Unfurled in the Wind

I feel love from God and hate from the world
My whole life like a movie reel unfurled
Flailing in the wind I am truly yours
Exposed and everything laid bare with sores

Needing care by those whom I love but never do
They cite transgressions instead of what is true
I cite warnings ignored and prophecies implored
Fulfilled as I write I am already floored

Trying to be me and not at the same time
Living a duality I have heard that breaks time
Shattered pieces fall to the ground
Never making a sound

Yet I remain standing, did I die?
Can I die? Am I to live like this forever so sly
Alas I can see what is beyond the world’s veil
Labeling me as hysterical and delusional

So when death was destroyed so was time
No ending in sight nor even in this rhyme
Power of love will raise the dead in time
Rest assured I am the last one to pine

One with Love

I can tell by the how and what you say
That you are not looking for me to my dismay
That you are instead after someone younger
When time goes by it seems even longer

I can only tell you what is within me
Drawing solely on His Word and love He gives me
No matter the circumstances I am in
He is always with me, even if I sin

Some days my piety is lacking
And I am humbled by the King
As He reveals His cross and His Sacrifice
I remember He is greater than any vice

So I learn by His Spirit’s whispers and inklings
And learn that the world hates me and kings
Want you to understand that I am in so much pain
It has me reeling in anger and disdain

But there is something more
I am standing on your shore
Believing in a God of love and I found more
More love than I can possibly imagine, I adore

Love that is never lost
Love that never gives up with a cost
Love that pierces even the strongest heart
Such as yours if you have lived from the start

I felt and lived your pain with every breath
I was conscious even after death
I know there is more
Love is power, so use it, I implore

In their poverty they find that love is the key
To being sustained above any memory
So I pour out my love in droves
And let it multiply like the loaves

So receive your fill I let it pour out
While I am here I will not even shout
Should expect love in return despite my stout
On that note I may take a different route

I have circumvented even death by love
Heard your pain by the power of the Dove
Shrouded from a hidden world between ours
Filled with the dead seeking more not in bars

I have been surrounded by a suffocating void
No breath that produces pain is one to avoid
But even now I do not fear nor lose my joy
Because I am one with love that is no ploy

Between Places

Take a closer look at me
What do you actually see?
Bless my pierced heart with your word
I know that this sounds absurd
But I love you like the Sun loves the Moon
And where I land is where you find the loon

I came to love and be loved so please stare
Have you ever peered into something so rare
A combination of deliverance and redemption
Needing all my love and attention
Knowing what it means to never die
I breathe suffering and live to fly

I could take you up on your offer
Hold you so close and bless your coffer
Knowing what happens with my word
If you give me your heart, I am third
Knowing your love is among the ones so great
Dispel the darkness that seems like fate

But as it is as beautiful as you are you are too late
My constant declination into Hell I go, my fate
Who I am is the one who destroyed Death
For that I ferry the dead to their demise with no breath
But I also lift and raise those destined for above
Who am I but the one who is Love

I say all this so you avoid me like the plague
I am not trying to be at all vague
My mission to destroy all of Hades in the end
Alone on this as it is my matter to attend
To free the ones who regret what they chose
Is to destroy the place that holds them close

Once again I am faced with a choice so bold
To die a second death and cannot die, I am sold
Truth is, if you knew, you would not believe
But I live as proof of it’s power, to thieve
No one will take care of me while I remain here
I do not want control nor be controlled dear

So I do nothing in the face of certain demise
Ready to destroy that place, it shall never rise
But before I go you need someone to tell
What you need before you must yell
What a difficult position to be in
When millions want nothing but sin

Drastic

I am drastic
I am gold
I am fantastic
I am bold
Heavy is the gold
Light is the fold
Trembling are my hands
Before the Lord of all the lands
But He steadies my weak arm
And resounds the alarm
My story here does not end
Onward and upward do I send
He vanquished one by one
When I was ready and done
All of my demons are gone
By His hand every one
So do not tell me your lies
You make up stories like pies
In His Name in the silence
Will fill you will suspense
For He does not shout lest He startle you
Maybe that is what you need that’s true

Woven

Did I mention that I love you?
You have been around since the beginning
Truly the time has flown by so fast
We are but a stroke of colour in the tapestry of life
Woven out of love by the Master
So my amen for you is bountiful love
In abundance for good
For I had mine stripped away
And will always remember
Travelling this journey together

Love’s Intent

She stood above me in her own way
Coaxed me into something to say
Of that I most certainly did convey
That the love of God is a right by the way

The manner was forgiven
Because the intent of love was given
For I read hearts like books as they tell a story
For none other than to give God all the Glory

I looked to her heart and it’s crowned with roses
There was a day where they did call me Moses
But days pass on like the wind and we sing
To remind us of our truth and what we bring

Stations to Ascension

Felt all alone with my thoughts and dreams
Belief is not enough it seems
Faith allows you to carry your cross to the last station
To be crucified, unified, and verified ascension

It is an honour to have suffered in Unity with Jesus my King
Every infliction made against me makes me sing
With forgiveness and love in every step and wing
Help me return this love that I bring

Oh how my heart rings with the trauma I gained
Every word brushed with death and life sustained
With a stroke of a brush to make it real
My heart did you already steal

So it was love that filled the void you left
I thank you for the clean slate as a gift
Now my journey begins anew once again
Beyond the stars you will find me reign

Wasted

The dread of darkness pervades
When not left in check it persuades
Those infected with lies, they lust
I have watched nations crumble like dust

Before the Lord they are nothing
But with Him they are beckoning
That the truth be revealed to the nations
The answer rests with the Stations

The way of the gods transcribed for us to follow
Has a certain ring of truth to convey and allow
One you cannot deny once tasted
To live a life of love never wasted

Shiver

Let my love flow out like a river
Flow out into the cold with a shiver
Shake off that which holds you back
To fill your heart with what you lack

Seconds turned into days and then became years
My river never ceased but neither did my tears
I felt the shadow of darkness fall silent
Before my testimony for which I was sent

My words conveyed the truth over loyalty
For the greater good I hope you can see
But Hell is bent on my demise I must say
So truth, love, and hope are the way

I lived a full life with love all around and within
I can see the love spread like fire against our sin
There is something about redemption
That comes to every single nation

No matter what you did, that’s the power
To overcome and destroy sin with water
To quench the burning fire you yearn for
Turning the past into powerful lore