With every heartbeat of mine it is all for you
From treacherous waters and lands I pursue
Living a life not my own and so much I have endured
I have reserved my tears for you to be cured
I touch the pain without a knife
And reality sets in, into my life
I bear it all to save the whole lot
From death, from pain, from all they’ve got
I do not understand why your silence rings
Louder than a bell and your absence stings
With you I can be myself instead of dying
To live on is not a matter of trying
I have survived enough rounds
I know how it sounds
To know the truth I see
That here I cannot be me