Decide

I am just a nobody from nowhere
Untrusted from the beginning
Because of jealousy
You must see that

Lies flow around like a swirling sea
A whirlpool to pull you under
Beware of what the machines tell you
Truth and lies are all you give it

Mostly lies are propagated by fear and hate
Because few know the algorithm
They can manipulate your fate
But whether to Heaven or not they cannot decide

Locked

Time has locked me away from you
A surge and a storm in my heart is true
Everything I do is for love that is real
Including the breaking of the holy seal

What is written has been released
What song has my heart leased
To the truth and the way I have it all
Within me is love standing tall

But there are those who do not understand
Against them I will take the stand
Lies up against the truth always bow
To the ground like a cow

So heed to my warnings that have already come
I set the tune to the beat on my drum
Flying high I just wanted to say “Hi”
This is me just barely scraping by

Transcription

My love requires not love in return
It requires belief and hope it will burn
For it burns like the sun and will live a long time
The love I have for you is no mistake beyond rhyme

But I have a problem, you see, with my anger
Cannot hold it back any longer
I lash out at others and am never forgiven
I know who I am and all I have given

Do not mistake my anger and flame
As a sin against God, you cannot blame
It is rather like an arrow against the status quo
And with that, you might say whoah

My heart is yours just the way I want it to be
So with that you are totally free
But the bar to make my heart leap
Was raised higher when she decided to reap

I cannot imagine what you must feel
Pondering the mystery behind the wheel
This is my love transcription
Not any kind of conscription

To you I am not asking or demanding that you bow
To obtain the gifts that I too can endow
But I must breathe on you if you only knew
My Spirit lies in wait for the love you drew

Close Love

You drew me close by your love alone
I see that you just threw me a bone
Know that I have been through hell just to get here
Hoping you would really see me, my dear

I stand alone in my thoughts and dreams
Nothing in reality is as it seems
For your hand in mine revealed pure kindness
It is true love in our hearts no less

Unpredictable love like a butterfly
I never asked the Lord why
But this exile I am in I will truly die
Knowing that in this life I really did try

But love is forever and I cannot wait
Tuned to the gifts of joy it will create
Beware of jealousy from those who rule
Over what they see as a mere tool

I want to give you every possible gift
Raising you up to Heaven on an elevator lift
But journey with me with your love as a light
For me and with me, will you fight

On the foundation that is Christ, that cornerstone
I became Him by way of love but I am all alone
Been privy to so many secrets of Heaven I glow
But I do not want to put on a show

This love you have is hard work by itself you know
Love is kindness and not boastful for any show
Meekness is how I approach I am not shy
Many have misunderstood my reasons why

I cannot force you or them to do anything
But the freedom of love is the same as in Heaven
I am God’s Son no matter what my name is
From the Father’s mouth He uttered this