Have you ever loved somebody so very much and they never acknowledged your existence yet alone your love?
Your eyes are filled with dreams
I can see your hopes
Your face shines brighter than the sun
I can feel your warmth
Etc..
Have you ever loved somebody so very much and they never acknowledged your existence yet alone your love?
Your eyes are filled with dreams
I can see your hopes
Your face shines brighter than the sun
I can feel your warmth
Etc..
I know your love
It feels like home
I get no relief from pain
Emotional and physical
Relentless hammering and stabbing
Like I am going to die but do not
Kept alive just enough
To endure it all
You have no idea the suffering
Death evades me
It hurts that your heart roams elsewhere
Not knowing
When you lift Me to the sky
I am open, vulnerable, and exposed
As is my love for you it grows
No questions asked
Every day
I am face to face
With Death
Dare do I dream
Of another day
The Third Day
Then Fly away
But it is and was
And always will be
Jesus who saves
Fight by the sword
Die by the sword
My Word is a double-edged sword
I will die by this Word
Love you like no other
There is something about ya
As you are blinded by status
My lowliness disgusts ya
Never before have I been
So much in love with you now
It gets stronger somehow
Yet you ignore me anyway
So you say there is nothing there
Thousands of these in the air
Say otherwise
Not much to say
Love you during the day
Message here to stay
Everything going right
Love you during the night
Oh what a sight!
Crawled into His Sacred Heart
Remained there from the start
Sheltered from certain affliction
Safe in love of absolution
That unmistakeable Fire
That burning desire
Holy and full of Power
Higher than any tower
This Love reigns
In Jesus’ name
Selected as a target again
But I live under grace
Hear my Heart beating
And let me be Me
Be Me
O Soul of mine
Soar cause you can
Be love
And find those around
Heal them cause you can
For death comes
No stopping it now
Still in conflict
Still be still
Got to get away
Rescue on the way
Dark deeds forgiven
Life is worth livin’
When you are not in pain
So join your pain with Christ
Whatever your suffering
Even if you are dead
Call on His name
And you will be saved
Trouble follows me where I go
Because this world lives a different way
Differing from the true Way
So live the Way
The Way is Jesus Christ
My God I love You
Thank You
For protecting me
For loving me
For keeping me safe
For providing for my needs
I need nothing else
As my love is all of Yours
I love you
Let me tell you
My Heart faces conflict
To cease all death
I must apologize
Because I am bitter
I resent certain circumstances
Inflicted upon God’s Children
So I open my mouth to warn
Plagues and pestilence comes
I would suggest an early start
At reconciliation
For great things are about to happen
But you are too blind to see it
Lacking the faith required
To see beyond the veil
I have seen it all
And what comes next is not good
It is already here
Be prepared
I want to die
My life is a lie
Forced by laws
Not based on Law
The power of sin is the law
Therefore I am a sinner
Just for being alive
And living in this evil world
So I loved instead
As was the logic in my head
Was rejected at every turn
What else do you want me to say?
Your fans are just a number to you
Providing more than your daily food
But careless interactions
Involuntary idolatry comes to mind
As I sought the fold
Never was I told
Death would evade
So riddled with pain
I found that fold
They were left out in the cold
With a price to be paid to be let in
But this love should be free
A vision of thousands seeking baptism
Only to be denied
So I cried
And the Father heard my cry
Watch this world fade away
As we love every day
Nothing to say
Everything today
Poetry is my therapy
I have been ridiculed all my life
So I keep silent
Undercover am I
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