I feel love from God and hate from the world
My whole life like a movie reel unfurled
Flailing in the wind I am truly yours
Exposed and everything laid bare with sores

Needing care by those whom I love but never do
They cite transgressions instead of what is true
I cite warnings ignored and prophecies implored
Fulfilled as I write I am already floored

Trying to be me and not at the same time
Living a duality I have heard that breaks time
Shattered pieces fall to the ground
Never making a sound

Yet I remain standing, did I die?
Can I die? Am I to live like this forever so sly
Alas I can see what is beyond the world’s veil
Labeling me as hysterical and delusional

So when death was destroyed so was time
No ending in sight nor even in this rhyme
Power of love will raise the dead in time
Rest assured I am the last one to pine