I suffer from a disease that only delivers pain
Given the levels I have endured I should be insane
It would drive anyone to madness right away
For me, it is just another day

No one understands this relentless suffering
What it does to the mind sounds like an offering
But truth be told I always feel abandoned
Alone, feeling like it is the end

But I look in a mirror and I have not aged
Inside what I am feeling must be caged
I must be dead already but I remain standing
Even though I used to jump the landing

I forged a path by way of Father’s love and mercy
Dreamt I was free of this unreal controversy
One that I created out of desperation
And only ended up feeling like a laceration

My gloom is not to bring you down with me
But rather entice with the hope of mercy
For you to do what is right by way of love no less
Love connections are never meaningless