Month: November 2019

So open your hearts
And sing
Sing a song of praise
Praise to the King
Praise to the King

I opened up my song
And sang out my heart
Unbelievable joy
Overcame, I stayed

One person
One love
Said the words yesterday
Explosions of awe at how unconditional
I caved
So I stayed

I am God’s best kept secret
I have inherited the Kingdom of God
Flesh and blood are but dust
Yet the Lord preserves me day and night
My soul’s longings
My yearnings for God
Prostrate before Him
He touched my soul
Forgave my iniquities
Touched me with love
Now what I believe
Is beyond any religion
I am free
Free to love
With the same Love
That is God

Love is all I am

Peace

Let me show you the Kingdom of God

A kaleidoscope of butterflies
In your eyes
Beheld with wonder
Where Everything is a delight

In constant prayer with the Father
Intrinsically intertwined Will will be done
You are either
One with the Father
Or you are not

If you are not sure
I am sorry
You are not

If you are sure
It is time
Time to show
The Kingdom of God
To others
And His Glory will shine

I looked at a photo of you
Looked at the lines of your smile
The features of your eyes
Brought tears to mine
For I saw behind your beautiful face
A very happy place
I would not want to take that away

Since I love you so deeply
I want you to stay happy
If that means dying without you
By my side all alone
I will do it
For my love is worthless
In this evil world

Not to be taken lightly
The decision to die nightly
Involved circumvention
By divine intervention

My hour has not yet come
Here I thought I was done
Your love I sought
Received it not

I have decided to die
I am in too much pain
Physical and emotional
Abuse is conclusive

I tried to warn you
I tried to love you
But I was ignored
And now too late

This is my beloved goodbye
To you and to the world
All I needed was love
Got criticism and ignorance instead

I wonder how many care
But it does not matter anymore
I will be forgotten
And you will not even know I am dead

When I look at your face
You make my heart race
Such everlasting joy
Why so coy?

People lack the kindness
The kind that brings joy
To a deeply worried heart

My Soul belongs
To the Body of Christ
So if anyone cares at all
And wants to honour Jesus Christ
Open up the Bible
Find the Last Supper in a Gospel
Follow the steps
Do it in remembrance of Him
You just bring
The bread and the wine
Do it before your actual supper
Anywhere
Anytime
He says
Do in remembrance of Me
Until
It is finished
Amen

The Silence is beautiful
And my heart throngs
Surrounded even
By darkness
But filled with Light
I am fine
On Fire in fact
My Lord has returned
And gave me solace
Out of love am I
Wondering
Pondering
In that solace of love
Seeking
See a King

He assured me
That We are
Inseparable
Love is love

I am seeking you out
Looking for you
Just Wondering
Waiting
Pondering
Whether or not
You will give in to Love

I turn to the Lord in this Desert
Oh so parched
Forty years strong
Every day is a thousand years

Their hearts are so cold
My pleas ignored by all
Tears weep deep
And agony over the loss