In so much pain now
Do not ask me how
Or assume I am okay
I am lonely to my dismay

I just want your love you have for me
If it is nothing then nail me to a tree
I probably deserve it for my sins and evil done
Even though I am forgiven by the Son

I feel judged and hated for my approach
Though I am above and beyond reproach
I can only wonder and dream about you
Blessing you anyway and loving you

My will is for you to be healed from your affliction
I hope you do not mind my affection
I love more than I hate and send love your way
With the hope that you have something to say