Revelation

I posted a revelation
Hoping to reach every nation
Jealous are their hearts
So I slipped away in the dark

Even in the darkness
There is only Light
To Gloriously shine
His Love I am

I write by iteration
Listen by locution
These words are for you
I am a simple instrument

To be one with God
Is to be in complete submission to His Will
If it be His will I live alone in a desert for a thousand years
So be it

Maybe the world will have changed by then
Maybe I am so disgusted with the world
That I have already entered that desert
Simply outlive you all, I Will

But I love you so much
To miss you would hurt
And a lost opportunity
To pour out God’s Love

So I decided to stay
You make my heart sway
In the winds of love
I live

Wondering

When I am alone
I am never lonely
When I am lonely
I am never alone

I wonder about love
Why the hard hearts
I wonder about you
Why the silent shouts

I tried my best
Been put to the test
Barely passed
I came in last

Revelation to man

I do not know why
God chose me to say
Christ has come
Rejoice and be glad
Come to Him in the Eucharist
Be one with Him
And He will reveal Himself

For I am a wretched sinner
Unbelievably undeserving
But granted nonetheless
A life of Eternal loving

My stake in this is high
In the desert
Life is nigh

Truly I tell you
When He did reveal Himself to a man
In all His Glory
The man was so frightened
He ran away with a stumble
Out of fear his beliefs crumbled

For his heart was a stone
No blood coursing through his veins
No understanding
Not even prepared
Asleep with no oil in His lamp

As obtained by evidence
Life is precious and fenced

If a brief revelation of His Glory
Does that to just one man
I cannot imagine what it would do
To the entire earth if all of Heaven came down

But with Christ by my side
Never leaving me or without me
His Mercy is a welcome gift
Considering I was once like that man
So for you there is always hope

Christ Returned

Christ Returned somewhere between 1994 and 2003. Nobody knows what day. Not even the Son knows, only the Father. Which does not makes any sense at all.

I have the evidence I need contained in a book written by Christ Himself which enjoys a Nihil Obstat and imprimatur in the Catholic Church but my evidence will be rejected by the many with cold and stone hearts whose interest is only themselves.

I gave up trying to figure out when exactly Christ returned as that thought moved immediately to the backburner because He is already here and is not happy with how things are. The fact that no one, I repeat no one acknowledged Him to His face but rather hated Him instead. Others were simply blinded because their sin produced scales over their eyes and then there are those who are asleep, who are still sleeping. Wake up! Do not bother trying to look for Him. If he wants to stay hidden, if it be God’s will you will never see Him.

I can say Christ has returned
But I will NOT tell you where
If you want to know the truth
You can only know by revelation
And Revelation has come

Amen

Vulnerability

I love you
I need you
I found you
Or did you find me?

A glance is all I need
A glance all I received
I knew the moment I saw you
You who are always in my dreams

I looked and I looked
You vanished forever
Refused to return my messages
Or you never got them

I pried open my heart
Letting the deluge of poetry
Saturate your inbox
Yet you never responded

Not once
Not ever
I love you forever
Even if you do not want to

So I made myself vulnerable
Made myself unequal
A wretch indeed
Do not follow me

Happy

I am so happy to be with you Jesus
Your words bring joy to my heart
My exclamations and songs go on unheard
Oh how I wish she were here to hear it

I take my time to announce
But the world goes on unbewildered
So forgive me Lord
My fruits are few

Let the truth of what goes on in secret
Be revealed in a great reveal
To show people that God means business
When it comes to promises to His Kin

I know my place in God’s Kingdom
Among these I am the Least
So be kind to your neighbour
What is so difficult about loving them?

Person

At the other end of these poems
Is just one person
But a person nonetheless

A person who suffers
At the hands of his enemies
Belittling him to the brink of death

Despite his futile attempts
And many there have been
He still stands today

I grieve not for myself
I grieve for those who are blind

I Just Know

I know
You do not love me
Your heart told me so
When I asked
Do you love me?

I still love you
Though you are lost
I still need you
Though I have everything

Your love is still
Worth fighting for
As it is for all
So be mere imitators of love
And watch the world change
All the way around you

Doors

I remember

The doors that were closed
Open wide the doors to Christ!
But their rejection of me
Slammed their door on my face!
I still love them
And forgive them
Even though abuse is their response

I was there in spirit and love
When John Paul II
Opened them on the Jubilee
I can tell you he was hoping
Hoping that Christ would appear
Would appear on the other side

Generous love
Would have delivered Him
To your very doors

But as it is
Love is missing in your world
And my heart is full of it

Peace

Open your hearts

So open your hearts
And sing
Sing a song of praise
Praise to the King
Praise to the King

I opened up my song
And sang out my heart
Unbelievable joy
Overcame, I stayed

One person
One love
Said the words yesterday
Explosions of awe at how unconditional
I caved
So I stayed

Best Kept Secret

I am God’s best kept secret
I have inherited the Kingdom of God
Flesh and blood are but dust
Yet the Lord preserves me day and night
My soul’s longings
My yearnings for God
Prostrate before Him
He touched my soul
Forgave my iniquities
Touched me with love
Now what I believe
Is beyond any religion
I am free
Free to love
With the same Love
That is God

Love is all I am

Peace

Kingdom of God

Let me show you the Kingdom of God

A kaleidoscope of butterflies
In your eyes
Beheld with wonder
Where Everything is a delight

In constant prayer with the Father
Intrinsically intertwined Will will be done
You are either
One with the Father
Or you are not

If you are not sure
I am sorry
You are not

If you are sure
It is time
Time to show
The Kingdom of God
To others
And His Glory will shine

Photo

I looked at a photo of you
Looked at the lines of your smile
The features of your eyes
Brought tears to mine
For I saw behind your beautiful face
A very happy place
I would not want to take that away

Since I love you so deeply
I want you to stay happy
If that means dying without you
By my side all alone
I will do it
For my love is worthless
In this evil world

Conclusion

I have decided to die
I am in too much pain
Physical and emotional
Abuse is conclusive

I tried to warn you
I tried to love you
But I was ignored
And now too late

This is my beloved goodbye
To you and to the world
All I needed was love
Got criticism and ignorance instead

I wonder how many care
But it does not matter anymore
I will be forgotten
And you will not even know I am dead