire and flame
It is in the deep waters that we are tame

I see you returning every day
Expecting me to have something to say
About you and your demands
Echoed across the lands

My words are nothing so why bother
I am weak and alone with no other
Trampled on and unforgiven for nothing
Making me rage with anger and I cannot sing

I have not sung any song in a long time
My voice darkened in the shadow of this rhyme
Making my tongue and lips parched and dry
No tears from me as I cannot even cry

The Lord God rules my heart with conviction
Putting before me a troubling mission
To convince the world of their sinful nature
That destroys their home and stature

My love for you is like a bird in a tree
Nesting chicks soon to be free
Leaving them on their own to fly
Some would say, oh me oh my
Do their mothers know about this?
What does this have to do with eternal bliss?

Plastered dreams all over the place
Giving me a chance to save face
My intentions crystal clear
You have nothing to fear
But I do not give in to demands
And will bend backwards to make amends

Your dreams of love carrying the wind
With each other we would have sinned
Long gone are the days I used to keep
Trailing behind me, blood while I weep
To move forward with the light
Never giving up the celestial fight

On my journey in life I found
Something so very profound
That life itself is incomplete on purpose
And that it reminds me of a circus

It pains me to live the way I live
Like I am undercover and refuse to give
What would give me away in my silence
And knock me off of my high fence

I see both sides from up here, you see
Unbiased and only centuries from me
To have the complete and total truth in unity
And enter into the darkness with immunity

Know this, that my love for you will not diminish
But I have to walk this gauntlet with a wish
That you will side up with me against the current
To flip the world around and skip the rent

But we both know you prefer to be without me
I am so poor that all I have is this poetry
I let go of that which chained me here
Broke the chains by way of cheer

Beyond this body, mind, and death
Is the recognition of divinity in my breath
I do not cling to the physical that drags us under
Rather, I cling to love to not go asunder