Category: Journal

All I want to write and sing about is love
But I keep ranting on and on
Visited by the few
Maybe I should change my tune

So hear me this
We all wish we are His
Thus united, do not dismiss
I have warned
I have wished
What is my desire
But to fulfill all that is dire

You left me for dead
It was something I said
But an Angel came to me
Said that leaving this world cannot be
While so many lives at stake here
So let’s save them, dear

This to me is what is real
Here to witness every seal
Here to speak my fire
Do not yet call me sire
I can hear your every heartbeat
Even the ones that cheat

As I prepare for my suffering
Expecting the worst affliction
Held accountable for my deeds
Yet forgiveness and mercy are bound
I desire you be raised and live
So my offering is such you will see
After all is said and done
That you will come back to God
As we are nearing the end of the road

Do not cast your nets of doubt
In the waters of mercy
For you will receive nothing
Cast your nets of faith
And receive all the love there is

Catch me by the wayside
Wandering close
To the edge of fate
Against those who hate
Bringing a message of love
At the root of it all
As I root myself
So I do not stray

Alone I am
Solo stance
Unique circumstance
Never in a trance

Can feel the pleading
Between the lines reading
For salvation
From every nation

But no one cares today
To what I have to say
My purpose already fulfilled
Everything God willed

Love, pray, and forgive
Like a mantra to live
The same way as Christ
Instead of being iced

When my Faith rises up like the dawn
A new light will shine in the darkness
Brandished like a sword I strike with this word
To strike your heart with alarm
Pray for mercy
Pray for Love
Love loves you
Peace

In the beat of your song
I felt what you felt
None of it was wrong
In my heart you dwelt

How did it come to this?
So far away, distant, and beyond
Did you know we are His?
Nothing can break this bond

I slip by unnoticed
Wearing glasses and clothes
I bore my nakedness here
Living in weakness
So that I rely on His Strength
His Gifts last beyond all the eons
Forged in a purifying fire
I bare my soul for all

I asked for Fire
Got the Spirit’s flame
Zeal infused grace
Oh what a place to be!

Once you know Him
You cannot unknow Him
Where is your faith
That leads you by grace?

You need not take a long look
To see what is not of God
Such as the celebration of Christmas without Christ
What you do see
Are nations filled with evil
Spilling out into popularity
What is flaunted and said
What good is it when you are dead?

Your song burned a hole
Felt it through my soul
Like a searing incision
Cutting off inhibition
Poured out all of me
For all to see
Living simply
In love and free

I am in insurmountable pain
Suffering for you in the rain
Tears tearing holes in my hands
Doing what I can in these lands
To save those who are lost
Never minding the cost

I reneged on the fame
It is Christ who came
Living with the souls as one
Victory over death He has won

Receive Jesus
In the manger of your heart
Prepare in humility
For the coming of the Lord

Dead I am to you
Despite what I sent you
Imploring love for love’s sake
Leaving me a heart wrenching ache
My desire for you is real
My heart’s love you did seal

My work is about to come to an end soon
After all this my heart you did swoon
But your reality that exists beneath the stars
I had hoped by now it would have been ours

Truth is I did not come here to be friends
I came to love and be loved
But the latter is lacking
As lives are slacking

I suffice on my own
As I have already shown
Faced Death head on and won
Because of the Victory in Christ

My words falter over time
You only like the ones that rhyme
That is okay I like them too
Love is something to do

What We do for you
You would be amazed it is true
Nothing specific
Just salvation

Since I cannot die
Where does time lie?
I will outlive you a generation or two
A living sign of Christ to come