To Create

Felt the flame of God’s love reach higher
Way above any human made spire
But my anger fuels my fire
To be that which will transpire

I have the power to break into song for all
To dance to the tune like before the fall
There never is a clear winner of what must be
The future of love and life sincerely

I have given all I am to Him and I am Him
This is not a word written on a whim
Hidden but not hidden to all
Surely, I must be the one to call

So let me dance to the tune I create
On this there is a kind of fate
That we will twirl around and feel the vibe
Surrounding me is love and my tribe

Frightening

Built on the passion that is our Lord’s
Written with my blood for the accords
They bind us all together in love’s embrace
So agree to peace and love and not disgrace

Look past the illusion of light all around you
I have found your love that makes it all true
What I need is beyond what beauty can provide
For all my love to you do I confide

I have heard and still hear the cries of the poor
Those you will not even hold open the door
My countenance will flash like lightning
It will be very very frightening

History

I am trapped in endless suffering
Collapsed in a heap of offering
A kind of love never understood until now
I give myself over and over, that is how

My immortal soul and now my body
Bound together and out of love embody
The truth of love without exception
To be in love’s wondrous reception

I warn now against your actions
Now all broken up and in factions
That any death by violence is abhorrent
In the eyes of God so here comes a torrent

It was with a bow and a great Amen
And only one knows when
That love returned as Love for all eternity
No one believes, not even the fraternity

But I will never insist and only hint in rhyme
At what truth rests sealed in the history of time
My burning desire is not even my own
But the many seeds I planted have really grown

Ripple

I have seen time ripple like a stone into a pond
The moment my fist met the face of my enemy
Did not realize the strength inside
Was much greater than what I thought I had

From then on I let my heart lead me to love’s desire
Never met with violence ever again
Saw the deepness of your love and wanted more
What it takes is what love is all about

Clearly I am under your spell, I can say
And those ripples came to haunt me
Gentleness and kindness went a long way
But soon those ripples turned into waves

Captivating me into a kind of dream
Able to let myself go and not worry about anything
Was what came from your soothing voice and light
As the future of the world is at stake it seems

Just wish you could hear my voice and see my light
But the powers that be ignore what’s written here
Fearing the worst they would rather save face
Than to allow the Lord to work through grace

Surprise

What I have seen with unseen eyes
Is a look into a heavenly surprise
A joy that raptures my heart so ferociously
Taking me places I have been so graciously

My sadness extends well beyond the eons of time
Up to heaven I will be lifted so as to climb
And reach beyond top of the highest mountain
I remember the moment I drank from the fountain

That rush of divine fire filled my veins
As I stood over my heart His love reigns
It came the moment of the surprise
That moment I got a look in your eyes

Disease

I suffer from a disease that only delivers pain
Given the levels I have endured I should be insane
It would drive anyone to madness right away
For me, it is just another day

No one understands this relentless suffering
What it does to the mind sounds like an offering
But truth be told I always feel abandoned
Alone, feeling like it is the end

But I look in a mirror and I have not aged
Inside what I am feeling must be caged
I must be dead already but I remain standing
Even though I used to jump the landing

I forged a path by way of Father’s love and mercy
Dreamt I was free of this unreal controversy
One that I created out of desperation
And only ended up feeling like a laceration

My gloom is not to bring you down with me
But rather entice with the hope of mercy
For you to do what is right by way of love no less
Love connections are never meaningless

Cryptic

She has delighted me from the beginning
Of course I am cryptic as to who about I sing
Her love, to receive it incites true joy
Never part of some sinister ploy

I have a handle on this rush of a ride
It will always be her, I will confide
To take her by the hand and raise her from the dead
For with me she still has yet to break bread

No one understands this is not surreal
This is not some sort of appeal
It is not the acceptance of a loss so great
But that her love is worth the wait

My Torment

Oh God she is beautiful like the sun
So bright and cheerful and then some
I want her to love me the way I do her
On this love to my Lord I must confer

My torment awaits me as I gaze into her eyes
It is as difficult as the word implies
A painful awareness of an absence long forgotten
A love so distinguished it stands like a mountain

A powerful awareness is cresting at the top
That things are not what they seem so they stop
I will adhere to a certain and powerful vow
To bring forth love in the darkest of places is how

Fulfilled

Fulfilled in purpose I welcome the end
All my love is all to you I can send
So great is this heart in love with yours
That unlike ever before I open these doors

Anything you ask it is within my right to refuse
But no one has asked me anything giving me blues
I venture on like nothing happened
Carrying a massive weight coming around the bend

Dreaming of love’s graceful embrace I feel
I whisper I love you in your ear to seal
That leaping heart you will feel when I do
Oh Heaven knows this love is true

Heights

I jumped from the heights of glory
Never thought I was done with this story
Oh, what He has in wait for His own
A love so glorious you will indeed be shown

So I carve out into the cosmos a divine word
In my heart something magnificent stirred
Creating new life by His power alone
A gift nonetheless we condone

There is a place for those who destroy
It is certainly not Heaven by any kind of ploy
My staff struck the ground and it shook
But I did not do that to make you look

Coffer

Wish you were here with me now
That you were not afraid of a simple vow
But I digress, keep the demons at bay
Does it matter even what I say?

Felt the pain and the gain as it were
But it is difficult to say as it were
I felt your elastic longing for love
Been pouring it out for years, love

I have all the power in the universe
Abuse it not, I must insist no curse
In agreement of love between every nation
Following every cross’ station

I believe in sanctification
Not in some earthly foundation
For love deserves better than what we can offer
But the acceptance love has regardless is in the coffer

Trial by Fire

My anger is fuelled
By your lack of response
Your compensation
Will be trial by Fire

That fire will indeed burn
Painfully, the impurity destroyed
If there is nothing left
So be it

Amen

Corporate Greed

I have noticed corporate greed
It tends to bleed
Out the truth you see

So listen carefully
Though not responsible according to legal
You hands are covered
In the blood of the many
And your words tied up
In eloquent speech

The poor are poor
Here on the earth
Because of your corporate greed

There is no washing it clean
By any mere act you here possess
I see your awful crimes
How could you possibly compensate?

I say repent and regret your deeds
Confess your evil deeds
Before you are confronted with it
No Mercy for those who show none

I hate the world you created
Love has no place to rest here
Restless I go searching
For long lost hearts of love

And I found you

Pacing in Pain

Despite pacing in pain
I cannot contain
My love for you
It grows

The longer you are near
Seal my heart with a sear
Oh how that blood pours out
When will you, dear?

I drowned in my own words
Failed to compensate love
Brought shame to my house
Yet I am forgiven by God

So I write of God’s Mercy
How He rooted my life in Christ
I will announce until I drop
Everything will happen in a flash

So whether or not
Your beliefs are wrought
From a solid foundation
That is a rock

Nothing can shake me
Nor tear me down in vain
My strength is the Lord’s
My life is always His

Nothing received
Is ever by merit
But rather by mercy
As we are ALL guilty

Remember that
Remember Christ
Remember Jesus
Nobody remembers me except Christ

Kingdom Come

Here is something that has been said
Here I will say it again
If you are rich in wealth
Give all your wealth
Directly to the poor
Else you can never enter
The Kingdom of God
The time is near

So for all the rich today
You may already be too late
For the Kingdom has already come

Monstrance

I turned into a monstrance
To project the love of the Lord
Situated before sinners
I live according to His Word

But their hearts are hard
It is difficult to get over
That the loss is their decision
Tearing open that hole in my heart

Unexpected

Truly I tell you
The Lord has returned
Sooner than expected
But should not be a surprise

Every mountain be laid low
Every hill flat to a plain
No obstacle can hinder Him
However He will respect your decision

As it is and it is true
That the world expects
A grand entrance for their King
But they forget He returned like a thief

He wants nothing to do
With this generation of wickedness
And will reveal Himself
When this generation has passed away

Letting Go

I have to let her go
As tears streak my face
She wants nothing to do with me
As indicated by her inability
All I needed was a yes or no
But was bludgeoned with silence
Silence from the very beginning

So I stayed and I prayed
Remembered Love
And found her here in my heart all along
Though her love is strong
Beyond anything this world has shown
I saw our two hearts as one
Now from my heart she will not hide

But the world is cruel and unkind
Has driven Love itself into the desert
And from there I will prophecy
Prophecy unlike before
Where mother nature will have her way
Unless you repent
But no one listens anyway

So enjoy the show
As the earth is subdued into mighty shakes

Recollection

I had been stripped
Stripped for wanting help
I had been held
Held captive for my beliefs
Behind closed doors in secret
They planned my demise
But my trust was in the Lord
And in my guardian angel
And He delivered me
From the hands of my enemies
Delivered me from certain death
Not once but many times

So here is to a wonderful God
Who grants all this
To the worst ever wretch
You will have ever seen

See
Hidden behind the one way mirrors
I told them the truth with faith
Now it has all come to pass

Now they leave me alone