Month: February 2020

Something I crave
Inevitably a heavenly gaze
Is to experience
The love of your touch

You touched my heart
When you saw me far apart
From everything that’s a start
I be ready to embark

Your love my dear
Catches me here
Wish you were not so quiet
All of a sudden

Grasping straws
Enabling flaws
Seeking sanctuary
A prison instead

Wish I knew my crime
If it was to love somebody
And it meant death or life
Always choose life

Cause I want to dance with you
And hear you sing from your heart
Open up the skies
And have the sunshine set us all apart

Once again my heart speaks
Simply speaking
I feel your love

I once asked myself
Why do I suffer so much that I want to die?
Well my dying days are over
Forward through the days of life
Eternally they will churn
Until Perfection comes
And They did
Love perfection
And gave that perfection
To Us

To my love
Be not silent dear
Your voice I hear
Listening intently
Acting gently

Bring your love along
I finally got your song
Like a lightbulb moment
Leaving me to lament

Expect the unexpected
I tried to warn to no avail
Death comes in the wake
Maybe I tried too late

I could say anything
I said everything
That needs to be said

Love can be like madness
Wanting to express love
In whatever way I can
But being rejected because I am lame
This torture compels me
To reveal bit by bit
The only feelings I ever had
Were the feelings I always have
For you
And now I have gone crazy
In the hospital like crazy
Over love
Everything is for love
I know you want somebody
Yet I am all alone
On my earthly journey
Alone
Madness indeed
They are afraid
Really afraid
And I do not know why

Among the dead I am to you
Rejected and despised even
All for loving you
My sweet love of mine
My heart sways in this wind
Oh what glory shines
Pierced through and through
I let anyone in

I love you so very much
My heart extends to you my love
I am so sorry
For my inability
To do anything anymore
I am stripped of everything
All that is left
Is Love

Hanging here pierced to a cross
Now the crows peck at my eyes

There is nothing like
The Love of a Father
With a strong arm to carry us off

Somehow I survived
Though I did not want to
Maybe that is why

Just wondering
Why I wandered into exile
Like a desert
I breathe dust

My eyes now are starting to dim
Which means the end is near
Draw near to us
Lord God of Hosts
Draw near and keep us close
Cover us with your Precious Blood
Keep us hidden under your cloak
Until our earthly demise
Raise us up on the third day
Just as you were raised
For united in this suffering we are
Nailed to this cross
No one comes to rescue us

I believe after having offered my will every day to God that upon this Word His Will be done. After having done His Will in accordance with scriptures I consider the matter of Revelation to be fulfilled, yet living in our midst. Like the invisible creatures of Heaven. Yet there are many who are blind to the reality of Heaven in their midst, they would rather throw it away on a whim whether that be through lust or murder or gluttony, it does not matter which. It replaces the one true God with something else such as a little lie which leads nowhere.

After having walked a fine line between death and life and after having suvived murders and attempts by those having contempt and jealousy as their wheel, I find myself in complete amazement at the reality that God always keeps his promises, for there is only one thing in common in all of this and that is the divine protection I have received. Too many times to count. It is the protection of a witness, see?

So listen to Him
He is the Lord our God
Calling us back
Lifting us up to
Heaven
Do not give up this fight
Let your heart give flight
At the wonder and the mercy of our God
He has spared us demise
Because of certain love and life
Despite how careless
We once were with others and Himself
Metcy comes
And in its tsunami like wake
Love

Never posted
Thousands of useless ones like this
Only one purpose in mind and heart
That is to Glorify God
To testify that it is God who waits for us
Waits for us to respond
Repeated over and over again
And never sinks in
But when it does
Denial

Failed to be holy
Should have called upon holiness
Instead of living savagely
Holiness is a gift
Freely given by the Spirit
Being holy
Is to be one with Christ
For He is Holy
And Holiness itself

Listened to your heart again today
Found out the things you say
Are hidden behind a veil

That veil will be lifted
As it will for all
So be careful what you say

Where do I go from here?
Do I hide or stand out in the open?
I think I will stay hidden
Away from envious eyes
And live a life of suffering instead
Nobody would want to even wish they were me
For truly I do suffer immensely
And for what?
You, apparently