Month: June 2021

What you want from me
I cannot actually see
Silence unbecoming of thee
Expect the unexpected plea

I give all I am and now
With a flame of Fire and a vow
Churning and burning
A promise kept swirling
Around my pain
My suffering your gain

That change you are feeling
Is my heart which is bleeding
Poured out for all to change
Into a better people
Into a people of love
Never forgotten like the Dove

What I do
I am through
Subjected to evil
Never put to the test
Where my passion is
Is the same as His
So subjected to the worst of it
But the Spirit’s power is greater
Transforms the angst and the hate
Into a brand new state
A state that wakes
A different fate
Than what the dead have already ate

Put that song in your heart
To the music of the lost
For God to pluck the flowers He left
To create the bouquet of life and love

As it was and is and always will be
I suffer for you simply
In a pillar of Fire
My desire

Majestically alluring
Always enduring
Such amazing feats
More than just beats

So I cleared the slate
And was told to wait
My hope for you soon to be
Power unlike any other to see

Next time you pray
Listen instead of speaking today
To hear the world of tomorrow
To rid the world of its sorrow

All that I write
I do with His might
Why I smite
I do with His sight

Words are just words
Until they are mixed with Love
Continuously around
Without a sound

Know what breeds hate
Which is tied to certain fate
To be truly free
You must love without reserve

Would you come to me if I called?
From my heart I belt out your name
Crying out for the pain
I see your crown
Did you see my crown of thorns?
What I have got you crave
Held back to the grave

Your style of love is mystical
Beyond the physical
Metaphysical
Hear my call

I am filled with your pain
Give me more to take it away
Heard your prayers today
Let me answer amidst the fray

I melted like gold before your face
Now I have changed before grace
Does it really matter?
Watch those ceilings shatter

To my sadness I am well aware
Not my own when I see
Tears flowing like a stream
The state of the world it seems
Penetrating my heart with pain
The sorrow of today is of loss tomorrow
You have got no other way
But to turn to the One who can change

Let me talk about holiness, sanctity, sacredness
There is only one place to receive it
His Most Sacred Heart, believe it
I know this
I show this
But am rejected for it
And I rejoice, not sit
For we are in extraordinary times
Where love is what shines

I have been subjected
To all kinds of evil
Supernatural
Heart-wrenching pain
Only with love can I endure

Though I suffer I walk unhindered
Like a ghost my spirit flows
From me to you
Simply wish you
Real Love from the start

There are many different ways
To reconcile with God these days
Blessings and mercy are poured out
How long will you be on the lookout?

Mercy will last only for so long
Enter into it’s mysteries in song
Giving praise and thanks that is due
For love lasts forever too

Took a deep breath that turned into a sigh
After all of this I think this is goodbye
Thousands of stanzas and iambs
We still are just small tiny lambs
In the grand scheme of things
Looking for the one that sings

My heart-wrenching cry today I provide
Hoping for violence to subside
Your ways are not my ways
Everything is out of phase
So change your hearts for the better
And perhaps it will release the fetter

Every day I am face to face with death
Truth is, Jesus saves us
From the reckoning
From the second death
Delivers us from every evil
As it is in His Prayer
But what do you call evil?

What comes out of me
Is just this poetry
Poised to praise my dear God
What I entered into was covered in whispers
His Spirit trickling me life support
I endured such pain and loss
Unbeknownst to me why
I still love no matter what
Which is my tell

I cannot let the tears flow anymore
As I hold them in reserve
Reservation for the day of joy
The day you enter into my life

Look not at the crude flesh before you
For that is all that it is
Though it’s purpose is short and cyclical
There is life beyond death
To taste the everlasting life
Is to taste death

Alas, your sins cripple Christ’s Body
Don’t you see you are united with Him?
In sovereignty and in glory
Not just some story